Please, Jehovah: My Last Plea for Help

November 13, 2024 - 1:01 pm

Jehovah, I come before you in the name of Jesus, trusting in Your will and Your Kingdom. You said in Your Word that Your will should be done on earth as it is in heaven, and I pray for that to be true in my life. I know You are sovereign, and I know Your plans for me are greater than anything I can imagine. But, Father, right now, I feel overwhelmed.

I’ve been praying for a stream of income. I’ve been praying for a job or something that would help me stand on my feet. Right now, my circumstances feel heavy, and I don’t know what else to do but reach out to You, asking for Your guidance and Your provision. I need to know that You are with me, that I am not alone in this struggle.

It’s been such a long time now, and the pressure is mounting. I need a stable income, Lord. I need something to change, something to show me that there is hope ahead. Right now, I’m looking at my life and all I see are the things that aren’t adding up. I see every opportunity slipping away, and I feel like I’m stuck in a place where I can’t move forward. I don’t know what’s next, but I need Your help.

Will I ever get stable income again? Will I ever break free from this cycle of uncertainty? I keep asking myself these questions. Will this year end in the same way the rest have? Will I ever see the light at the end of the tunnel? I feel like I’ve asked You over and over for answers, and yet I still find myself in the same position, still struggling, still searching for peace.

I’ve told You about the pain, Lord. I’ve expressed how unfair it all feels, and I know You understand. But I am still waiting for justice. I don’t know how I’ll provide for myself while my parents are away, and that thought haunts me every day. I feel paralyzed by fear because I just don’t see the income that I need to move forward. I don’t know how I’m going to manage the bills, how I’ll make it through another month without seeing anything change.

I’m exhausted, Jehovah. Mentally, physically, emotionally. I know that You understand what it’s like to struggle. You’ve been there, and You’ve promised to always be with us, but right now, I just need to feel Your presence more than ever. I need reassurance, Father. I need to know that You haven’t forgotten me. I need to see something, anything, to remind me that You’re still working on my behalf.

I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of feeling like my life is on hold while I watch others around me move forward. I’m at a stage in my life where I thought things would be different by now. I thought I’d have more stability, more control over my future, but instead, I’m here, stuck, praying for a breakthrough that seems so distant.

I want to move on, Lord. I want to have the peace of mind that comes with having a stable income, with knowing that I can meet my needs and build my future. I want to stop stressing over every bill and loan that comes my way. I want to stop feeling anxious about the unknown. But, God, I just don’t know how much longer I can keep going like this.

Today should have been different. I had dreams, Lord. I had hopes that by now, I would be settled in my own home, driving my own car, having the life I envisioned. I imagined myself running my own businesses, employing people, waking up each day with a sense of purpose. But instead, I’m here, feeling stuck, questioning everything.

I should have been able to build something by now, something that would provide me with the life I’ve always dreamed of. Instead, I find myself struggling just to make ends meet. I wanted to get up today, put on my clothes, and go out to work—knowing that my efforts would pay off. But it feels like everything I’ve worked for is slipping away.

I know I can’t change the past, but it’s hard not to feel like I’ve failed in some way. I wanted so much more for myself, and I wanted to do things that would make a difference, not just for me but for others as well. Yet, it feels like the dream I once held onto is fading.

I want signs, Jehovah. I need to know that You are still listening to my prayers, that You haven’t abandoned me. I need signs that my situation is going to change, that I will see the breakthrough I’ve been praying for. Please show me that my prayers haven’t gone unheard. Show me that You are still working, that You will provide for me as You’ve promised.

I need peace, Father. I need joy in my heart, even if it’s just a glimpse of it. I need to know that I’m not alone in this. Please, send me the reassurance I need to keep going. I know it’s all in Your hands, but sometimes the waiting feels unbearable. Sometimes the uncertainty makes it hard to keep moving forward.

I also need justice, Jehovah. There are things in my life that have been taken from me, things that have caused me pain, and I trust that You see all that has happened. I need You to handle the wrongs that have been done to me. I need You to bring justice where it’s due, so that I can move on with my life without carrying this burden any longer.

But most of all, I need to trust You, Jehovah. I need my heart to soften, to surrender to Your will, to know that You have everything under control. It’s hard when things aren’t going the way I envisioned, but I want to trust that Your plans are greater than mine. I want to stop carrying this weight alone and give it all to You.

I don’t know how or when things will change, but I am asking for Your help, Jehovah. I need something to change, anything at this point. I need to feel Your presence, Your guidance, and Your provision. Please, Father, hear my cries. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this, but I trust that in Your timing, You will make a way.

In Jesus’ name, I pray, AMEN.