Time is the coin of your life. You spend it. Do not allow others to spend it for you! Written by the glorious Carl Sandburg.

This piece that this ol man has written has very much inspired me to get into my bag, and get it tight, tighten the hell up with my dollar signs, then keep my finances tightened up like fire pussy until I see money that requires a money counter! Holler boo!

I must get my new dirt devil stick as soon as I have the money and that will have to be my only purchase online at eBay for November. I need my Lume deoderant but It will have to wait. I must set aside nearly two hundred bucks per deposit earned, and unearned income therefore I can become much closer to my cup of wealth than expected. I need to sit on 500 dollars or better in Bitcoin thru cash app and just record my losses and gains whenever I feel the mood or the need. For instance, I would love to see only ten cents in losses and over two thousand dollars in gains thru my cash app bitcoin. I think when I achieve this goal I will record losses and or gains bi-weekly per Wednesday until I see my new money counter from eBay online. I will pray with strong faith about my desires in regards to my gains, and losses, and then just let it go just to see how my results turn up. This will be a fun experiment testing God's own heart, and my faith, and how strong it is. I am super curious to how much God prioritizes my answered prayers for my money bag to be excellent full of that get right financially.

I am genuinely sick, and tired of poverty breathing down my neck, and it is super difficult to bear the stress and strains of poverty when I only get 700.00 per month, which is clearly never enough, so I supplement my income whenever and however I can, without selling my body of course.

I am going to Synexus Clinical Research in Kenwood Ohio, and I am praying for a bigger amount for attending the appointment from beginning to finish, than the last study for Covid-19 research, I am now trying to qualify me for the Flu vaccine study through Synexus Clinical research. I hope the whole study gets me at least four grand altogether, maybe more if I am lucky. I have needs, and I have strong desires for me. Designer clothing, shellac mani-pedis matching, spa days, wax treatment for brows and brazillian wax, Permanent makeup done to my eyebrows to make the shape and fullness aspect look just righteous, Liposuction ABEX treatment from sonobello at Montgomery road by kenwood Ohio, Uber fare, or lyft fare for all of my appointments, maintain my new body makeover thru planet fitness at Paxton by center of cinci or hyde park. Keep regular appointments for brazillian and brow waxing. Keep my nails and toes shellacked and all done up, and hopefully see the strength of my finger nails thrive like they did before Linda started clipping my nails because I was using them for weapons. My sister always wanted to fight, what was I supposed to do? Just sit there, and get attacked while in pain because of Tracee?

I want to replace my old make up with all mac products. From the brushes to the loose powder blue sparkly eye shadow I enjoyed as a child, it was a specific color blue and popular for use 15 minutes before prom night, and hitting the prom night dance floor. I enjoy Milk makeup products as well, I plan to invest in my Milk makeup when I get my fat super phat cup of wealth, and prosperity that I feel like I have always deserved.

I deserve to live in luxury apartment on stetson off of martin luther king dr. I deserve luxurious living after the burdens I have carried emotionally for years over two decades worth of grief I need relief and I need it very soon. I love this post that I observed on Instagram created by Carl Sanburg that says as follows, "Time is the coin of your life. You spend it.Do not allow others to spend it for you." This statement has motivated me to get in my bag at every deposit I receive, and create my own cup of wealth, and prosperity to get my needs met and accomplish my wants for designer everything Louis, Gucci, Saint Laurent, etc. I deserve a come up I truly do I have been through a lot, and I feel like my relief is way well overdue. When will I get my comfort and relief financially and habitually? Not soon enough that is for sure. I am still waiting to win any challenge to get me my needed comma's that I deserve long time coming. I will continue to pray over my situation and all others, not only to practice growing my faith bigger than the huge boulder that it is, but to just test the waters to see what, and where the good Lord's priorities are. This is my second novel I have written, off the top tier brain in my head, just typing it up all this good candy to read, just typing away no pencil or paper just brain power flowing from my hands to my keyboard on my laptop.

I love the fuck out of my Chromebook. If it was not for my Cincinnati Altafiber connection, and my Chromebook I would not be able to practice as an author, and writer thru vocal.media, and I would have less ability to supplement my broke ass income. I am craving, and striving for financial stability, and comfort. I need to be financially comfortable with no worries. I am pretty sure I am not the only one who wants this type of life of luxury so freaking bad. In my opinion I think about big comma's, and huge money requiring a money counter much more than most, but that is just my personal opinion I am clueless about who thinks about what when where, and how other than me, I obsess, and pray about financial comfort each, and every day. I know my thoughts like the back of my hand, but that doesn't mean I crave the best American dream more than most.

I love being financially comfortable, and desire to be that at all times. I have never been financially comfortable, and not one day in my life have I been very content about or in anything. I am lucky to have a decent day while living paycheck to paycheck. I obsess, and pray about my new and old money accumulation, I need my comma's so bad I can taste it.

I need big money, and very soon. We have bills out the ass, and it is stressful. I gotta spend my coins right, it's my life.