Out of this life 2

I still remember the first time we met, you stood under the plane tree, waiting anxiously. I sneak up behind you and tap you on the shoulder. You look so surprised and nervous. Look at you that way, my heart a little secretly happy, but I still show a girl's unique shy and reserved. Secretly look at your expression, your face is full of satisfied smile, I feel in your mind should not be very bad.

So we went out to dinner. I didn't eat much that night because I didn't have a good appetite. But seeing you eat like that, a feeling of happiness rises inside me. I think if I can see you every day, every day to accompany you to eat that is how happy things. But this is just my naive idea.

Slowly, we are familiar with, we have a lot of chat every day, send a message. But I take the initiative a lot of the time. No, I should always take the initiative. It doesn't make any sense. But I really can't help it, really is willing. Of course, hard work pays off. Gradually we transition from ordinary friends to special, cold before long no longer. You started to talk to me about everything, and of course I was open to you. So we talk and laugh every day, caring for each other. Something tells me we've passed the twilight phase of being a couple.

In my heart, you are already my destined choice, you are the prince of my heart. Tell myself to cherish, must not miss you. I try to do a good job, although there are busy things every day, but my heart always has a pure land in you, will not change because of the change of the environment and climate. Gradually, I found that you changed, become cold, become began to treat me as your little sister, become a little apathetic. In the world of two people, I started a person carnival. Begin to understand that they have been in unrequited love. I don't know what you're thinking. Sometimes you're warm, sometimes you're cold. Slowly we have formed an invisible distance between us, it is not because of reality, but from each other's heart. From you fade away.

Now I'm starting to get a little scared that we're doomed to miss out. I don't have the courage to continue to try, even if I how to run, even if I how to chase, always, always can't catch you. Can only look at you from a distance, sometimes, even to see you are a kind of hope. Fate let me meet you, let me find you in the vast sea of people. I think it's been a boon to me. If this life just meet, just to play the role of ordinary friends. I don't want you to be in a dilemma because of me. I don't want you to find someone you don't like. I don't want you to force a smile in front of me because you don't like it. That's not fair to you, and it's cruel charity to me.

Because what I want is not your reluctant perfunctory, more not your pretend smile, I want you to be happy. Indeed, I like you very much, very much. But if I am a burden to you, I would like to quit, and choose to bless you. May you find someone you really like, someone you can't refuse, someone you want to cherish all your life.

As much as I want that person to be me, if it's just me in the party, a person playing the role of a clown, then what's the point. If we are not destined to this life, let me how to try, all of no avail, what can I do, what can I do? Can only withdraw from your world, the beginning of the journey without you.

Back the bags, looking at the road of their own, I will be brave to go on, if one day we can meet at the crossroads, I hope you have found your princess, because I have been blessing for you.