Have ever found yourself liking a guy you know good and well you have no business liking yet, no matter what you do this guy is always on your mind. Even when your try not to think about the person that you know that you can have the thoughts never leave your mind. You want that person to like you, notice you, even if you are just their friend having that person you know you cant have is what you want most.
For me this guy that wont leave my thoughts alone is a guy I have been following for years. I just got out of 9 year relationship I know that I shouldn't like this guy. Guys like him don't fall for girls like me. I am not some model or have anything special about me I just write and live my life and yet that does not stop me from posting things I see and like of his or commenting on his pictures hoping to get some kind of response. Now, many people do that all the time right so that should not be a problem right?
Wrong!
So Wrong! And, I will tell you why. I wanted to be original wanted him to see that this crush wasn't just because he is in the limelight and really attractive. Though he is and it is one of the reason that I cant get those baby blues out of my head. Now, I just want to hide under a rock and never come out. I didn't think that this little crush would carry me so far that I would do this and I knew that once it was out there for the masses to see that I would never live this down.
They say you will do just about anything for the person you truly care for and love.
What happens when you take things too far without even meaning too and now the thing that you never wanted to happen well, it happens. What do you do? How do you deal with the embarrassment that comes with just simply trying to get the person that makes your heart skip beats anytime you look at them.
Well this is how I found out the good and the bad that came from the day I posted myself online the day that I laid my heart on the line and online and the things that followed.
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