Sunflowers

When I'm happy the lights flicker playfully and softly!

When I'm focused, I send gentle shock waves all around me!

I am no fancy writer, however, I do have a story that needs to be told. Only bits and pieces will be revealed in this short story. Whether I win or not, I just want people to open their hearts to the idea that they are powerful beyond measure if they open their hearts and let Spirit/God/Creator guide them back to balance and center. Find your roots, your spirituality today and make the world a better place for aeons to come. Here's a little of what I know and what I can do. You can do it too, if you go within and find the love and powers you possess:

When my heart is completely open, and I'm taken over by love, I can shut down lights in an entire building because I am the light!

I can feel others' emotions and physical health before, during, and after contact. Still learning not to take them as my own.

When I need to step into my power to stand up for myself and others, the earth rumbles.

Ancestors send me messages for their living loved ones. I can feel their presence now.

I receive signs and synchronicities from Spirit, Angels, Ancestors and Spirit guides that I'm on the right path: Sunflowers!!! Thousands of dragonflies in my backyard!!!Feathers!!! Angel Numbers!!! Songs!!! My horoscope sign in the clouds♎️ in the desert of Arizona!!! A thirsty bee in the desert jumping into my ice cold water to take a swim!!! RAIN IN THE DESERT to keep me cool on my journey when forecasters predicted 119 degrees heat advisories!!! Unexpected angelic shelter during my journey to a job I'd prayed for in the Arizona desert!!! Mile marker 404 let me know my deceased adoptive mother, Georgia, is with me. Seven(my life path number) feathers appeared on my doorstep on my birthday at a hotel in a city where I didn't know anyone!!! 888, 8888, 1111, 7777, 777, 88, 111, 333, 3333, 444, 4444, showing up almost everywhere I went the day before and the day of my birthday last October. Sunflowers were everywhere I went a week ago!!! The message is clear: I'm loved, protected, never alone and there is no need to fear! Spirit, Angels, Ancestors and my Spirit Guides are with me.

Seeing a rabbit in the desert, invoking my uncle "Peter Rabbit" who used to call me Santy Claus! I never understood why he called me that until NOW! I am the gift! (And since I've been in Arizona, I have received psychic gifts because I am tapped in and my third eye is wide opened.) He used to protect me when I was driving cab in New Orleans...along with my mom and the rest of my family. Just popped up out of nowhere when I had to go to a dangerous address to make sure people knew who and whose I am.

I want yall to know that we are all light and darkness. I always saw the light in others even when they showed me or others their darkness. Even I have done some dark things in life to reach the goodness in others, I was guided back into the light because I knew my mission intuitively. I still struggle with my dark side, but I use it positively to defend myself and others. I have to show grace and compassion to myself and people who many feel unworthy of it. I had to do it because grace and compassion were shown to me by Spirit.

I was 4 years old when I had my first mission. I saved the lives of children who were being abused. Yes, Spirit sent my little self to rescue them! Because, if not me, no one would have. Thank you, Spirit!🙏🏾❤️😇⚖️🌻

People always misjudged me. I loved a drug addiction. They thought I was a drug addict. I befriended a "prostitute"; people thought I was the same. I AM an alcoholic, that much is true, but no one ever knew that unless I told them. I don't drink anymore because I surrendered to my soul's calling and Spirit. I drank to stop my gifts, to numb all the energies from others that used to overwhelm me. People have so many needs that aren't being met. So many wounds that aren't being healed. I feel all that!!! Not knowing how to respond was draining my life force. I used to get angry at Spirit or even deny its existence for allowing it, but Spirit gave us free will; we cause our own suffering and the suffering of others, and only we can stop it. The beginning of the end of suffering begins with us.

How? By lifting our vibrations, leading with love and trust, understanding you are more than an individual--you are part of a Divine collective in the universe. If you hurt another, you hurt yourself. If you love someone, you love yourself. We are all connected to one another and to the Source/Creator. We ignorantly divide ourselves by race, nation, gender, religion, etc. We choose low vibrational programming over Spirit-guided lifestyles of love, grace, mercy, compassion, and abundance. Now is the time to revert back to our divine selves to connect with the Source! It is imperative because those who choose to remain low Vibrational will be left behind and forgotten.

I got hurt a lot! I took on a lot of pain; it was my soul's contract. But it was to guide whoever needed it for that time, show them that everyone wasn't against them, and that Spirit loved them ALWAYS under all circumstances!

So many goodbyes because I was only meant to be with people for a season...that hurt me most because I love hard! And I fight hard for them to see the divinity that is their birthright.

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My looks are deceiving...my urban scowl is deceptive...to show you shouldn't judge a book by its cover. A heart of gold lies beneath. I am sure to be a blessing to any and all I meet; with a kind word, a smile, some wisdom, etc. I send love and light energies to everyone I pass.

My intellect and inner knowing had to be toned down because I had to be approachable. Then, when you least expected, I reveal the brilliance of Spirit.

Many don't know this about me, but I wasn't supposed to be here. I wasn't supposed to live past 10 years old. I had been counted out since birth--Spirit had another plan for me and you. To illuminate the truth about Spirit, by any means necessary! To give all the glory to the Divine Spirit/Creator/Source of All Things/The Great I am

I have stepped into my power and will no longer shrink or hide because Spirit says it's time...full light code activation to birth the New Earth. I am shining like the brightest star. Illuminating and using my gifts to heal not only myself but the world in my own special ways.

To wrap this all up and to stay within the guidelines, I have concluded that my journey to my new beginning in Arizona has proven that this statement is false:

Engulfed in the desert's parched silence, I was nothing but another grain of sand in the wind.