Perfume Change To Cologne

Coming home was a nice thing for me to do opening the door and the smell of home how much I wanted to stay home all day and lay down next to you.

I wanted to cuddle with you all the time and hold you smell the nice scent of perfume you were wear while you shower your self with it. But one day it became just a nightmare for me a new beginning of being alone.

How was it possible after all this years knowing what you meant to me our relation was just a simple one only the two of us made us want a perfect life together.

There were some things I must of had done wrong simply just because I must of, I don't understand how it turned out like this I guess I just did not want to at that point tears running down my eyes.

I want to forget and take what I had and start all over again and make things different if possible. Those nights of fights and told to sleep somewhere else were endless. Sometimes I thinking tomorrow is another day overs and overs, nope tomorrow was to late for me.

Never could of have known that this is the only hard change I have come across my entire life something I had never had to deal with as far as life itself.

Sitting next to the bed where laid my other half looking at what has really change my life and found that I no longer can keep this relation going.

I have tried to plea of seeking counseling to better our self with such a sudden change like this, could it be I might be just imagining this, but not only was the scent different everything else was different.

Why was it like this why was there more the appearance, actions and most of all behavior was totally different.

Wanted to get in my knees and beg but it was too late it could never be the same I have discovered what the change was and that right there was hard for me with no explanation for this change. Still in my mind, how could this be.

All I ever wanted and tried so hard of my life to work and do what was right was gone forever. Look at me just pouring my tears out and pulling my heart out what a joke it has become.

Well I wasn't laughing, it still feels like a lighting just strike me again and again. Don't know when this nightmare will vanish or maybe the other way around.

The scent was different completely different I knew something was not going good for us.

There it was plain and simple as it might seem walking in to it I see it all, I was afraid of this but I can see what the real act on this whole thing that I was so afraid to see.

So Scary for me but here it goes I walked in lied about work the next morning just to see if my heart was telling me the true or was it just a me.

Opening the door there it was laying in my bed the most unbelievable thing they had been caught I saw it all and they were so much engaged to each other did not even notice I had opened the door and say everything now, pretty much I know that I was never wrong I just could not believe it happen to me.

I now know I have to let this go and try to make the best of my life I cared so much for this relationship that if that made them happy then I am happy and have to move on and set them free . And make the best for my life now it is now understood and so I rushed out and paused outside the house and thought to myself that look I saw in the face once ones the look I saw when she looked at me, I knew she was happy now.