Violator

In walks a size 12 all black Timberland boot straight through your temple smashin' in your cerebral cortex. No need for diplomacy here, when diplomacy left your ignorant conscious ages ago. You want the diamonds without digging in the dirt to make them come to existence. You really think people give a damn about how slender you look in that outfit. Or how your toxic masculinity is hidden behind that insecure boy in you that is only validated by other people or by some temporary job.

Your foolish pride is embedded in a resource that quite frankly makes you smaller than you're trying to present. Your vulgarity and insensitive mannerisms don't make you hard...they make you dumb. DO NOT claim the title of a king when you act as the boys that clean the horses in the stables. DO NOT claim the title as queen when your bosom is a fireplace for any fool’s warmth, and the only lamppost of attention you can yield. This is not no fu-fu message for you to be all sweet and peaceful, and if you're in your fee-fees (feelings) then exit now.

Still there?

Good, now put your hands where my eyes can see, because murder is your charge. No, I'm not self-righteous, nor am I perfect, nor am I saying I am exempt from my head being kicked in..... but this isn’t about me so pay attention. You're murdering others around you with the negative energy you choose to neglect instead of confronting. Stop punkin' out and face these demons head on, instead of letting them have room service in your heart and live rent free in your mind. Stop boasting about what you have.... you don't have nothing if you don't have yourself. Honestly, if you strip away all your "niceties" what are you really? Who are you really when you take away the few things people know you to be "good" at? Stop wrapping your shattered inner child into this world’s ignorance and bigotry.

YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT! Take a minute to shut up and receive wisdom from people that care about you and elders that know the right way. However, don't just listen to everyone...most people’s advice stems from their own limited lens'. Stop being inconsistent with yourself...you don't benefit from quick fixes. Try adding some longevity on your explorations of self-mastery. DO NOT be the reason people feel ashamed and afraid to share their vulnerabilities. You are a sick fool to be that wicked to a world of hurting people.

DO NOT do kind gestures as means to keep a "do-gooder" log to boost your own twisted self-esteem. Your shit still thinks, and your "good deeds" do not supersede that you need to look in the got damn mirror and grow up. DO NOT believe that the world solely revolves around you and what benefits you. Whoever taught you to look out for self-first is a fool...because even they need and needed people to be the person they are today. Stop compromising wisdom that will prolong your years and give you peace you've never know for silly shit you think that makes you tough, "real", gangsta, or a survivor. No. it makes lost and in need of deep healing.

Stop running from yourself because you're too scared to have sit in a room, and the only people talkin is you and you. People can see authenticity just as easily as they can see a fraud. Which will you be in the midst of your own eyes? Your makers? Like I said, I'm not here to pat your back, or even tell you to just simply do better. I am here to kick yo got damn head in, till you understand that being a good person, every second of every day, is never been and never will be a choice. That is your birth right, and that is a part of your calling on this earth. So, stop projecting your bullshit on others, and learn to address and defeat your inner issues. Trust me, you'll thank me for it later and so will the people you interact with.