connection of love

Where was he this whole time it makes me wonder if I had the courage to talk to him right there would it be anything negative or positive. I never thought about something so much before about meeting one person in other words to put it simply, I do not know why I am so intrigued by it. I never had a problem meeting people before because I wanted to know if I will like them whether I chose for them to stay in my life or not and I only like a few people as It’s better by keeping your circle small. It is so simple rather than knowing a lot of people because these days you can have fake friends who secretly do not like you but still talk to you so, basically you do not know that, other than the people who do know they do not like you.

Maybe If I walk around the city, I will see her again but why am I even thinking about talking to her or even considering meeting her so, why am I intrigued by her? I am still trying to figure all of this out. What else could it be and why am I clueless when it comes to this well, I guess I am a little rusty at meeting people because I cannot really remember when the last time when I met people before. I cannot stop thinking about how she looked so curious at me what could have been going through that mind of hers and once I think about it why is she even curious about me at all. Why do women always expect us to know what they want without us knowing it what I am supposed to do maybe if I hope and pray, I can read minds my problem will be solved. Who am I kidding there is no way of that happening I’ll have to wait till the time comes when I see her again, I just hope I don’t come off as being a creep which is the comedy of the joke of my life, I suppose there should be a pun in there somewhere?

I do not know if I will see him again it has only been a couple of days since I saw him, but it is weird to me why I’m thinking about a person who is a stranger to me, and this is an experience I’ve never known before it’s something to me to know that there’s actually someone like me. How can a situation that is simple like this have an impact on me so, its strange to me that I cannot seem to forget about it and for years I did not date anyone or think about love, but this has got me thinking of the possibility of what can be if I take the chance to? It is ironic that a stranger has got me thinking about everything I thought was nonsense firstly, I never would’ve thought in a million years I’d consider it secondly, it’s like we both connected without knowing it but is there a chance he feels the same as I do. I still cannot decide why I am so hesitant about this because I do not know what this is yet whether I like it or not this how it is now once I think about it, I am thinking the memory of him of how he looked as well as what he might have been thinking.

Why am I thinking about if I will see her ever again? Why are these thoughts and feelings coming? I cannot remember the last time I talked to a woman before well it never turned out the way I wanted it to once I think about it. As of now I am thinking about how I want it to be like when I make the choice on talking to her and I did not think about how she looked or how she was because I only saw her as a person looking at me. As I look back to that memory, I really see how she looked and I cannot get it out of my head, it makes me think why of all times in my life I would feel a connection of such a simple situation like this. Is this even normal that it has never been like this for me before and if we ever see each other or meet, I am sure I will know what this means but for now I will have to wait for the day to come however, it does not change the fact the state of my mind. when I am thinking about her and how seeing her again would change the days of my own existence is something, I did not see that coming at all, but I will not know till we meet to know what kind of people we will be. Honestly, I cannot wait till that day comes for us to know for sure if it will be a good thing or not and the uncertainty of you keeps me waiting for you and will continue to wait because I can’t help wanting to know how it’ll be between us once we’re face to face.