No home

I ain’t had a home since I was 7 years old

And I scared my teachers with all my stories I told

People will sit here and tell you lies

So you sit there in the dark and cry because The truth was never told

But little did you know your feelings would start to unfold

And so you learn these lies cannot be sold even tho they where told

I’m learning to be amazing and have potential

My cuzzo worried he think imma be a issue and I’m not talking tissue

And my heart hurts I miss my daughter I just want her to be happy even tho she in a place called heaven

Sometimes I feel as if the pain won’t go away I feel as if I’m going everyday they the same damn pain

As if I’m running up and down the train it’s the same game

I feel like I’m a lion in the city to hard to maintaining

But it’s all good because my mind racing I’m always looking for a pill it’s the high I’m chasing

But in reality all I want wanna do is go bag chasing

And hop in that v12 and go racing

My life been hell but I mean hey believe the witches spell it’s been hard but hey I cannot just not tell and now when I wanna go I just ring the bell so only time can tell but fuck this world going to hell

But it’s okay I’m strong and powerful what can I say I go thru the day

Growing up i couldn’t even say a word

When thru going they school everyday I got called a nerd

Lately all I wanna do is fly high and become a bird

Got bullied and confused and misused

So now I’m screaming fuck you and fuck the world I got my head on my shoulders and now I feel all alone I’m cold heart straight down to the bone

Might as well call me a cold stone

Mama broke my heart it feels like I’ve been hit w dart it hurts because this world broke my heart

I’m tired of this life but lately there been a lot of sleepless nights and a lot of nights I had to fight my mind feels like it’s on a lap like it’s in a trap and all these hoes be talking cap but lately all I wanna do is relapse

Smoke so much I feel like my lungs going to collapse

My mom don’t like me perhaps it’s because I’m just like my dad and it makes me sad why don’t my dad want me all it did was make me insane and make me go mad I’m crying out like why dad why THE FUCK YOU MAKE ME SO DAMN SAD YET ALONE MAKE ME SO DAMN MAD

But it’s okay because I’m strong and brave but lately I feel like I wanna dig my grave be here I go to continue day by day

I miss my baby’s rip they rest up above flying high with the doves but I know they are loved and nothing will change and I know imma get judged but I don’t care because they the ones I love and the ones who do imma count in ur to hold a grudge over the ones I love 💙💙

But I’m strong and I’m the one but my roots will seemed to go unsolved but that’s why I’m seemed to be so unloved there a lot on things that I have done wrong but I’m still always gone be the one that will always be loved