Love Is Deep (Part 3)

Love Is Deep continued..... (Part 3)

If you haven't got the chance to read part 1 and 2 , I urge you to go back and read them first , so you have a better understanding of what is going on. If you have read the beginning , thank you for your support and keep checking back because there is still more to come. Now for Part three of the short story Love Is Deep....

We haven't seen each other in 18 years, the first time that we seen each other wasn't under the best circumstances, but it's something I will always remember. I don't really understand why our feelings are that strong . We have never held each others hand, never held each other in our arms, never kissed, never made love and yet I feel closer to you than anybody in my life. We are closer than I have ever been with anyone before in every aspect you can think of except physically. We have got really close to each other, we are as close as you can be without being together physically.

We just clicked, we understood each other on a deeper level than anybody could understand. We had great communication , because that's what our relationship was based on. We were honest with each other and trusted each other , except for the one time everyone had me thinking you would or were cheating on me and I betrayed your trust by being deceiving . We cared for each other deeply , we were very over protective of each other. We understood each other in a way that was beyond normal. We had all of the characteristics of a great relationship . We connected mentally , all we had to do was hear each other's voice and we knew what kind of mood the other was in or how they were feeling. We connected spiritually , you helped me with my walk with God and being there for me without judgment . We connected emotionally, we can talk about any and everything , and we do , just free to say whatever is on our minds. We just have that bond that connection that felt right.

We wanted to meet to see where we were with each other and I think both of us were freaking out a little bit, we were both scared of love at the time because we had been hurt, betrayed and felt like we couldn't love again. We were scared of love and neither of us wanted to try because we were scared to be vulnerable to someone or something we were unsure of. I kind of happened naturally. The more we talked, the closer we got and the more we decided we liked each other. The better our friendship began to flourish and as we got closer, our feelings got stronger. We ended up being basically boyfriend and girlfriend without the title and physical benefits of being boyfriend and girlfriend. You are my best friend, my soulmate , my SWEETHEART but we came together at the wrong time the wrong place in life.

You were just getting out of a bad relationship and so was I so we weren't quite ready for each other. There was a point in time where we tried to go our separate ways, we tried to break ties several times , but we ended up not doing so, it was just way too hard. We tried not talking to each other, I believe it lasted a little bit less than a week , then we started talking again and it was like we never quit. We both felt like we were being drawn to each other from the very beginning like there was something pulling us in each other's directions that we had no control over.

We have tried not to end up the same way that we were before . We had been lost, confused , shaken , felt betrayed , felt unlovable and we tried to prevent that from happening again . I thought we would end up like that if we didn't quit talking so we tried with not such good luck. No matter what we tried , how much we tried to stop, We still ended up starting to talk. We would send each other messages on the phone or on Facebook , we would flirt back and forth with little emojis , pictures ,memes or words that made us smile from ear to ear. We would talk for hours at a time and want to get back on the Anybody that seen us how we acted, how we were new how we felt about each other.