Life is to wait for the end

A drop in the ocean, so light, and the journey of life, yet so heavy, we can't help but choose, and we can't escape, what is the purpose of being alive? Only for the twists and turns of life, only for the same beginning and the same result.

With the birth of life, it is doomed to the final ending, the long red road, every encounter with life, is doomed to wait for sorrow, living is just a process, the road in the middle is twists and turns, whether you are poor or rich or Whether they are beautiful or not, they are all in the same direction, that is, towards the end of life. It can only be said that the past of Hongchen is just a silent definite number.

With the first cry, the little life came to the world, facing the expectations and surprises of the relatives, so reluctantly opened his eyes, the road to the red dust kicked off amidst thousands of waiting, facing a smiling face With the wonderful world of Daqian, who knows what will be faced on this road, knows nothing, and begins the journey of life.

Childhood is the happiest, with thousands of pampering cares, I don’t know what happiness is, but I am happy every day, looking at the world with a young mind, looking at many first times with a novel eye, babbling, babbling, Toddler walking, the moment of the first attempt to grow, the first time to get good grades in study, the first time to face encouragement, the first time to try the rugged road, so many first times, so much joy, so much Waiting, so many novelties.

At the same time we grew up, we finally understood our feelings shallowly and started the ladder of love. The first time we blushed, the first heartbeat, the first time we gave our heart, and the first time we felt at a loss. The beginning of youth is infinite. At the beginning of the longing, every dream is full of smiles, every time holding hands is full of sweetness, inexplicably like wind, like rain, like night, like persistence, like loneliness and loneliness, like sadness of spring and autumn, like everything that is challenging Things, I like to feel life, find myself, because I don’t think about the outcome, so I never thought about the ending, so I often get hit and lose, but suddenly hurt each other by the ending, because all unexpected endings make myself have to suffer. After thinking hard, I finally ended my youth in confusion.

The saddest part is the middle-aged road. When our mentality gradually matures, when our emotions become more abundant, when we face the pressure of life and struggle, we have a lot of dissatisfaction with life, and we are not satisfied with that flatness. Begin to look for outlets for catharsis, looking for sparks that can give oneself passion. Love seems to have the upper hand, frantically devouring the vacillating heart. When looking for the so-called happiness against morality, it often hurts the closest person inadvertently. Although some of the reasons and actions were well-intentioned, they virtually pushed myself to a dead end again and again, letting them feel a lot of emotions, and letting the tears that did not flow easily flowed into a river in an instant.

In the face of feelings, there have been many beautiful encounters, but the ending is the same. There is no permanent banquet in the world. After all the prosperity, all the joy disappears, only endless sadness and contemplation, because the youth is no longer, the years The river flowed mercilessly, only the white hair dyed with frost, accompanied by wrinkles on the forehead, the vicissitudes of life and helplessness were written on the weather-beaten face, the eyes became cloudy, but the heart brightened, always insomnia. At night, I wrote myself the end of life in advance, always trying to pave a smooth road for the living relatives, always trying to make up for the mistakes made when I was young, always saying goodbye to all love, no matter it is What hurts others is hurting yourself.

The setting sun has already set in the west, life is like withered vines, unable to withstand the years of whirling, as if all the endings are silently waiting for the final return, in the dark, we are destined to be old, whether we want it or not, we are really old No longer, old-fashioned, sitting quietly in a dark corner of the years.

In my life, the biggest ending is finally before my eyes. I have thought about the scenes of completely disappearing the world countless times. All the past scenes are played back in my mind. All the roads traversed, all the ups and downs, success and fame do not seem to be so important. Now, all friends and relatives, all those who have given their feelings for themselves, and those who have given their sincerity, all appear in front of them every night; so many reluctances, so many nostalgias, and emotions are so speechless. , Just looking at the upcoming parting with tears full of tears, so reluctantly closed his eyes

In this moment, everything calmed down, the world went dark, and the ending scheduled from birth finally ended in tears and cries.

God is fair, given your life, it will also take back your life, no matter your pain, nostalgia, fear, everything just passed. Love and hate, right and wrong, all emotions intertwined, all right and wrong entanglement, all wiped out, you are a blank ego,

Whether it’s a lifetime of glory, prosperity or poverty, everything doesn’t seem to be that important anymore. Whether it’s high-ranking officials or poor people, they all return to the dust, the soil returns to the dust, and they just return to the dust naked, without taking away anything. All that is left is the short thoughts of future generations, just a tall and short tomb. After many years, relatives have forgotten that you existed, and that part of the land has also been weathered into flat ground, and you are completely non-existent, just like this world. You have never been here.

The fate of this life is over, and the love is in the next life, can there be a reunion?

There is no way in this life, and I am focused on the next life, can there be an afterlife?