Our greatest gift is at the lowest point of our lives.

I am deeply wounded. I am deeply wounded. My prior work experience was a complete mess. The project took me almost three years to complete. The project required a lot of energy, thought, passion, dream, and hope. The project was like a newborn to me, and all those around me agree. Fact.

Sometimes life can seem like a Ferris wheel. It lifts us up in the sky sometimes, but it can also drop us down to the lowest point and force us to see something new. There is something hidden.

Sometimes life can seem like a Ferris wheel. It lifts us up in the sky sometimes, but it can also drop us down to the lowest point and force us to see something new. There is something hidden.

This is how my work-life gets lost and becomes entangled in a mire of misery until it's impossible to see the way out. People are what hurt me. The mistakes make me feel hurt. They made mistakes, and I made them.

My 'inner child,' who is deeply wounded, was forced to let me out. My 'inner' child wanted to vent and scream to the world. I want to be heard. I want to be heard. I need validation. This is the point where I need to stop. What good is validation for me?

Really. You might be wrong. Is it really necessary to have the same validation that most of us are secretly seeking? Are we really looking for that validation to feel better?

Is it really necessary to have validation like the ones most of us secretly seek? Are we really looking for that validation to feel better?

Today I made the decision. I made the decision that I do not want to live in resentments. But not anymore. These past six months have been one of my lowest points in career. All my energy and inspiration was gone. To say I'm not trying hard enough is an understatement.

I did everything in my power to make it right. To keep myself motivated and energized, I take a daily dose of 'knowledge vitamin' to keep my head clear. Online courses and classes were a great way to help me rebuild my life. I spent thousands of ringgits. It worked... for a while. However, when I was presented with the "pain" triggers, it lost me again. I lost it again.

I notice how UN-me I become when I get triggered by people or the situation. I ran away, procrastinated, and cried. It was a lot. This isn't cool.

It feels locked up. It's like you want to flee but can't. So you stayed. The pain and feelings kept on piercing my already-fractured soul. It was exhausting and draining.

Today, however, I made the decision to stop letting it hurt me. No more. I've decided to make my regrets my SUPERPOWERS. Of course, I learned a lot. As most people have found out, the lowest point of our lives can be our greatest gift. A personalized-set of life lessons or wisdom.

Sometimes, the lowest point of our lives can turn out to be our greatest blessing -- An individualized-set life lessons and wisdom

Here are my top 9 biggest regrets that I have made into my superpower (or have at least started to work on).

Be open to discussing conflict early Do not keep your mouth shut. To find a solution, work as a group.

Please don't judge. To understand, first seek understanding.

Love is the first. The secret weapon that inspires us and others to achieve the impossible is love. Give respect and appreciation.

Second is the right heart-set. If you are still afflicted by hatred, grudges, greed, and anger, strategies and knowledge will not work.

PROGRESS is the goal of everything you do. The result is always feedback.

Talk to the experts if you are stuck with recurring issues.

Knowledge is not enough. Attitude towards the knowledge is much more important.

Your INTENTIONS should always be adjusted. You will always achieve what you set as your intention, whether you are aware of it or not.

Kaizen, Small Improvement is the key to any 'perfect project'.

As I write this, I feel like I am beginning to realize how trapped I have been by my limited ability and feeling. Although I feel terrible, I don’t want to feel this way. But not anymore. I didn't know better back then. The past is history, and we can only learn from it.

The past is history, and we have to learn from it.

Next, I want to forgive. I will forgive those involved for not being able to understand. I also want to forgive myself for not being able to understand, as I am no different than them. I want to be able to forgive them and believe in God because I know I will get better.

This is my advice to anyone who has ever experienced similar feelings. We may not have all the knowledge we need back then. It is possible that we don't have the right heart sets. It is possible that we do not have the right mindset. Let us accept this today. Let us accept the messiness of life, our shortcomings, and our mistakes. We must be kind to each other and ourselves.

Yesterday was a certain pain. But yesterday was yesterday. Today is a gift. Let's make a decision to use our past regrets as a source of power that can inspire and shine light in someone's life. That someone could be you.