Are you gonna match my freak!?

Hey pals,

Do you know that we all are kind of freaks. All are different and each have their own craziness. I’m kinda crazy too. I call this craziness because everyone have their own kind and only they can understand their's craziness(problem). Another reason that I call this craziness is because everyone else expect us will think that this is too silly, the solution is too simple why don’t you just get over it!!!

But those sillies don’t know how crazy it makes you. So, I just want to share something that at least some of you find it helpful. I’m an OVERTHINKER. I have anxiety and thoughts in my mind go faster than the light. I get overwhelmed. I get scared of my own thoughts and sometimes even though there’s not much going on in my head, it still feels like it’s about to explode and I just can’t stop it. It’s not easy to stop it, sometimes it goes on for a few days although I get control over it for sometime temporarily. I just don’t know what to do in that time I just feel like to escape somewhere or I just wish my mind to change, to be peaceful, to be calm. The social media had made overthinker just a common word but there is so much behind it, the word is huge.

OCD’s, insecurities, anxiety issues, overthinking, depression many more like this comes under mental health that no one talks about even if some people or social media talks but it isn’t gonna really help us. Everyone is crazy but I have discovered that there is a cause to this. A very strong cause that is attached to you, your mindset, your situations your beliefs or your past. And also you have to understand that no one can help you to resolve this not permanently at least. But the thing is you can solve this completely from the root only if you found out the root cause.

Remember dear, time heals everything. You will become PEACEFUL ,MINDFUL,HAPPY AND STRONG. You just need to find your way. I know how it feels, it feels like as if there is a very huge wall out there which you can’t cross, which scares you, which makes you vulnerable and it makes you so crazy that it becomes hurdle in many aspects of your life. It holds you back, it makes you a different you which makes to hate yourself. So mate if you want to move on and not hold back. Get your shit together, find the root cause, find some help, find your ways.

YOU ARE GONNA BE OKAY. Love yourself, forgive yourself, accept yourself and your situations. I know it’s scary but trust me once you sum up some courage and get slowly out of the loop everything will be fine. The first few steps are always hard. Do the things that you love. Enjoy every small, big moments. Love yourself. Work on your cause and try to become a normal person.

You are never alone if you become your bestfriend. Take deep breath, fall in love with yourself. Don’t try to take everything under control. Sometimes you can’t control some things its better to let go and be calm. Keep your fear, worries, tensions a side and give yourself some time. Overcome your craziness bit by bit and one day for sure you’ll be calm and happy as a child.

So, what do you think you matched my freak?