Breathtaking

Have you ever looked at someone and thought to yourself that they are the most beautiful individual you’ve ever seen? I have. I wish that was all I could write because I can’t find the right words to describe her true beauty. She’s everything and more. She’s the type of woman who makes you park out on a back road and look at the stars, one who makes you feel whole. She’s the kind of woman that listens to you and remembers the small details about you. Your favorite color, favorite food, the way you smelled when you left her house after a date. But she’s also the type of woman who makes you want to better yourself. She will help you in whatever way she feels necessary. By talking, hugging, or simply just listening to the things you have to say. The way I look at it is, she’s too good to be single. Better yet, why is she even talking to me? That’s how beautiful she is. Have you ever been talking to someone and started thinking, why is this person even attracted to me?. That’s what I was thinking about her and then I realized maybe it’s not my looks, maybe it’s the way I treat her, or my personality, the way I talk to her on a daily basis. We all deserve someone who is going to look past our exterior and look at more of what we have to offer. Not money wise, but emotionally, mentally, and sometimes physically. Everything about her makes me feel nervous and bubbly at the same time and that’s not a feeling I’ve ever been used to. Maybe many of us are used to that feeling. She makes me want to let my walls down, open up about my feelings, but also drives me to be the man I am. But what really gets me about her is that yes, she is absolutely beautiful, but the inside...is something that is genuine. Unique. The way she cares about someone’s feelings, how my day went regardless of how her day went, the thoughtfulness, all the way down to the way she sends me a text saying “Good Morning” every day when she wakes up. It gives me butterflies. The outside matches the inside and that’s something you can’t buy, not even for all the money in the world. It’s something that takes me to a place that I’m not even sure exists. No amount of money could take me the place I go when I see her. Her smile, her eyes, the way she dresses, the music she listens to, just everything about this woman seems so right. Almost like it’s too good to be true but I know it is because I talk to her every single day. I never really knew that you could get butterflies just by seeing someone’s name come up on your phone or hear it come up in conversation, but the feeling is real. It’s rare. I never knew it was possible to actually have another individual understand you so well. When people ask me about her I don’t know what to say I’m at a loss for words. I could search all day and night to find the right way to describe her but I’m not sure there’s enough words to do so. But I can tell you that her beauty should be composted to nothing less than diamonds and the stars in the sky on a clear fall night. Her natural beauty is something beyond me. There should be a painting of her hung up in a museum guarded by security, but her heart and feelings aren’t to be played with, they aren’t toys. I hope one day I get the chance to show her what it’s like to be treated right.

With love,

Khaleb xx