Lost Gay

"Best friend, best friend, guess what ?"

that's Brooklyn, she's been saying guess what for the past 3 minutes, don't even ask why, but hi, i'm Jordan, and yes im a girl, people always assume that i am a boy because of the way i dress and because i'm gay. Ou scary right? People still don't know how to treat me like human, i walk down the hall and all i see is eyeballs on me, like jeez i know im sexy and all but come on you don't gotta stare at me.

"what now brooklyn, do you have another date or something?"

"we really need to get you back out there Jor Jor, you've been miserable for the past few months and ive been helping you get through the hard days"

"Look brook, i'm not going through that bullshit again, i've been hurt enough, i trusted her and all she did was lie and cheat. I gave her my all and she just pooped on me so she can be with a guy, a fucking GUY! how the fuck does that work?"

"ay in my opinion she was fake gay, i never really liked her, and she was pretty ugly to me. If i was gay, i wouldn't date her"

The bell rings, me and brooklyn gets up and starts walking to our 4th period, Brooklyn holds on to my arm while being on her phone so she wouldn't walk into something, i look straight ahead and i see my ex, me and her made eye contact and i look away. Lately my best friend has been saying that i've been cold-hearted, i agree with her, i haven't been caring about things, me and my ex's anniversary is coming up, i hate that i still remember the shit, but that's what you get when you fall deeply in love with someone.

"ugh, i still can't believe that she chose a guy over you, you is way sexier than the guy, he's just a ugly dumb jock like the rest of them."

"Brook, i'm a jock did you forget?"

"nooo, i'm saying guy jocks are dumb and ugly, not female jocks."

"mmm sureeee if you say so brook."

I laugh a little and kept walking down the hall, i hear someone call my name

"Jordan"

I turn around slowly and Brooklyn lets go of my arm, still walking down the hall with her eyes on her phone. My ex Phoenix stares at me, i looked at her with a dull face and pushes my curly hair back.

"what Phoenix?"

"I just had a question for you if you don't mind" people around her started giggles quietly, i really didn't care, i just wanted to go to class.

"What's the question Phoenix?"

"Has your head game gotten better?" everyone started laughing hard, she smirked , looking dead into my eyes.

"Have you learned to stop being fake gay? oh and also how is that hairy pussy of yours? i couldn't give you good head because yo shit was suffocating me. You should really clean that fishy pussy of yours."

People started gathering around us and they started laughing, her face turned red, she started choking up and walked away. I smiled and walked the opposite direction from her, Brooklyn was waiting by our 4th period class. She lifts her head up and looks at me.

"Guess what, guess what"

"What now Brook, you've been saying this shit all day and the answer is always you having a date."

"There's a new girl in our class"