R.U.N

We know there are needs and wants but what if the needs are not the correct needs we actually need. What if our need is different from what God needs of you?

Yes I know it seems like a tongue twister and deep question that seems repetitive in different phrases. These are real questions we need to ask. Question the question for better context and everything will make sense.

We can get our needs and wants very much confused and when it comes to God and allowing them to provide what you need we still sometimes allow our ego and pride to make it seem as if the Universe is providing our needs when in reality were interfering God by expecting something to come. What if we release it and let Yahweh do what needs to be done? Allowing us to change for the better taking accountability for all the times we decided we wanted this and went about it, our way instead of learning patience and right timing. When God already put His hand on it who is it that can take it away if not the Creator himself? When we can see that is in 1 Samuel 25: 2-3, 5-23, 35-39, were introduced to a man named Nabal and his wife Abigail, were told that his wife had good undertsanding and a beautiful appearance and her husband was harsh and evil in his doings. Nabal means "fool", this is why were told to be mindful of what you name your child. Were told David sent his servants to greet Nabal but when they were greeted, Nabal was harsh, not understanding and ungiving. The servants went back to relay the message and David decided he would go to Nabal house and cause harm to the household, after all that was done. But Abigail his wife gatehred together certain items for David and his servants to apologies on behalf of her husband, she understood there was need not a want for these things and following her intuition she obeyed the Holy Spirit and recieved relevation of what she must do, taking majority of the blame for her husbands actions, she seeked David for forgiveness of her trespasses and to ultimately to remind David why he was sent by God to do his works in his people, not harm the people. After all that was said and done Abigail told her husband what shes done and after she did that his heart died and he became like stone. After about ten days he died because the Lord struck him and he died. Obedience and knowing the difference between our wants and needs and the wants and needs of others, we are sent here to help others instead of making it about ourselves majority of the time. Its really a reality check we need because we feel to help others but our pride and ego say well "no one helped us" and thats the test cause what if you did bless someone else and God blesses you 10x more because you followed your spirit and did exactly what He asked of you. How do you know that you helping this person may have opened a door for the both of you? What if you didnt obey, what blessings were you blocking from yourself and that person? These are questions we must question. They are so uncomfortable because we haven't been opertating out of the fruit of spirit. Don't forget it's not always about money and giving your money away but its also about giving your time, helping people with the little things. Don't be so self absorbed, were its all about you when its God in you.

The surface level thinking will only get you so far until you decide to look at the infinite possibilites and that includes how we look at mutli-verses why can't we look at our life like the same way? If we did something this way when we didnt want to do that first outcome and seeing in another possibility, how you should of reacted, responded to the situation at hand and then you can take that second possibilty and apply it to you everyday world and see how much can change just by you acknowledging a situation or thing as what happened before and how to better respond. The world is quick to blame others when they need to look in that mirror everyday and try not to pick everything they hate about themself or even talk negatively about themselves when no one is around just them and their demons. If you allow the voice to compare you to others then your demons are winning. You are worthy of so much more then what the Devil trys to remind you of your sin. Yahweh knows you by your name, remember who you are in the Spirit and what He has called you to do.

Giving their demons more power, when we need to take a second and see is it me? why don't I like me? How can I forgive myself? Easier said then done, i'll admit to that, no harm in taking a second to recognize the parts we run from. Its quite unusal and raw, its what needs to make your growth 100x better, for yourself, through you and for others. For Yahwehs glory! Instead of running from the problem or the situation, give it to God, like Romans 8:28 says "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." We so badly want thing to work out for our benefit but in the end its for His purpose, for His glory, its His way or no way. To be honest with you the "no way" is our way and what we want to happen how we want to control the narrative in life. But God wants us to Trust Him, Believe Him when He speaks, cause when you don't listen, you feel. There is so much more to life then what we want, God can take our feet to places we never even could imagined.

Note: For BIBLE STUDY note taking, someone once said try the S.O.A.P method, Scripture, Observation, Application and Prayer. Asking God for wisdom and understanding as you read the word!