I Tried Becoming a Minimalist in a World Obsessed With More
What I learned when I traded clutter for clarity—and why letting go turned out to be harder than I imagined.

I thought minimalism would be simple: get rid of stuff, gain peace. But in a world obsessed with more, it changed the way I saw everything.
I didn’t think I had that much stuff—until I started counting.
It began one Saturday morning when I opened my closet and realized I couldn’t find the sweater I wanted. Not because it wasn’t there, but because it was buried under five other sweaters I barely wore.
Then I looked around my apartment: a counter cluttered with kitchen gadgets, drawers full of chargers I didn’t recognize, three nearly identical black coats hanging by the door.
I wasn’t just “a little messy.” I was drowning in stuff.
🛍️ How I Got Here
Like most people, I didn’t set out to hoard things.
It started with small indulgences: the “just in case” purchases, the “I deserve this” sales, the late-night online shopping sessions when I was tired or stressed.
Every item had a reason. Every reason felt justified.
But somewhere along the way, I stopped owning things.
They started owning me.
🌱 The Spark of Minimalism
Scrolling through YouTube one night, I stumbled on a video called “Why I Own 33 Things.”
The woman in the video looked so free—her home airy and calm, her mornings simple, her life uncluttered.
I wanted that.
I wanted to stop feeling buried under the weight of things I didn’t even remember buying.
So I made a decision: I was going to become a minimalist.
📦 The Great Purge Begins
I started small: my closet.
I took everything out, piled it on the bed, and followed the classic rule: If you haven’t worn it in a year, let it go.
At first, it was easy. Old jeans? Gone. The blazer I bought for an interview five years ago? Donation pile.
But then I held up a dress I hadn’t worn since college.
Suddenly, I wasn’t just looking at fabric—I was looking at a memory. The night I wore it. The people I laughed with. The person I was back then.
My “decluttering session” turned into an emotional excavation.
🥀 Letting Go Wasn’t Just Physical
I thought getting rid of stuff would feel liberating.
Instead, it felt like grief.
Each item forced a question:
- Why did I buy this?
- What was I trying to fill?
- Who was I back then—and why am I holding on to her clothes, her books, her clutter?
Minimalism wasn’t just about clearing my shelves.
It was about confronting the emotional baggage attached to every object.
🌍 Living with Less in a World That Wants More
As the piles of donations grew, something strange happened.
I started noticing how much the world pushes more.
Ads for “must-have” gadgets. Influencers with “haul” videos of clothes they’ll wear once. Friends asking why I wouldn’t just “buy a new one” instead of fixing something.
It felt like swimming against a current.
Minimalism wasn’t just about throwing things away.
It was about saying no—to trends, to impulse buys, to the belief that happiness is one purchase away.
✨ What I Gained by Losing
By the end of the month, my home looked different.
The counters were clear. My closet was half-empty but filled only with things I actually wore.
But the biggest change wasn’t my space—it was my mind.
- I stopped wasting time looking for things.
- I stopped feeling weighed down by guilt over unused purchases.
- I started appreciating what I kept—the mug I drink from every morning, the sweater I actually love instead of five I don’t.
Minimalism didn’t just create space in my home.
It created space in my life.
💡 The Hard Truth About Minimalism
Here’s the thing no one tells you:
Minimalism isn’t a finish line.
It’s not like you declutter once and your life is magically serene forever.
It’s a daily choice—to ask, Do I really need this?
It’s an ongoing fight against a world that whispers, “More is better.”
And some days, I still lose that fight.
I still buy things I don’t need. I still feel the pull of shiny newness.
But now, I notice.
And that awareness has changed everything.
🌿 What Minimalism Really Means
Minimalism isn’t about living with nothing.
It’s about living with what matters.
For me, that means a home that feels calm.
It means spending money on experiences, not clutter.
It means learning that the emptiness I used to fill with things needed something else—rest, meaning, connection.
🕊️ The Freedom in Less
When I started this journey, I thought I was just decluttering.
But I wasn’t just making space in my closet.
I was making space in myself.
In a world obsessed with more, I learned that less can actually feel like more—more peace, more gratitude, more room to breathe.
And now, every time I walk into my calm, uncluttered home, I think:
This is what freedom looks like.
About the Creator
Hewad Mohammadi
Writing about everything that fascinates me — from life lessons to random thoughts that make you stop and think.


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