Still sad, still lonely

Heart inexplicable and pain, only you know and miss you.

All this is back in the past, that every day pestered me to nonsense you.

It's gone from my world.

Because I do not understand love, let you suffer a lot of pain, a lot of grievances.

I

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Now I can only say to you silently in my heart.

Honey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I love you so much.

Maybe I'm too selfish, just want to hold on to you.

But I didn't understand that the harder I held on to you the more you would leave me.

Because it hurts when I scratch you. Isn't it? My dear. I'm sorry.

I'm used to sleepovers. I haven't slept at night for over a month.

Now I want to find myself again. I really don't want to break a bad habit.

Because only in the dark I feel clear pain.

Let the pain tell me that I don't know love. I don't know how to love you.

Let the pain tell me that you are no longer with me.

Don't imagine that you are still around.

The way this world works is that cheats cheat fools.

Before I was just

A fool wants you to lie to me forever.

But now I'm a liar. Lie to yourself every day you are still in my side.

I haven't heard from you in my world.

Because you're disappearing from my world.

You walk so fast, I can't see your face clearly.

Think of you in loneliness every day.

Remember the only time we had.

When I miss you in pain.

I don't know if you think about me for a second.

I miss you so much, and our memories run through my mind every day.

It feels so clear, but it feels so fuzzy. It's so hard to catch your shadow.

Really want to hug you again in my dream, I will hold you tightly.

Don't let you leave my dream. Let me stay in that moment forever.

Let the happy smiling face always hang in my mouth.

But that is no longer possible. I'm just imagining things.

Heartache is telling me you're gone. It's not coming back.

Left me forever.

I don't know what else I'm gonna do with the next one in my life.

I can't let go of you. The taste of heartache spread in the chest.

It's really hard. I wonder if you are happy now?

The more smoke, the more lonely. I promised you I'd give up smoking.

But now I find I can't.

Now you're gone. Only loneliness and smoke accompany me.

I don't know what the hell I'm doing.

Every day is always so heartache.

Because your heart hurts. You hurt me more than you hurt.

Because I love you. I had forgotten myself.

It's really hard to find myself right now.

I learned a lot when you were gone.

It took a lot out of me, too.

But I don't blame you. Because I love you forget yourself.

Maybe I won't be stupid enough to be a fool again.

I'm going to be a liar for you.

You just have to stop being such a fool. I just want you to be happy.

Right now your only hope is happiness.

As long as you are happy I am willing to pay all my.

I used to pay for you

Yes, and now I'm willing to do it for you.

Even if you don't have any feelings for me. I would do anything for you.

I want to be a fool in front of you forever. Never mind what I've lost.

You are also a fool. It's silly. It's silly. Let me live in fear of you every day.

Baby, when will you be truly happy. Let me get rid of this fear.

People say I torture myself.

But, baby let me tell you something. I didn't -- I really didn't torture myself.

I just want you to be happy.

I want you to be a liar in this world and stop being a fool.

You know what? I don't want to see who I am from you that day.

Baby. You must be happy.

The prince has been blessing you. You will always be my princess.

The only princess.

No one can take your place in my heart. Forever and ever.

The prince was still sad. Still lonely.

The prince will always silently love you, silently bless you.

For you I am willing to pay all, the heart is only for you and pain.

I love you forever. Just hope you can be happy!