The mysterious small black book

I was not totally avoiding love, but had issues falling into love. Some people are conditioned to believe that love is a subtle tender touch while others soak in their misery believing that love is pain. I never would have thought that I'd find love and a $20,000 cash fortune in the security of a small black book. As strange as it sounds, it was a small black book that had held the secret keys to my love and success.

I did not go into a book store to find the small moleskin notebook as it had laid dormmate in my dreams. I fell asleep and found the book which had been impressed on my mind by my subconscious mind. While I was in a university I had learned how our minds operate off of the images we impress upon it by a though, feeling, or an activity. Although I did not focus on impressing on my mind a small black notebook my mind had connected with my soul's want and desire for $20,000 and love by the characteristics of the notebooks contents.

The small black notebook itself was to gain my attention. In my dream, I had opened this small black note book while feeling excited to be reading my directions to love and a $20,000 sum of money. There was no other entity of illustration in my dream to disclose. When I woke later that morning I thought about the dream and a quote by my mentor Bob Proctor who said that seeing is believing.

What I was seeing in the dream I ignorantly fault in total disbelieve of these things coming true. One good reason is because I had always found ways to push love away from my presence. Another good reason was that I never hit the lottery for $100 so for me to believe that me reading a small black notebook in a dream and the contents of the notebook would lead me to a $20,000 payday was insanity. Then I began to think deeper on what Bob Proctor had meant by saying how seeing is believing.

I then knew and believed that just because I read about my path to love and $20,000 in a dream did not hold any less relevance than someone hitting the lottery, a true life rags to riches movie, or how ordinary people are suddenly at the right place and time to find their love and abundance. I began thinking how that it may could have been a true to life revelation for me to realize. It is a physical and spiritual truth that anything is possible for anyone to achieve once they start to live in the belief of their desire. I concluded that my dream was telling me know that I am worthy of love and a $20,000 treasure.

By having the new realization of myself as being worthy of love and having $20,000 in my bank I started my day as usual. I completely disregarded the dream while I was thinking about my speed dating event later in the evening. I had no desire to sit and daydream about finding a job that had allowed a $20,000 sign on bonus as being unemployed was my current reality. I did think more about how seeing is believing and the fact of being worthy of love and $20,000.

Later that evening after wrestling in my mind about the possibility of finding love by attending my speed dating event, needless to say that I enjoyed myself at the event and found my potential prospect for love. After the speed dating event my potential match and I had agreed to go on a casual date just to get a better feel for one another. I was excited to go on a date but had a caution mindset that would later become more open about the date. In my past, I had always found a way to steer away love and there was a sense of doubt that if I had disclosed how I was in between jobs that the date would instantly be destroyed!

I got over my fears, got dressed, and went on the date anyway. I knew that you could not base your present or future circumstances on your past moments. I also felt good about understanding the words quoted by Bob Proctor that if I want to be free then I had got to be me. I thought about how speed dating was new to me and it was healthier than going out to bars to date.

Right on our agreed on time my date had arrived and showtime for us the expect the best began. She was also knew to speed dating which had allowed for us to speak on and experience our perfect imperfections and fundamentals in life. I think that first impressions are more everlasting expressions so do not over do anything thinking that it has to be your best self expression! Back too my story... I am no psychic but the small black moleskin notebook did illustrate in its contents love which was an interesting nostalgic moment.

As we began to talk more to and through dinner I felt so comfortable in expressing to her that I was actually in between jobs. I figured that saying that I was in between jobs was a better way to say that I was unemployed. I was nervous about her rebuttal to my comment but noticed how her smile, conversation, or her actions on engagement did not change. In fact she offered her assistance by writing down the name a friend of hers who had managed a company in media.

Our evening had gone into the night before it had completely ended. Before we parted ways for the rest of the night we had agreed on meeting each other to go on another date. She smiled at me as she graciously reminded me to contact her friend in the morning about an open position. Morning came and I had no hesitation in energy about calling the friend that was written down on the paper she had given to me the night before.

Before I had dialed the numbers written on the paper I began remembering my dream about the small black moleskin notebook which had included a theme in the realization of attracting to me love and $20,000. Like dominoes falling into place I had met this lovely woman during a speed dating event later that evening. The woman that I had met not only agreed to date me again but also gave me a job tip! Both my confidence and my belief in love and abundance had significantly grown by our chance encounter!

I gladly broke free from my awesome thinking daydreaming venture and called the number of her friend. The friend did not answer their phone but there was an opportunity to leave an important message. Later in the day I had received a call back from the friend. I was under the impression that the friend was looking to hire a regular employee with regular benefits but to my amazement the friend left me without any doubt or reason to say no as I received an offer of temporary assistant manager with an option to manage one of their new facilities!

The offer to manage one of their new facilities can with a $20,000 sign on bonus!!! The woman was the love shown to me in my dream and thanking her was going to be my pleasure. Thank you for enjoying this promise to provide more fiction/nonfiction stories. Please donate as an expression of sharing love and gratitude for my writing.