Why Islam is Important to Me!

So today here i am going to be talking about why i believe in Islam and good things it brought for me. I want to talk about why Islam is important to me and how i feel about Islam. So lets go!

Lets start with how Islam keeps my mental health better. What i find so fair with Islam is how it can answer so many of my questions like there's Istikhara! Which i would take about my attempts on another time. Also Inshallah too! Istikhara is a way to ask Allah for guidance like it's a speacial request way if you wanna know more you can get info on the internet though i am not so sure about the authenticity of info online. Also Inshallah means "if Allah wills". 

Anyways i was taking about that Islam lets me know that Allah's always there with me and i know to not be stubborn about me being alone and stuff like Allah's there! Always. Like knowing that is so comforting right? Knowing that the most powerful and utmost kind entity is here with me always and i could rely on them and they've made promises with me and everyone and there will be no unfairness! 

Like anyone can live that way! I certainly did i was in a terrible time of my life and this like Islam let me know to live i know that i wasn't going to do a suicide cause of the one's surrounding me cause they loved me but the thought still commonly crossed my mind too dunno if that was fine. But now i am better i don't feel about suicide though my Istikhara is remaining unanswered for now i really need help still from Allah and to know that maybe it wasn't my fault and other's were wrong for once i know that it isn't actually for once no matter how much i wanna say it but i know in all of this it was my fault too i just want to know that it was at least not my fault in the places i wanted the most for it to not be my fault and i wish to Allah that i could get an answer i just wanna have it i dunno how i could i just feel like i couldn't move on much without it or how to get it like Istikhara didn't work either… I really wanna solves to my anxiety and the questions that pop up just to be stayed there unanswered!

 I just want to know so much more about Islam and you know i write too i have a novel in the works 'The Shells Ancestry' if you wanna know more. But what i fiqured out was that before when i imagined the dots won't just connect and now a couple years later they just did you know why? Inspiration! In these years i had watched a lot of shows and these stories came as inspiration to me to make something original even though they weren't something i specifically pieced together from my inspirations themselves. It just comes to me! What i am trying to get at here is that according to Islam the stories have these fantasy stuff and all of the ideas of these fantasies probably came from the prophets and stories of Islam! What i tried to say here is the inspiration to today's idea's for stories came from the stories of Islam and they were the reason we're today able to imagine amazing things aswell!

Well i suppose this is what i wanted to talk about today. Next i also wanna talk about music and songs and Islam and the to be honest bad effect they had on me. Anyways, I was Mit-lark and Hope you Enjoyed and Allah Hafiz!