The Already Broken One

I'm sorry I broke your heart,

Even though it was for the best.

You made that week very hard,

And didn't give me my time to rest.

I'm sorry I hurt you and gave you hope,

But I'm not the one for you, even though you want me to be.

I couldn't say a thing without making you cry,

You were seeking for things you weren't ready for.

"You need help..." I carefully said before,

"Love Yourself First" my tattoo said, but you didn't understand.

You were devastated about me not saying "I love you" back,

But those three words are quite loaded,

It didn't mean I cared about you any less.

I've said that multiple times, but you just didn't understand.

You said that I was the only one you had,

But it was toxic, thinking that, making me the answer.

The answer to all your problems, because I wasn't, I still ain't,

I can't help you with everything, I'm not a saint.

I just helped you forgetting about your problems, but not for long,

You became an addict for it, for me, and it was wrong.

It was all too much for me, too much for the feelings I was supposed to have, So I broke up with you.

It was the only thing I could do,

Because you weren't the one for me, like I'm not the one for you.

A few days later you were planning to commit suicide.

Maybe it was for my attention, or maybe I was just in time,

But just so you know, don't wait for me, you'll never be mine...