Higher Conscious Connection

Over the course of this last 3.6 years, I have been committed to helping those around me, and who hold a special place in my life, in pretty much any way I can. I have noticed over this last year, a sense of longing that has been continually growing stronger.

The inner feeling that I have been figuring out how to put into words, I have now managed to do, and the longing which I have felt, is a strong inner drive, as if being guided to separate myself from the outside world and retreat to a state of self seclusion, in order to make sense of the fact that I tend to be more devoted to others, than to my own inner peace.

While meditation and physical exercise are essentially a staple in my life, I have grown to a point, where I feel a deep yearning to re-connect with my inner self, and the natural world. I have tried to live in a way that emanates a positive example for those in my life who are struggling with their own battles, but while I have certainly been an inspiration to many of them, so I have been told, I have seen little or no action in regards to attempting to better their own situations, through the same type of hard work which I have been committed to doing.

I am now at a point where the realization of personal choice, has reached a whole new level of realization, both for myself, and for others. I am no longer going to burn my own energetic fuse down, in attempts to build others up, because while I have tried this, not simply by being a good example for those I love, but also by offering the best advice that I can offer, it hinges on their own choice to better their own circumstances, because as much as I want to see those I love succeed, that is something that only they can pursue in their own actions, words and deeds.

I used to jump at the chance to help these people, but now find myself almost dreading offering help to them, because in a way, I have been enabling those I care for, to continue living a lifestyle that is ultimately self defeating, just by offering my help in scenarios where they act as though there are no other sources of help.

I have been going through profound levels of spiritual realization through meditation, contemplation, and self imposed solitude. The process of spiritually awakening to the highest form of conscious attainment I can achieve is now where my personal efforts shall be directed, because that is what my soul is calling me to do.

I have researched many principles that are tied to quantum physics, gnostic texts, and ancient wisdom traditions, in a brief way that allow me to take in this knowledge to be utilized in my own life, to not only strengthen my mental, emotional, and physical resilience, but also to act as a beacon of hope for those who are struggling with the substantial changes that we are currently going through as a species.

Learning to embrace change in my own life, has led me to a place that on some days, sincerely feels like a dream, due to the nature of the fact that reality is malleable, and that we as conscious beings, are capable of so much more than we have been led to believe, by governing bodies, who are only seemingly interested in the material side of life.

I feel a personal duty, to achieve the highest level of conscious expansion that we as conscious co creators of our own life, in fact can reach, because by doing this, I can be an example to others in regards to what our race is truly capable of.

I do not seek higher consciousness out of the pursuit of power, but for the pursuit of true peace that can take the place of fear that has held us back as a society for far too long.

If you are someone who is receiving intuitive guidance in relation to developing your spiritual or extra sensory attributes, I strongly implore you not to seek such things to simply manifest wealth or abundance, or power, but instead to seek these things with a pure heart, pure intention, and with the overall end goal being planetary peace and healing of not only our planet, but our species overall.

Acquire knowledge that will help you in your journey, but do not simply obtain this knowledge, you must apply this knowledge in your own life, if you are truly to make the changes within yourself that you desire.

There is a profound difference between knowing the path, and walking the path.

Brightest Blessings.