Who is Daiana? Exposing my TRUEself.

Getting to know myself wasn't easy. As I try to introduce myself to the word, I find more and more aspects of me which I wasn't aware of. I'll now like to introduce myself to any audience who feels drawn to my creativity and also those who thought that knew me, but really didn't, including my myself. Today I'm letting myself free to the world. Exposing my true inner self.

I have 3 names not counting my last name, but my family and friends call me Daiana, which is the third name. If you ask me, I don't really feel a connection with any of my names, but it is what it is. I was born on a Friday the 13th at the 13th hour of the 11th month. My Sun sign is Scorpio and my moon sign is Cancer, which explains a lot of my personality which I now understand .Astrology always fascinated me but I never really paid much attention to it as I do now that I'm learning about esoteric astrology. It's very common for me to go off topic, I'll come up with 20 different conversations within the same conversation. Sometimes, I feel that people just listen to me for courtesy reasons, which is the main reason why I chose very wisely those who I share my thoughts with. So yes, I like to talk a lot with those who I feel will listen to me. This is the reason why some people know me as a quiet person and others know me as the one that never shuts up. In other words, I'll open up to those who I feel are not judgmental towards my persona.

I tend to let my emotions take over me and control me, which is something that I'm working on. Anger is one of the strongest emotions which I have the most trouble with. I allow other's feelings and emotions take over me as well as if I'm being possessed with different personalities all at once. Which it explains why my days are a complete roller coaster. Some call it bipolarity, I just call it not being grounded, not protecting myself and not showing enough self respect.

I say a lot of bad words, 4 out of 5 words I say are cussed words. I procrastinate A LOT, more than I wish to. My temperament is not the best, specially in the mornings. I'm not very social and I prefer being at home. I really enjoy my alone time.

I tend to give more than I receive. I'm not talking physical giving, I'm talking spiritual giving. I secretly care about people's feelings more than what they can imagine, but I stay quiet. I try to give the world a badass image, a tough image, and even a careless one too. But in reality ,I feel the pain inside of people's hearts, it breaks me inside seeing those who suffer, to the point that I claim that suffering as my own. Putting that weight on my shoulders which does not belong to me, but this are the consequences of feeling compassion, and it's ok. It's ok for me to feel what other's feel, it's the only way for me to cut off judgmental patterns, putting myself in other's shoes. The problem comes when there is an overload of emotions which I can't understand where they come from.

I still have hope for humanity, because I can now understand who we truly are. I wish to share this knowledge with all. I see the good in all, because we are all part of a Divine purpose. We get tangled in our day to day stress that we forget that we are love and light into a physical form. We are all deeply loved, a magical creation. We are all ONE soul living multiple lives at once in different timelines. WE are all together in this journey, all races, colors, sexes, ages, likes , dislikes, we are all together in this unknown journey. A journey which does not come with an instructions manual to follow.

I have come to realize that we all have the right to have our own perspectives and points of view. There is not right or wrong ideas, thoughts or emotions. We are all free souls living a physical experience. Therefore, I've learned to stop being so judgmental towards others.

As I'm becoming m0re awaken to our spiritual reality, I wish to help whose who are in desperate need of guidance. The path is not easy if you do it on your own. You don't have to do it on your own. I understand the desperation, I understand what it is to feel like you don't belong here, the hopeless nights of endless tears. Unfortunately, WE all need to go through this period of darkness for our light to shine. Some will experience this before others, but we'll all get to that point at some time in our physical existence. It's part of the process, it's part of our journey. We are perfectly unperfect.

There is a lot of things I could say about myself but this will make me write for ever. The purpose of this short introduction of myself was to show that I'm like most people, with many imperfections. Waking up does not mean doing yoga, have the perfect attitude, being vegan, working with crystal, reading oracle cards, working with angels and so on. Waking up means healing deeply to a cellular level, therefore you can use all of those tools to maintain a balanced spiritual existence. I invite you to not walk this path alone, we can walk together. Allow me to share with you the guidance that you need to receive, not because I know more than you or I'm more spiritual advanced, but because I wish I had this guidance at the beginning of my spiritual awakening. As I'm still walking my path, I'll share with you every step of it, you may take what works for you or dispose what does not.

Let's walk this journey together.

With Love, Daiana