Go get help

I genuinely hate most people on planet earth and no one can change my mind. This is not a presumptuous narcissistic or a malicious opinion this is just a consolidation on my experiences, learnings and mental damage done by people on me.

Every time you are suffering something which is life threatening for example : Sexual abuse, suicidal tendencies, self harm or hallucination etc. You are supposed to get help from an adult and an expert who can care for you and guide you out of such situations.

Which is ideally...

Will it happen though ? Most probably not and in most cases never.

In my experience whenever I reached out to people seeking nothing else but just care and understanding , so I could have a normal human connection of them knowing my problems , so they can set boundaries, and or behave accordingly, or leave me if they cannot tolerate me.

Knowing someone's mental struggles makes it easier for us to know how to interact in the best interest of both the people involved in the friendship, if they really care about the friendship, and are willing to move together despite all odds.

In this day and age of gadgets replacing human wants for connection, community, care and convenience people genuinely do not care about each other.

I am sorry as much as they claim about caring for you they don't. Their claims are directly proportional to the times they don't care about you.

Then why would you spend energy on making fake promises instead of actually caring for that person if I am clear.

People only think about themselves. Think about it have you ever done something extra than you are supposed to ? That little extra amount of papers done in your office or that little extra time you took out in helping a needy stranger ?

If you do congrats you are likely an empath and also please be carefull in this nasty world.

Moving on if your answer was no to the above both and similar questions you must look internally and ask

1.what are we living for?

2.why are we living like this?

3.how are we living like this?

We are afraid to even think a little bit other than ourselves and chances are that people who are reading this might be abusive in multiple ways to their families.

If people are like this thinking about none other than themselves , not even considering the feelings of the other person you are meeting eyes with or interacting, with just because something else is fulfilling your needs of a human bond, is just a new uncanny discovery for me.

In the ways where I was abused by my friends emotionally was that they would behave as if they are interested and give me all an ideal human connection could possibly have and then the next minute you will be abandoned on the streets by them.

They are not disassociating or they don't have any unhealthy attachment styles then why were they doing it to me and not their other friends ?

They seemed to be in all night party mode with their other friends.

This was because they wanted to have the benefits of friendship with me without having the friendship responsibilities which with my standards were very basic the bar was , dropped to hell for the devils to step on yet these people could never make it there.

Not to mention the times where I was just desperately waiting to be included in normal day to day conversations, and me being nice was me translated to being dumb and naive, for the evil world to take over me as if these weren't the people combination of all the evil in the world.

The times where I would wait and cry for my mom to raise me, and care for me ,when my family became a fatherless nuclear tripod , when she had her own issues and delusions which were shattered to see anything clearly.

The time when I lost the bond I had with my brother to a dumb pc full of games with flashingly changing colors and arenas taking him to a different happier dimension.

Or when I was SA'ed enough to not know what good touch or bad touch is anymore and get confused after every hand throwing themselves at me.

Being nice and kind to people who only think about themselves is depressing, exhausting in all different dimensions and simply put painful in my life frankly , I am just tired I wish all could go to hell.

Everything taught me people are only thinking about themselves any extra kindness is dangerous or and goes unpaid unless you meet a diamond in this dumpster.

I have obviously not met and been with every single person on this planet to generalize all people are this bad that is not my point.

My point is that this is a general experience among all people that you , I and all else must work together collectively to improve, to love selflessly to care helplessly and be for each other at all times.

As much as we like to pretend we don't need people it is directly proportional as always. The more we pretend we don't need them the more we do the good ones.

My psychologist conveyed that this is due to them not having enough in their developing years in terms of basic, and growing needs that they don't care about anyone else and feel competitive to move forward being cutthroat to fulfill unmet needs and achieve greater success.

As far as I have seen that is not the truth most share ,this is only applicable to the people who are not malicious by default, and don't want to be selfish but are without them knowing it according to alot of psychologists and my opinion.

So go get collective community therapy and go get help

Stay safe toodles!!...