SHE WAS BORN TO CONQUER

She was subtle with good manners. She was politically correct. She used to behave as a princess in a human world.

Elle was responsible for others but not for herself. She reunited all the characteristics of a good person, a great woman and an exceptional human being in the society we all live in. But she did not qualify as the creator of her own destiny. She was missing the magic of trust in herself. She delegated her stellar role of her essence, uniqueness and confidence to others outside her.

In front of others and in private, she was serving the society she wanted to build up and belong to. She wanted to see in the world noble gestures, authenticity, spontaneous behaviors, trustworthiness and the support she was giving out. She was a dreamer and an executer. She was mainly light and then she discovered her darkness. She shared her happiness, her good news and all herself. She was a giver but she barely received back. She did not know what she was doing wrong.

Elle was raised and educated to give out but not to receive. She used to overdeliver, she used to give out to feel deserving of love, money, relationships, environments and fulfilling situations. While doing so, she opted to stay in unwelcoming environments with the wrong people. She wanted to belong.

As she served others, she depleted herself. Her efforts were not corresponded. She was living behind rose glass walls and ceilings. She wanted a perfect world. As she was giving more out, she was diminishing her value as she needed to learn to receive. It was only when she touched bottom when she learned all the hard lessons to start being the owner of her Queendom.

Elle, as the little girls of our society, knew how to perform different roles to be accepted but not to create her own place.

Elle was building the Queendom she wanted to live at. She was not behaving as a queen or a princess, since queens get to be served. She was performing the role of a mother to the world.

One day, she woke up to sadness, depression, betrayal and bitterness. It was only then, when she was performing for herself.

Her innocent soul was not adapted to live in the world she was born to. She insisted to give herself out to the wrong people, environments and places. She still wanted to belong where she would never be happy at in soul and spirit.

Touching rock bottom was a miracle for Elle. It was a new beginning filled with the experiences created for her to expand, to feel successful and to be surrounded with the colors she sees the world.

Elle was creating her queendom when she saw herself as the center character of her movie. This long-lasting experience was all she needed from the beginning but she needed to learn and integrate her life’s lessons first.

Then, Elle was creating her new identity where She was Her, a new space where her opinion was respected. As time passed, Elle was practicing her performance for life more fluidly. In the beginning was hard to adopt a new character but she kept going and this new enigmatic character was all the wanted to become. It was then, when Elle became a woman building her own Queendom.

Her Queendom is the effect of the lessons she learned. Her isolation and bitterness taught her to find value within herself. She was not ready to live her queendom eternally until she gave credit to herself before, during and after she created her domain full of power, self-love and compassion.

Now, she was ready to live her Queendom eternally.