Twisted You

I don't know if it's me. I do know one thing though, I have never felt comfort in that relationship.

Relationships are hard. You never know who a person might become in your life. When you meet someone, do you ever think that he can change your life forever, that he can literally shape your entire personality? We underestimate each other. Words coming out of our mouths actually do make a difference. But that's not what this is about.

When we're young, we don't thoroughly choose our friends, we just gather as much as we can. Or settle for those crazy enough to be around us. Then it begins. You get to know that human, and you just know if it's gonna be a blessing or curse. Being friends with someone whos nothing like you is a tricky business. Wanting to stop it is even trickier. Somehow you just can't. Maybe it's enjoyable. Maybe the fact that we can shape a person the way we want is fun. Wrong. You can never truly change a person, well that is if he doesn't want to. Maybe we are the ones who seek that change. I don't know. But it really messes one up in a lot of ways. How can you be around someone you don't even like? However all of those feeling don't significantly mean that you hate that person. Not at all.

Just as you can love a person and choose to let them go, you can love a person and not wanna be around them. It does sound silly but it's true. Some people can cause harm unintentionally. To want to stay away from that is the healthiest decision one can make. No regrets. Those relationships help you figure out what you want and who you want in your life . These situations make you see things more clearly. Even if it broke you multiple times along the way. Even though it messed you up for good. Be glad that it's over. Be brave enough to take a decision like that ; it shows strength. To cut ties with people you love is incredibly difficult because not only do you have to lose a relationship, but you also have to make that other person see that even though you don't want to be around them, the love is still there. You just grew the hell up. You know what you want now. All that you're doing is standing up and saying enough.

Maybe people hurt you because they got their own baggage. Maybe it's because they just are plain mean. At this point I really don't care. Because I now I care about me. I'm the one who suffered and I'm the one who learned from all of that. I'm just glad that I was able to gain something from relationships like these. Maybe you'll never meet people similar to you. Maybe you won't meet someone you'll see eye to eye with on everything. But. Its important that you're around people you feel comfortable with. Its crucial that the people you see everyday make you happy, make you genuinely happy. It doesn't matter if they are richer, smarter, or prettier than you. But you'll just know who they are. Your judgement is never wrong. Just don't ever be scared to turn away. To just leave. Even if the place you're running away from looks pretty and sparkling. Even if it looks like you're losing something great. Nothing is prettier than a happy mind.