The Eternal Constant

When we choose to live in a state of fear, in any way, it causes us to enter into a state of psychological atrophied, which makes life not only difficult in many ways, it causes us to lose the ability to move forward in any of our endeavors, or at least makes it extremely difficult to do so. It is not going to be an uncommon scenario to run into people who choose to view you for attributes which are superficial in nature, but profound in depth.

Many people are only capable of perceiving that which they can see with their eyes, and are not capable as of yet, to be able to utilize their other senses, to perceive the deeper, more meaningful traits which you may possess. Do not be deterred if someone views you in a superficial way. In time and through example they can learn to see deeper truths which exists within themselves, as well as within you.

When we love someone as much as we love our selves, we create a psycho-spiritual bond with them, which surpasses, space and time, allowing us to not only feel their emotional state, but also to have a deeper understanding of that which may be going on within their mind. I personally have created 4 of these bonds that I currently am doing my best to keep in tact, however, when the person with which such a bond is created, chooses to allow fear to supersede the amount of love they choose to experience in this world, based in large part on their perception, which has been defined by their experiences, it can cause this connection to become frayed, tattered, and can eventually tear, causing this connection to become fragile, and weaken, and in the worst case scenario, can completely tear, creating a disconnect between you and them. When these unfortunate situations occur, I have found that re establishing such a connection can be very difficult, if not impossible.

When someone you care for and love is going through psychological trials, it can sometimes seem as though you presence is not wanted at all, and in some cases this could be true, but in my experience, we must allow those who are suffering through such situations, to come to the realization that even though they are having a difficult time, and you may have said, and done everything in your power, to re-inspire their spiritual fortitude, it may sometimes take a greater amount of time for them to fully, and truly understand the fact that regardless of what they are going through, or how much time they may need, to process the trials they are experiencing, you will still stand by their side, they are not alone, and you will be there for them despite the absence of communication, or mutual reciprocation of emotional energy of a supportive nature.

We live in a world, where people have been conditioned to live in a manner, which is closed off, and socially isolating, not just due to the recent epidemic which we faced, but prior to this. I see it every day, that people do not trust, even those they should be able to, and this is in large part due to the fact that the way the worlds social-economic structure has been formed. We are taught things as children, which dampen our creative ability to be able to pursue our goals, even when those goals may seem as though they are impossibilities to others, that does not mean they are.

I was in a very bad way 4 years ago, where my life was in such a state of disarray, that I could barely function, let alone pursue anything that is truly meaningful, in relation to love, work, school, or even something as simple as being able to leave the house without having a panic attack, just from being around people, and I was paralyzed by the fear that I would experience on a daily, moment by moment basis. I got so tired of living in a state of fear, and numbness, that either by my own inner will, or by the will of a higher power, something inside me began to fight, and I began to tear down these towers of torment, that had been holding me back in nearly every single way. I went from not being able to leave the house, or even have a simple conversation with anyone, to being able to hold independent sessions known as peer to peer support, or what I like to call thera-friends. I have overcome my fear of public places, and people, which is known as agoraphobia, and have overcome the physical health issues which I was plagued with, and I have done this through the shear power of not just my will power, and sense of self discipline, but through prayer, and meditation, as well as utilizing sound to heal the parts of my psyche, that had been atrophied, due to not having been utilized due to the choices I made in my past, which were made out of reluctance to embrace the one thing that will always be constant in this life, and that is change.

If you can learn to not just be comfortable with change, but to embrace and enjoy it, life becomes something else entirely separate from a fearful state which you may have lived in up to that point, it becomes a moment by moment adventure, where no matter what may happen next, you are mentally, and spiritually prepared for it, I chose to embrace every aspect of myself which I could work on and make stronger, and began conducting what I like to call workout sessions, which vary in relation to the aspects of myself I was focusing on making stronger, and my experience has been one that seems to inspire those with which I choose to share my story with.

If you can live an inspirational life, through positive action, there is a very good chance, that others will be inspired by your actions, to embrace the concept of becoming the best versions of themselves. When you see another individual going through challenges, and they do so with fervor, and intention, it gives you such a sense of happiness, seeing them grow, and become that which they are pursuing, in part, due to the example which you have set, and the impact which it has had on them, it gives you a sense of happiness for them, which is difficult to put into words.

Never give up on yourself, regardless of what you may face, for even when your surrounded by darkness, remember that the light you hold inside yourself, can obliterate any negative occurence which may arise. Be decisive, assertive, vigilant, and humble, and do not allow the challenges of this world to break your spirit, keep moving forward with pure intention, and you will be speechless by the progress which you are able to make, and the trials which you will be able to overcome.