Memories: 5 September 2025

5 September 2025

6:23 am oh my. Another gorgeous day in “Paradise”. Back from the astral. Breathing still backsliding. Annoying! But I have a lovely day ahead of me. Lyn is coming late morning. Then in the afternoon, Robyn, Peter and Koko. Exciting!

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What a difference that a sand and soaking in oil makes?! My hands ache but it’s coming up a treat!

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5 September 2022

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I woke up to my internet being down. More wrangling with Optus but it was easily fixed.

I am still quite sick with my chest and nasal congestion. My left ear is making odd sounds again (eustachian tube)…yuck.

I ordered Mullein tea as I have had two recommendations that it will clear up my lungs. Hopefully it will arrive in a few days time.

I am experiencing a lot of anxiety as I ran out of money but the bills all go out this week. Including my new bill due for my new iPhone. Fuck. I only just paid the last account. So I will be juggling and struggling and it will be another few weeks of financial torture.

I may have to sell my car as I am not able to afford the running costs of that anymore. But then I have come close to selling the car before and always a miracle happens and I managed to remain solvent. But I hardly use the car so the costs are getting extreme.

I had a lovely long chat with Nigel this morning. It was a beautiful day but now (2:20pm) the weather looks like it is on the turn and we might get rain. The weather is very changeable lately. Almost matching the serious traumas and mood swings of the humanoids. Hmmm.

5 September 2021

L’Shanah Tovah Tikateivu U’Metucha! (May you be inscribed for a sweet new year!)

May 5782 bless all humanity with sweetness, with good health, with freedom, with great joy, with abundance and Peace. May love find us in our homes, on our path, where we work, where we rest. May love surround us with authenticity and protection.

May we all find our unique talents and walk each other home, each holding our sacred tryst with the gods. Each holding our own magick and our own piece of the puzzle that connects us to each other, to our Earth and the Cosmos.

Much love and blessings from me!

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Watching “The Old Guard”. Amazing.

I have had another wonderful day, meeting a new friend and her beautiful daughter and another friend of hers. We chatted for hours and were also gifted with the most gorgeous bright red sunset. “Red sky at night, shepherds’ delight”!

I feel soul-nourished and protected. Even with the astonishing revelation that my dead ex lover (he of the magnificent penis and two names infamy) was standing behind me and had requested through my beautiful gifted medium friend to talk with me nicely 🙂 via meditation.

I wonder what he might have to say to me that is so important that he traverses dimensions to “stalk” me.

I believe my new friend truly “saw” him as she described him accurately and in recent weeks Beauregard has been running to the front door and barking which is how that man manifested his most unwelcome spirit by banging on my front door back in June 2016 for four consecutive nights after he had died sometime in May.

Tonight when I got home, Bobo ran to the door yet again, I threw the door open..no one there. Hmm. Mystery solved. We now know who is trying to gain entry to my sacred space and communicate with me.

My medium friend says he has served as a protector of sorts which has me intrigued as he did nothing but behave sadistically and evilly towards me in life.

The only thing he did right by me was insisting I went off all my psych meds when I met him in 1998 and in May 2016 I had suddenly felt inspired, after 15 years of drooling, shuffling, medicated to my eyeballs, to wean off all my psych meds and my psychiatrist was worried for me but I made a determination to reclaim my mind/body/spirit or what was left of it!

The confluence of events when I finally took my last antidepressant (on 3rd June 2016) then that man’s ghost’s unexpected and very alarming haunting seemed to me to be a validation of sorts. Davidson Devo had never approved of my existing on psych meds and perhaps his ka had indeed reached out to me somehow as he was dying or close to death to instruct me to reclaim ME.

Or perhaps it was just a mere coincidence but there are truly no accidents in the multiverses. I am living proof that the Eternal One gifted me with survival against so many odds and variables that were and still are beyond mortal ken.

That even that particular enemy had tried to ameliorate some of his actions against me and that in truth: energy is energy and truest deepest love is eternal.

Will I concede to communicate with him? Not sure yet. I have trust issues beyond this dimension. But he showed up this afternoon and he has been around a lot lately. Or at least Beauregard has been seeing/hearing him.

I pray for much needed Peace. Shalom! In all dimensions. For all blockages/saboteurs and trickster spirits to be cleared, cleansed and cast out so I may at long last, merit the Love that is worthy of my heart and soul, that cherishes me, chooses me, respects me.

Even Davidson could not completely break me. I still hold out Hope for a good kind man to enter my life and treat me with kindness and honour.

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Happy Fathers Day to all the good and worthy fathers in the world. May you raise children who are decent, honourable, brave and kind. Keep them organic. Keep them safe. Love them in respectful and protective ways. Don’t let them be poisoned by other people’s hate. Hold true!

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5 September 2020

5 September 2019

1:11am make a wish :-)

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Watching “Green Frontier” about the Amazon Jungle and her people. Powerful.

5 September 2018

5 September 2017

Can't sleep. Had to take a Nizac for bad acid reflux. Had a drink of water. My skin is itchy. I went to bed at 10.30ish. Slept for about an hour then belched myself into bilious consciousness. Not cool!

Oh well. There is always a chance I might fall asleep Again in the next few hours.

Jarrod and I watched Wynonna Earp. Good show. Bobo had a namesake in the show, so we teased him greatly while he snuggled up to Jarrod to make Harvey jealous. Both dogs were very cute tonight.

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Miss Five has been a very bad Girl. She had a craving for caramels or better yet chocolate but had none in the house. Her 52 year old back hurt so she couldn't be bothered jumping in the car, chasing illicit lollies. So she made her own. From a recipe she had collected when her children were in pre-school. Russian Caramel. Awesome!

Moral of this story: 1) Miss Five always gets what she wants even if she has to manufacture it herself (like happiness which comes from within!)

2) Ms 52 is a hoarder but this year has finally actually utilised a few items from her decades-old collections. Like this recipe! Ha! So it's not hoarding if you use stuff.

3) Bad girls can actually be good girls if they want to. (But why risk it?)

4). I forgot what 4 is but it could involve a sugar high when the caramel sets. I have licked the spoon and the lees out of the pot.

5) I have not cooked an actual Dinner. But I have caramel :-)))))

Ms 52 did go to the charity today and was gifted some nice vegetables. So I could have cooked up a stir fry or something. But after sitting for a few hours waiting for the food truck, chewing the fat with the other schnorrers, watching them fuss over Bobo, I was too exhausted to cook adult food. As in, a margin of disassociation which probably prompted the lollie craving.

The charity people gave Bobo a tin of Pedigree but (although I thanked them graciously) it has a swollen lid which is a precursor of possible food poisoning (never eat from rusted or swollen aluminium cans). So I was a tad bemused at their thoughtful but potentially deadly gift to my dog.

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Watching Wynonna Earp is very trippy. It has several main characters that could have been plagiarised from my real life. Bobo Del Ray (a serious demon mofo who lives in a motor van - triggering memories of my dead dad). Every time they say his name, Bobo and I just look at each other.

A handsome black cop who looks like a former lover from 2001 (except he was skinny and the actor has a great buff body!) Another character that looks and behaves like my ex bf Courtenay. Some demons that look just like his cruddy drugged up scumbag friends. A redhead lesbian that reminds me of my former friend who was a Dominatrix. P

Man! No wonder I need lollies!

5 September 2016

Today has been lovely and productive. I sanded back my pine dining table. Then sanded back a wooden shelf that I kept on my "potting table". Stupidly I worked in the sunshine so have an epic sunburn but I am happy as a piglet in mud with my labours.

Jarrod arrived with Harvey and I had just finished clearing away everything but I was covered from head to toe in fine sawdust and lead paint (from the ancient shelf) so I had a quick shower then dressed. Then we went to Bunnings so I could buy the paint to do my table.

Now we are driving to Feast in Springwood Tavern which Jarrod says is like Sizzler but has lots of gluten free options. Yay!!! We are playing awesome music on Spotify in the car and feel like we are wild and free and cruisin' like teenagers.

I have had a lovely time this past week. Reconnecting with an old friend, dancing all weekend at the casino and today's happiness.

Be'ezrat Hashem (By the Will of G-D) there will be lots more epic goodness still coming.

I am going to paint my old wooden chairs in metallic paint which will look nice when I have finished decoupaging the table.

5 September 2015

I had a wonderful afternoon at the Royal Mail, Goodna. Rocked out to Transvaal Diamond Syndicate and another great band. I got there at 4pm so missed the first set.

I really enjoyed myself but boy! Am I exhausted now. I am so glad I went out though. It was Awesome!

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5 September 2014

I have been in the garden all evening. I potted up some flower seedlings and put spaghnum moss around pots for mulch. It all looks lovely. In a few weeks the flowers will come out. I need more sphagnum. (Expensive stuff but worth it with warmer weather coming on).

Karen is on her way to my place so we will be going out to the Elephant Hotel tonight.

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3.15 pm. Awake, aware, outside in the remains of the day. Watching my chooks roaming around the garden. Lovely.

Mischief and Frieda let me cuddle them last night as they still go to the old coop to sleep and I have to carry them over to Tabs and Elvira's coop. They both snuggled into my chest, tired and scared but loving my body heat. A moment of happiness given that Frieda and her baby are quite wild.

They still keep a huge distance from the other girls. Not integrated into the flock or pecking order yet.

An idyllic peaceful country scene betrays the lie. Lol. Elvira just ran across the yard to attack Frieda and she ran off in alarm. They seem to ignore little Mischief who I suspect is a Rooster in the making and will be whooping their arses soon! In more ways than one, darlings! Oyy, a Boy!

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I gave my boarder notice last night.

5 September 2013

Woke up at 4 pm. Still feeling sick and weak. Regardless I went out to spend time in the last of the afternoon sun, cleaned the chicken tractor, gave them new straw for their nest and spread their poo on the compost.

I left the hose on a few parts of the back garden while I cleaned out the third pond and located it at the back. Haven't filled it yet as I had to re-do the waterproof weld on the drain-hole so it needs to 'cure'.

I am delighted with the new pond. Have yet to take a photo for facebook. It looks lovely. I moved the bathtub pond to the front of house and the square tub that was in front of house to the back.

The new big spa bath is at rear of house. Now all I need is to buy 2 more pumps and filters. I think I will need a solar one for the one in the back garden as no power points. I will definitely be able to get a pump for the front.

5 September 2012

I cooked a lovely Roast Chicken tonight. Cajun spices, butter, garlic, stuffed with stale bread, lemon, passion fruit, cranberries, garlic. Omg it was delicious!

I'd been in garden since 2 pm and had been so exhausted but I worked through the fatigue threshold and was glad I cooked a nice dinner!

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Tomorrow is payday! Freedom! Excitement and Frivolity has begun!

Pity I am so damn exhausted but I will invoke my Stamina again and resurge into the Wildness of the Casino/Irish Murphy's dancefloors this weekend! Woohoo!

5 September 2011

Don't you hate it when you binge on all the chocolate and lollies and have no money to go out and replace them. I think I have the sugar DT's.

I guess I'll have to make another plate of Poffertjes with maple syrup. Good, but not as good as instant gratification of chocolate or lollies.

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I've wormwee'd most of the garden, in the early night, cool air. Feel tired but refreshed. Gail and Tahylia came to visit and we had a walk in the forest with Miss Bella Rosa (who was happy to get another walkie, so soon after yesterday!)

I've done a few loads of washing and looking forward to just chilling last night. I've copied loads of my cds onto my Iphone4 so that is exciting!

5 September 2010

Feeling slightly better today, only one more day of Prednisone left though. So have to take things slowly I guess. Drizzly rainy day here, I was hoping for better weather so I could spraypaint my chairs.

Delays delays by nature. Annoying. I gave Bella Rosa a bath though, and dried her and kept her inside. She was getting a bit Schtinky.

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