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Wrong fit

The need for belongingness

By Sagar AnandPublished 3 years ago 3 min read
Wrong fit
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Ummm..don’t have a strong reason to defend myself, somehow this weird feeling of estrangement intensifies giving it a Stroop effect.

Passive stimuli making it all look confused & clueless or maybe it’s just a “wrong fit”.

How do you find out if you belong here!

Run maybe? Breathless and out of fuel lol. Stuck again, congratulations.

Call someone, they are busy! Scream, no-one is listening. Relax! Sure, let me take a drag…feeling better now.

Try goin back in time and fix it. Yes! Please. Stop, what if things get worse.

Let it be.

It’s just a “wrong fit”.

Labyrinth of love

Risky passage, I might not try. No other way. Lost track of time. Not sure, where am I.

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Do you see me? cause it's all blurry and I might lose your sight.

Clueless! mind struggling to find reasons but failed miserably.

Rescued, Relieved but Wounded. No visible marks just a broken heart.

Numbness taking over control, can’t interpret the language does that make sense?

Heard about a party, uninvited. Told them to cross check the guest list. For sure an acquaintance.

Look at them, gorgeous, bold and sexy. Shiny bright eyes gradually losing vision. Blacked out. Drank too much.

Hi ! My name is Sagar. Hello, can you hear me?

Music is too loud. That's my favorite song. Can't stop. They didn't even notice. I am goin back.

I have you and that's enough. Hold me tight as I might get kidnapped by death.

Hey! my "complex, confusing, messy Love." Will you rescue me again.

I will.

Say it again when you are sober.

Saturation Point

Enough of me begging for a place in your crowded space.

Click on reset.

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Walking aisle like a queen, hanging by a thread. Pass the blade, I am free now.

At a party, stepped in like a diva. Confident, fierce and terribly wild. Owning the place, grabbing the attention.

Many fall dead the second they saw me grooving, sharp edgy moves blowing them away.

Aura heating the air, floor and the sight.

Stunning & scandalous..f**king yes! Heard them gossiping, wanting to talk. Let’s do this. Pretend that you don’t know them.

Consciousness

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Head is spinning too fast. Pause and take a breath.

Calm your body and spirit. Set yourself free from agony, disturbance and fear. All that is left is peace.

Enough of them assigning you tasks and telling you things. Shift your focus and concentrate what's important. They might not get this and there is no need to explain.

Eyes open, I dreamed of a fantasy untangling the mystery of what I wanna be. A writer, Yes! A writer. Never thought, never existed like a mutation happened overnight.

Writing turning into visuals into reality.

Path is clear, lost the map not needed one. Trust your instincts. Risky but brave.

The beautiful view of consciousness bringing cosmic bliss to mind.

Happy I am.

The phases

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Empty, are you?

You will know it when you are full. Phases will transform this curvy life to a wholesome one.

The start can be gloomy but don't be afraid my dear. The dazzling you will shine as bright like a Sirius, the world has ever witnessed.

With every little progress you will become stronger than before.

You are an absolute fit in your own world. Why to look for a rented space when you own a palace.

Life has so much to offer. Full of surprises and miracles. I can vouch for that.

Find your rhythm and ways to express emotions kept inside.

Love the glorious mess that you are. 🏵️

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About the Creator

Sagar Anand

Fantasy is real. Live it.

Just a sunflower among a bunch of roses. Writing makes me feel alive. It's a therapy and the language that my heart speaks.

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  • Vaibhav Singh3 years ago

    Oh this has been such a great read. I really really hope to read more from you.

  • The beginning really hooked me. You know how to grab a reader’s attention. Your writing is so beautiful because you always know the right word for the right moment and absolutely nailed the ending. It was so satisfying. Waiting for more from your side, Sagar.

  • Dinesh Chaudhary3 years ago

    Sagar, your writing style is incredible which has left me overwhelmed. It is so poetic and musical. Touched my heart and soul. Waiting for more writings from your end.

  • Rajni Rao3 years ago

    “When you connect to the silence within you, that is when you can make sense of the disturbance going on around you. This is not a story. It is your feelings, life and emptiness. You have the right to offer no reasons or excuses for justifying your behavior. You have the right to judge if you are responsible for finding solutions to other people’s problems. You have the right to change your mind. You have the right to make mistakes—and be responsible for them. You have the right to say, “I don’t know.” You have the right to be independent of the goodwill of others before coping with them. You have the right to be illogical in making decisions. In the end you matter to yourself

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