School of Unlearning

So at this present moment I’m about 50 kilos lighter than I’ve been before, i am also about 50 kilos heavier than i have been before.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love measured by how much i weigh?

At this present moment i have eyebrows that aren’t tamed or groomed as i usually prefer by regular waxing and tint and my hair is wild and free as opposed to cut to a style and groomed and dyed to cover the greys.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love measured by how groomed my hair is?

At this present moment i believe in God and pray daily as opposed to being angry at God and Christian’s after escaping a religious cult and feeling shame as my sexual preference is women.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love according to my sexual preference or religious views?

Today i choose to follow unschooling/homeschooling my beautiful brilliant son as opposed to sending him to a school system that is set up to learn between the hours of 9-3 and force him to submit to a system i know would crush and dampen his bright brilliant creative intelligent soul.

My question is am i worthy of more love according to my preferences on how i choose to school my children?

Today i choose to eat meat, fruit, vegetable, as much organic produce and clean food as possible , i also can easily eat lots of Cadbury’s chocolate and indulge in loads of sugar at times. And allow my son to enjoy food exactly the same.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love according to what I choose to fuel my body with and choice of food i eat and allow my children to eat?

Today i choose to wake up early and exercise my body by stretching , yoga, reading , journaling and praying as opposed to sleeping in, smoking a packet of cigarettes a day, drinking alcohol and living on a yacht where i went with the flow day by day and was a roadie for one of the most incredible bass players known to Australia.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love according to my routines, choice of habits and lifestyle?

Today i stand tall proud to be me as a - recovering people pleaser, a recovering perfectionist , a recovering victim of abuse stemming from when i was in the womb and a recovering human from years of eating disorder self destruction.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love according to how far i have come to acknowledge and be healed from my complex trauma and conditioning i was subjected to as a child?

Today i am writing part two of the School of Unlearning to share the deep passion to ALL who will listen to raise awareness that abuse on any level is NOT OKAY as I have been gifted with the life experience of having one of the most extreme cases of Domestic Violence in Tasmania that left ( my husband ) My son’s biological father deemed to dangerous to be on his own son’s birth certificate and passport.

My question to you is am i worthy of more love before i shared openly and publicly about my experience or would i be worth more if i kept my mouth shut?

My answer to all these questions is as clear as clear can be..

WE ALL HAVE THE SAME NEEDS:

TO FEEL ACCEPTED AND OPENLY EXPRESS ALL OF OUR UNIQUE GENUIS INSIDE EVERY HUMAN AS A BIRTH RIGHT.

TO FEEL WE BELONG AND TO BE A PART OF A SOCIETY WHO EMBRACES US AS WE ARE. AS ONLY WE HAVE OUR DNA WHICH IS TO BE CELEBRATED AS NO ONE ELSE WAS BORN TO BE US AND SHARE OUR UNIQUE GIFTS WITH THE WORLD.

BE ABLE TO SHARE OPENLY WITH CERTAINTY THAT OUR PERSONAL CHOICES AND PREFRENCES CAN BE 100 PER CENT CELEBATED AND WITH NO FEAR OF SEGREGATION, JUDGEMENT OR CONDEMNATION.

TO BE FREE TO CREATE DEEP SOULFUL CONNECTIONS THAT EMBRACE EACH OTHER’S POINT OF VIEW AS WAY OF CELEBRATING HUMANITY AND A WAY TO EDUCATE OURSELVES ON LIFE.

TO SHARE OPENLY AND EXPRESS OURSELVES FREELY IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM WITH NO FEAR OF ANY KIND OF RETRIBUTION THAT OUR DIFFERNCES WILL CAUSE SEGREGATION AS OPPOSED TO CELEBRATION.

Now i would LOVE to share i believe we can all unite. I believe we can come back to a society that not only celebrates differences but stands in unity and globally makes a huge impact where we can use the amazing recourse of money to fund projects to educate and bring awareness that we are all human. We all bleed red and we all have a deep primal need to survive. In order to survive we need to work in collaboration instead of in competition. We need to stand together and unite to educate and bring awareness that our worth has nothing to do with how we look, our personal preferences or our past but has everything to do with being a human . It’s as simple as that. We are human. We all bleed red. No one is sub human. We are all human. Would you agree?

I believe we show LOVE in action and my vision and dream is to use my gift of my story escaping extreme Domestic Violence and being healed from complex trauma to give you a voice and to educate those who need to understand ABUSE is in every demographic BECAUSE:

I BELIEVE WHEN WE KNOW BETTER, WE DO BETTER.

I TAKE THIS ON AS ITS NOT ONLY MY DEEP PASSION AS A SURVIVOR AS OPPOSED TO A STATISTIC BUT A DEEP RESPONSIBILITY AS I AM MEANT TO BE HERE TO SHARE THIS OTHERWISE I WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN GIVEN MORE LIVES THAN A CAT.

LETS DO THIS TEAM. LOVE YOU .

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANKYOU

ALL THE GLORY TO GOD.