A Failure........

The time when I missed on the occasion to achieve a worthy thing is presented in I want to tell you about the day I failed The DP (indirect object). It was really hard. I felt so sad.

The Big Test

A test with the highest grade of my school year was presented by me. My thoughts ran like this, "I really can do this. I learned so much!"

However, everything turned around when I was seated, my head got blank. I thought, "Oh no, what's happening?"

During the Test

The questions appeared to be difficult to me. I could not recall anything. I thought, "I'm so stupid. Why can't I remember?"

I was trembling my hands. The heat and cold were felt at the same time. I thought, "Everyone else looks okay. Why am I the only one struggling?"

After the Test

After the exam, the answer was obvious to me. I did not pass. I thought, "I've let everyone down. My parents will be so upset."

I wasn't in the mood for talking to anyone. I just wanted to flee. I thought, "I'm a failure. I'll never be good at anything."

Getting the Results

When the test came back to me, it was even more disappointing than I thought. I got a really low grade. I thought, "This is the worst day of my life."

I was crying non-stop. I was feeling lost and I was not useful. I was thinking, "Maybe I should just give up." Not only I but many were really weeping. I felt so small and inadequate.

Telling My Parents

I need to break the news, tell my parents. I was very afraid. I thought, "They'll be so disappointed in me."

Their faces were full of sadness when I informed them. I thought, "I've made them ashamed of me."

The Days After

Every day I spent turned out to be the same, without a single smile on my lips (mouth). Everything was so dark. I thought, "Will I ever feel happy again?"

I didn't want to go back to school. I thought, "Everyone will think I'm dumb now."

The fear of being laughed at did not let me want to go to school. I believed that I was probably going to be ridiculed by everyone.

The Pain Continues

Even lately, when I recollect that day, it upsets me. I think I am a loser. I doubt whether I will ever measure up. The dreadful memory of my misstep lingers on, telling me how wretched I was then.

Why is failing so painful, and why is it impossible to stand again??? Why? Many successful people say, "The day you give up..that's a failure."... Okay, let me gather some courage to stand. But how? How to gain courage. I wonder if I'll ever take the next try...still wondering if I'll ever take the next try...still wondering if I'll ever take the next try

People say, "What's your point to start? Take that inspiration to stand again." But I'm not in the mood to start, but I wanted badly to succeed.

Then I say "I already lost everything... get disappointed my parents, let's listen to world pitiful, painful or courageous words again... let's live, let's try to live, let's live to see a new planet information...let's stand to see this beautiful world....The way of life of this world is also a mirror of the wonders of nature.