The Finesse of YOU
watching yourself gradually be humiliated by one
HOW COULD YOU TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DID? I ask this question even though I am already 1 year into a new relationship. It grinds my gears that I feel like you got the best of me even though it was the other way around.
I humiliated myself constantly trying to make you happy. I looked upon myself like I had no value and/or dignity.
I honestly feel like I am still healing. Here I am a whole year later, once again, in a wonderful relationship but still reeling from the hurt you put upon me.
Then I finally took a stand for myself & realized I did not deserve what you were giving me. How funny it was when you turned the tables on me and made it seem like you were the one to move on.
Absolutely NOT, I established at least 2 months prior to your dramatic exit that we were no longer together. I made it clear I no longer & NEVER did had feelings for you. It was just the thought of being loved back that made me move the way I did.
In all actuality I just wanted to feel loved & wanted. At that very moment ONLY, you were there in my presence. However, you caused me to reassess my thought process about YOU. You know that saying "You never know what you really had until its Gone? "I knew exactly what I had, and I knew I needed it to be gone.
How did I have so much common sense but become foolish & senseless with you. You finagled Money, HEAD and more out of me. HOW did you do it? You did not have much to offer but temporary looks & no money or knowledge of life or the world. You valued expensive clothes over a place to lay your head. You scammed and took from others but just to further do bad and selfishness. I watched you scam $20,000 and I definitely did not want any parts of your illegal BS. However, it was just the courtesy to at least offer some funds towards the bed you lay in and don't make. How about providing cleaning supplies to the space you never clean up. Not even funds to give me, the person footing the bill to maintain your daily life.
I GET It, You're a mass manipulator & a womanizer. Well two can play that game. I officially have declared this relationship DONE. You are no longer going to have easy access to me, my funds or even my life. Day by day you will notice the distance. I couldn't physically remove you from my life or even my apartment. I did know the more uncomfortable I made it for you, you will eventually leave.
Oh what a SURPRISE!!!! You're actually NOT going anywhere! WHY???Well, I have to go to work and PAY the bills of roof over our head. When I work look who gets to have free reign of my apartment... YOU, you son of a literal BITCH (that's a story for a whole other day). NO worries, NOW I am going to stop all your DAILY comfort.
There will NO longer be access to Wi-Fi. WHY?? Because I changed the password sucker. You needed soap, lotion and /or grooming supplies? Oh well sorry but they are now locked away in the closet & only for my personal use. You hungry? Well, that sucks! However, everything in the house belongs to me and sadly the fridge will be empty. Seeing how I have means to eat out and more I will not be doing any grocery shopping. Hope that TAP water is fulfilling enough for you because that's all your consuming in this house.
WISH I KNEW HOWTO TURN THE WATER OFF.
I wish i could go back in time and re- live the end of our last in person conversation and really let you have it. I feel like I didn't get everything off my chest. I really felt that I deserved closure from the pain you caused me.
Crazy part is you did too but you were so selfishly in deep trying to make sure you were okay that you basically pooped on me. I do believe in karma, and I feel that she will find you. She will find you when you least expect it.
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Containers Fall From Ships During Storm Goretti, Raising Alarms Over Maritime Safety
Storm Goretti has left a trail of disruption across land and sea, but one of its most serious and less visible impacts unfolded far offshore. As violent winds and towering waves battered shipping routes, dozens of cargo containers were reported to have fallen from commercial vessels, reigniting global concerns about maritime safety, supply chain resilience, and environmental risks. A Storm That Tested the Seas Storm Goretti arrived with little mercy. Meteorological agencies warned of hurricane-force gusts, sudden pressure drops, and waves reaching dangerous heights. While coastal communities braced for flooding and transport chaos, cargo ships already at sea had no choice but to ride out the storm. Modern container ships are engineered to withstand rough weather, but Goretti proved unusually volatile. Rapid shifts in wind direction and wave patterns caused ships to roll violently, placing extreme stress on container stacks. 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While this reduces transport costs, it also raises the center of gravity, making vessels more susceptible to rolling in extreme seas. Storm Goretti exposed how even well-equipped ships can be pushed beyond their limits when weather systems intensify faster than forecasts predict. Impact on Global Supply Chains The immediate loss of cargo disrupts supply chains already under strain. Businesses waiting for goods face delays, shortages, and insurance claims. Ports may experience congestion as damaged ships are rerouted for inspections or repairs. For smaller companies, a lost container can be financially devastating. Even with insurance, claims can take months to resolve, affecting cash flow and customer trust. In an interconnected global economy, what happens hundreds of miles offshore can ripple through markets, prices, and delivery timelines worldwide. Calls for Stronger Regulations In the aftermath of Storm Goretti, maritime safety experts are calling for stricter international standards. Proposals include improved container lashing systems, better real-time weather routing, and limits on stacking heights during storm seasons. Some argue that shipping schedules should allow more flexibility, enabling vessels to slow down or change course without financial penalties. Others emphasize the need for improved tracking technology so lost containers can be located and recovered more quickly. There are also renewed calls for transparency, as container losses are often underreported unless they pose immediate danger. Climate Change and the Future of Shipping Storm Goretti is part of a broader pattern. Scientists warn that warming oceans are fueling stronger and more unpredictable storms. As extreme weather becomes more common, shipping companies may face an uncomfortable choice: adapt rapidly or accept growing losses and risks. The shipping industry moves nearly 90% of global trade. Ensuring its safety is not just a commercial issue—it is a global priority. A Wake-Up Call at Sea Containers falling from ships during Storm Goretti serve as a stark reminder that even the most advanced global systems are vulnerable to nature’s force. What appears as an isolated maritime incident is, in reality, a complex challenge involving safety, environment, commerce, and climate resilience. As investigations continue, one thing is clear: storms like Goretti are no longer rare exceptions. They are becoming the new test of how prepared the world truly is for a changing climate—and whether lessons at sea will be learned before the next storm arrives.
By Fiaz Ahmed 4 days ago in Journal
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Excellent piece