Fit me in the GEN Z world

on December of 15th,2022 my first day of college and hostel and I had that personality where I lowkey enjoy myself all the time and it is always almost between Me-Medical books-food-Netflix-sleep-laugh-repeat and of course sometimes reacting with toxic chemicals (aka people).

Coming back to first day of college there was this thing called ORIENTATION where we were welcomed with white coats and the college is private so obviously those white coats had it’s own special price which was around 500 rupees!!!damn I know it is too much but again the COLLEGE IS PRIVATE so your all money will be washed off your hands. All I remember now is that I didn’t get the vibe on the very first day because the future To-be-doctors had that no so medical-ish energy which led to REGRET GULP down my throat because immediately after nanoseconds made me realise that medical is not at all worth it( actually it is worth it if you have that tunnel vision istg).

After the ceremony got done my every breath every organ every cell in the blood was weeping for my parents who were going to live without me for like 5 years continuously and indeed for me too because I had spent my quarter of my life with them and it was really hard for them and me to let us go.That phase was worse than my breakup:!

It was crying part that day and when midnight surpassed I couldn’t sleep reason is the lingering future+ hilly past.

But if you know then the medical has it’s own way of challenging the student system that only medical student is aware of.so to keep the above information alive we tried to cross the level 1 next day which eventually made us forgive all the good and bad feelings 😂🙃.

I still don’t know why and when this so called noble profession turned into nightmare and to be honest if you just look at the students then you will know that the medicine is like sprinkling the Carolina reaper on to your wound I hope that makes sense😅.

That passing months in the very early stages of M.B.B.S were kind of scary as you have to attend lectures,cadavers which had their own special smell which might open your all chakras😂.

But then there is me who still have not idea where is the lover’s point of our college and I only had the map of library to hostel room with no diversions.

There exists two kind of people in the college one is the person who doesn’t care what the hell is happening around and second one who is worried about the roommate issues and the second one is me actually😕😬. Yes!!!! That was a year long thing that happened with me.

Surprised na!? How life take turns!😕

And here I am on the ends of second prof with clueless personality and still the same(perhaps) except for the fact that I have turned into panda.

From studying very few pathology to only pathology my life is also turning into some pathological disorder which can also have it’s very own characteristic symptoms and signs and painless pains. And I believe this unnamed disorder will persist chronically and you can term it as “till death do us part syndrome”.

Thank you I know I am very good at taking turns because I have an experience of around~50 venom-ic vivas which taught me how to hop from single point to pointless in no time.

P.S:- I may not be good enough like you but at least I am happy from my side for trying the thing that I feared most once upon a time. 🕉️