Hero to Zero

Start Be happy within your own life I bet your supported and loved by those near to you; I believe your suffering is mearly surface deep. You have shown me clearly a very brilliant mind one that accepts no misjudgments. I trust you have a beautiful life of many great things that some see as nothing but they're yours! I compliment you in your wit and I know of your stubbornness continue to stride and not struggling I see your success and even though I dont know of your loss you are one of a kind.

Walk with your head up. Don't let the times make you feel down. Nature wins, we must let go of all vanity and cherish the things that are most important to the survival of a homogeneous people that god created with a mission to be blessing to this earth and battle the evil that threatens our existence. You're a good friend as well; I want what's best for you and want you free to have blessed life with a great family that don't need to worry. No individual race has a huge task and they must accept,  we must see what's happening and not justify hate for others, but truly love ourselves and others. always place goals above yourself and strive to be better and work so you can be that blessing to all you can. Repair what we as men and women have neglected for so long. Sacrifice self for the future not just for yourself but at all cost. Live without fear!

Everything above i sent to everyone I could on the app meetme before I got reported and banned I want to say on 5 or 6 accounts. I knew someone needed to hear those words, someone might realize life needs a change.

There is no misjudged action which can justify what we see as wrong. I've created my fair share of them. No words can undo actions. Life will never be fair I wish I felt I could stand up to the plate of what I've seen very few men do. Patience and kindness is wildly inspiring. I'm trying to memic those traits now.

I want to give unimaginable kindness from my heart. I need help, I need counseling, I gave away so much I don't have money, vehicle or a home for myself anymore. Moving from Arizona to Alabama at my family's mercy. Yes I have a bed, yes I now live my family and their family. I need my freedom I need a vehicle a house a job and my life whatever thats going to mean. I don't have my dog here or my woman and her son. I want a new life with her.

I imagine so many other people out in the world needing help just as I do. Can you put the picture in your mind of walking in a tunnel with no light. No idea if you will have food or cigarettes or whatever vices you may have. If you read what I wrote above probably close to 6 months ago. I was a lover of life. Now I dread each day as I'm alone and without joy. I don't understand why it left or how to get it back.

Tomorrow when I wake up will I be glad for the home I subjected myself to. More likely I will awake sad lonely and depressed again. At the mercy of please I need cigarettes, please I need a ride. Can pay you when I get another job. I had everything and lost it all. Additionally you don't what or who is not going to be there.

Life interesting puzzles are easier when you see the picture on the front, I took success and what it meant and turned the puzzle to the cardboard side. It was time to challenge myself again and truly I regret it.