My Reason for Success

Nearly 3 years and 5 months ago my son, Fawkes Fisher was born. On that fateful day, In June, 2017, there is a story within a story about my sons miraculous birth, or rather Death Reversal. He was technically born asphyxiated and had not been breathing for nearly 7 minutes. I asked God to exchange my life for his. Instantaneously, I had an out of body experience that my Aunt Sally says I should turn into a book. I’ll do my best not to get bogged down In my life’s personal Pinnacle Story but this story overlaps with that one and if you’re ever blessed with a chance to hear me speak publicly I can almost assure you that this story about my son’s return to life will be recounted. For now I’ll focus on him being my reason for success instead of the moment of energy transference that occurred in Riverbend Hospital in Springfield, OR, that Summer day in June, 2017.

Anyways, my son miraculously survived the incident we remember as his birth and he will forever be my reason to succeed in life. Previously, I spent over ten years of my life worrying that I would never have children and I must admit that possibly I would never be ready without surrendering my inner core to transform myself through meditation and hypnosis. From 2010 through 2014 I struggled to really change myself for nearly 5 years before eliminating certain habits of mine. Quitting doing drugs was actually harder than quitting selling them for me.....In 2015 I discovered a Mystic by the name of Sadhguru. His teaching’s and meditations transformed my life alongside my personal Qi Gong practice. His personal spiritual yoga ritual known as Isha Kriya to this day and foreseeable future is part of my daily morning routine to activate my higher self and be the best person I can be as a spiritual influence in the world of personal development, and outside of it here on earth. This ritual combined with another known as Shiva Namaskaar paired extremely well with another energy activating modality known as Qi Gong that I have been practicing for almost 9 years now. This meditation blueprint which would later lead me to creatively call my blueprint, “Titanium Mindset,” (@TitaniumMindset on FB) completely revolutionized my life. For example, my ability to manifest my thoughts accelerated and evolved so quickly that after 6 months of this practice I had attracted a woman into my life that would be the mother of my children. (At the time I had a daily vision of us with two children) I had been meditating on this reality all year. I believe the cultural/spiritual Indian concept of a transformational 21 day Sedana (you can choose 3, 7, 14, 21, and 40 days for your personal experience) completely changed the essence of who I was on the inside. I persevered with the daily meditations and Qi Gong, Tai Chi, Solfeggio Sleep Hypnosis, and Self-Hypnosis techniques and guided meditations of Glenn Harrold and Jason Stephenson, which are all differing audio tracks on YouTube. The patterns of my basic choice to Continue with transformative work changed not only my life but me and how I view everything. While I have the same legal name as I did then I inhabit a different internal realm ruled by balance and creation instead of materialism and fear. This was the beggining of my fear mastery era of my life.

At this point in the story I have reminded myself about the free content I intend to put on YouTube to give people a sense of what type of transformation I intend to encourage in others. This content on YouTube wil be related to personal fear mastery and will most likely be called jsut that; “Fear Mastery.” I will never promise that you will make money or manifest money for thinking about it even if these claims may lay waiting to be scientifically proven true for some rare shamanic types out there. My method is simple and that’s also why it’s so hard for folks. Here is the secret I share repeatedly that I have found to be true. Your conscious desire has nothing to do with your subconscious desire until you change yourself enough to become in tune with your subconscious awarenss consciously. You should probably read that again. I truly believe my life is a example of how your claim to abundance changes positively once you have changed yourself. You cannot attract new wealth without cleaving the part of you that is out of equilibrium with nature, or energy. Our energy as a frequency must be in tune with our intention otherwise we live an unconscious and rather hellish world of our own creating. Now let me give you a some examples......

After I met Fawkes’ mother we hit it off almost too well .....we spent 36 nights together and I only slept 3 hours a night cuz I was solely focused on ...

Yes you guessed it.... sleeping togther.....

This all great and dandy and I prolly needed some of that. The problem was that it was out of balance. Before I knew what had happened she was pregnant and fear and tension crept into our world..... I made the mistake of putting my foot down too sternly regarding the need to meditate. I mentioned to my partner that if she didn’t meditate our relationship would fall apart. Ultimately in the end I was right but looking back I wish I had been more tactful in how I presented the concept. For whatever reason she basically refused and I should have just focused on my own mediation ls to keep things on an even keel. Instead I made the mistake taking it personal and I let it take me away from the one activity that had actually given me some peace of mind and calm strength to attract the life I enjoyed instead did being trapped in one created by me unknowingly as I lost tune with my higher self.

I’m not exactly sure what it is but when I get out of my routine and stop doing my meditations various obstacles or random events will intervene to throw me and my energy seemingly off course. Of course this is an intuitive feeling that is exceedingly difficult to prove scientifically.

Somehow over just a few months I had replaced my personal power with a video game in my cell phone and before I knew it my intuitive senses disappeared and I fell spiritually from my higher to self to my lower self and become consumed with material belongings and being married to someone I love instead of jsut developing our love and letting things take a more organic course. I intentionally did all I could to marry my son’s mother but I made the mistake of letting that take precedent over simply being together snd just being happy. No matter her shortcomings mine stare Me straight in the face every single day. (I generally refuse to point fingers at other parties when my own growth is paramount) Only by growing and achieving success do I let this pain fade. Now that I was no longer in my higher form I was unable to be happy without the social status that brings us pride from marriage. I was unable to be happy without forcing my possessive instincts onto her life experience.....ironically all of those issues would have been solved if she had chosen to meditate with me even though my approach wasn’t the most astute at the time I realized I was falling back into my old human condition and had explained to her how important it was for me to at least me to be supported in my meditations. People who have never had my spiritual experiences have literally no idea with I’m talking about. Their brain has so many self limiting beliefs you wouldn’t be able to experience the astral projection I’ve had without confronting yourself and everything you have ever done, Sin and all good you have committed.

As you may have guessed I am no longer in a romantic relationship with my son’s mother. In fact I had to almost lose everything again before I realized I needed to go back to my meditations and rise to my higher self otherwise the chaos of life and the incongruence of my concsious thoughts and actual subconscious beliefs would destroy me again and send me into a world of pure pain, chaos and basic spiritual slavery to temptations that creep into everyone’s life when they forget their reason for success, when they lose their why, if you will.

Now back to the moment of judgment. Most people only do this once they die and have their moment with God, and can no longer avoid looking into the mirror that is our action and karma. Which means you get your new powers in your spirit body, assuming the universe accepts this direction with your afterlife. There isn’t any room for a Grey area at this point in life....you either submit to creation and love, which equals forgiveness and rebirth or you are what Is consumed by fear and hate, which equals guilty contempt and you go to your respective realms. I won’t go much further into this since you won’t really listen unless you are called to do so anyway. If you disagree with this I sincerely wish you the best and pray your transformation to come for you while you sleep in your bed at the Witch Hour, while you are visited by a thief in the night on a sole mission to steal you and your heart back from darkness. As a teen I was a self proclaimed atheist and over time came to realize this was just my subconscious vying for a realm with no justice or accountability over me and my actions. If that offends you, go ahead snd read it again cuz the divine told me to write it specifically for you. Yes, You!

Back to that spiritual concept of

Judgement Day;

For some reason my conscience gradually built the fortitude to look inward and I continued to do so even as my visions and images scorched my eyes as I went through the odd moments of watching myself like a ghosts of Xmas past rerun for your own benefit to see how low you could go on the existential totem pole of life in our realm here in the Milky Way Galaxy. Here I’ll spare the details of my own perosnal experience for a more relatable point; We all have a shadow versions of ourselves with which to contend. Once you have learned to actually love yourself despite the fact that something inside you is primitive, dark and lost, you will have attained a very low level of enlightenment that in our world will make it seem to others as if you are the result of years of successful expensive therapy. It’s actually a lot more cost effective this way, LOL!!

Now through all the years of meditating and visions my reason has become more and finite and clear, even though there will be days where not enough light is shed on the immediate future of your vision. No matter what I choose to be or do I serve my son and because of that I had to ask myself what would be the best path for me to take to lead my son ? For me it’s a no brainer.... I follow personal development gurus and fitness instructors and business, life, health coaches, and hypnotists. This is why I chose to open up an ad agency to specifically help personal development service providers learn organic attraction methods or teach them how to use their own FB Ads manager themself if that is a more cost effective strategy for them to acquire new clients. With my newest and most robust business coach I am learning to grow a following with a low cost method for self projection around the world.

Recently as you know the Pandemic hit and many jobs were shutdown. This actually put me on unemployment and gave me the time freedom to invest in myself and become a biz owner. Don’t get too excited jsut yet, cuz I’m just learning how to get back my $10K on my tax return for business expenses but just learning that this year has changed my financial wellness substantially. Hopefully when my son is ready I’ll have the tools and knowledge to help him start a business that is right for him at a young age so that he won’t do any of the back breaking jobs I had the unfortunate privilege of doing, here in the great Northwest. From mill work, to moving furniture to riding my bike 30 miles a day to commute to work I’ll make sure my son is able to focus more on his own personal development and that of his surrounding community.

-LZ Fisher

Owner/Founder

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