Just Because...

As I sit here thinking of way to write the course of my subject, I find myself in a reality of desire. A desire of not just want, but a desire of being. Being of who I want to be. Being on becoming. Being to acquire an idea. Being, all because I am here. I am here because I have been made to be.

I know, I know, I am making your mind wander away. However, the idea is to know you as a being. What makes you, you? What is it that allows you to think on positive outlooks and generate that positivity in your life and in the lives of others? What is your being? Your true self and true likeness?

As a woman of spiritual beliefs, I believe that my being is as divine as the Divine one himself. The same spirit that is HE, is the same in me ( my being). I know we don't all walk the same life of HE, although, what makes the person you are to be encouraged and bring out the positive in your life?

We are not all as likely to live life's exepriences in the positive, sometimes (or may) times, there are huge rolling boulders coming from the mountain stopping us in the road on which we are trekking through. Sometimes we find ourselves in the valley, or sometimes we're drifted off to sea looking for that rescue boat (or airplane) to save us from the shallow waters.

This is apart of us being. Being in a sense that we are all humans and we all seem to find ourselves in good, bad, ugly, beautiful, and amazing situations. I get it, who doesn't just want the the beautiful and the amazing 365 24/7? Boy, how I really wish that were reality for all of us.

If that were the reality for us all, what if trouble lurks around the corner and we couldn't figure out a way to fight against trouble, because all we have come to know is beautiful and amazing situations? My oh my!!! We would be a lost cause if we never knew how to fight the troubles to get to our beautiful and amazing.

By all means, this is apart of our being. Sometimes, life is a drag. A drag of nowhere for some of us. Some of us have gotten to the point to believe that our being is not worth fighting for nor is it worth its own weight in gold. We've even lost our luster on the gem of our lives. Making our lives look dirty, dingy, and dull. Dragging can not only take the effect of your own being, but of those who love you and who are apart of your life.

Let's find a fulfillment in our lives. Allow yourself to truthfully, notice i didn't say truly, I said truthfully, look inside your life and your mind, to find an awakeining to your life. Finding the bright goodness that will allow your being to BE! One can go back and find their luster in going back to the best and good time in their lives. I know for sure that everyone has had a time in their life where they happy, smiled, found some type of joy, in their lifetime.

Being is just as it says, 'being'. Making the most of it, even in the ends and even in the out of all of it. I look at my being, I am here doing my first take on writing so someone can get engaged in what I am writing. I am very new at this. I have thoughts and ideas, but I have something inside of me, and that "thing" is keeping me from believing in myself and also being confident in putting my work out there. Or as I put it, putting my "samples" out there for others to see.

This "thing" has impacted my life for the slowful growth in my life. I believe that if I didn't lean on this idea or this burdern sort to speak, I would have been and come farther today and probably could have been more successful today.

Although, the past is the past, and the newness of me overcoming the thing called "fear', all I can do is look at my positive and powerful outcome in the times to come. I am full of a lot more confidence now more than ever. I don't mind if people pass me over or if they find themselves not glancing at my level of writing expertise. I am going to do what I want to do.

Of course, I am one of those people who now sees the opportunity to get out and just write.. Write my story or share the cares of others and their stories. I am going to blog. I am going to be creative, well, how I see creativity. Again, I am letting my being just be. I am thrilled for my journey.

This journey is going to be long for me and it is something that excites me in the long run. It is not going to make me feel less accommodated, this is pursing me to bring out the best and beneficial side of me. My story. My life.

Even as I say this to you, how do you make progress of your story? What is being you the best at? Is your being the highest right now or the lowest in your life? How are you willing to overcome your fear? Again, you are what makes your story. Everyone is a story. Everyone has something to share. Again, I say share it. Be it. Become it. This will encourage you and keep you encouraged.

Again, stay full, stay productive, stay being!