A letter for my valentine.

Teneal

I remember the first time I saw your pictures and how your smile enchanted me.

I remember the first time we spoke, and how you left me without a reply for a day.

I remember the first time I stalked your Facebook, and how I thought I found what I was looking for.

I remember the first time you sent me a snap, and how I thought you didn’t know English.

I remember the first time you messaged me first, and how I loved how you chased me.

I remember the first time I saw you, and even though I thought you looked like a cute bug I knew there was nothing as beautiful as you in the universe.

I remember the first time we went out, and how I said to myself that my problems from that day would only be eating gluten free stuff.

I remember the first time you told me everything about you, and how I loved spending hours listening to you.

I remember the first time I told you about me, and how I felt so good for being heard and admired.

I remember the first we kissed, and how you hugged my neck like you didn’t wanna let it go.

I remember the first time we had a picnic, and how the security ruined the moment because they’re closing the place.

I remember the first time you burped next to me, and how I realized you were such a beautiful tiny piggy.

I remember the first time we heard Down for the ride, and how that moment became one of the most magical and special moments of our lives.

I remember the first time I saw you drunk, and how I thought you were kinda annoying for not wanting to share the chips that I bought you.

I remember the first time you slept in my bed, and how you thought I was cute for using toy story pajamas.

I remember the first time we woke up together, and how you were definitely not a morning person.

I remember the first time we watched a romance and how we cried on the same parts.

I remember the first time we made love and how you told me later that it was exactly like you dreamt the night before.

I remember the first time I said I loved you, and how the songs playing on the tv, the lights and everything else made it look like a movie.

I remember the first time you left my house and how that feeling of I don’t want you to go became a big part of our lives.

I remember the first time we got high together, how we recreated our first kiss and how you looked like the star on my life’s movie.

I remember the first time I slept at yours, and how you complained for the first time about how I was “taking too much care” because you knew how to take care of yourself.

I remember too how you realized that it wasn’t really a problem, you were just not used to that.

I remember the first time you complained about the heat, and the sweat, and the cuddles and how afraid I was that you would never want to cuddle me before bed.

I remember the first road trip we did, and how you sang in the car all the way to the coast.

I remember the first time we got drunk together, and how the neighbor complained about the noise.

I remember the first time we went to the beach together and how we kissed laying on the sand.

I remember the first time you said you loved me, and how the seagull made such an unforgettable *QUARK*!

I remember our first bath together, and how I dropped all the chocolate spread in your mouth saying it was just a lil but.

I remember too how it was beautiful just being there enjoying the moment, eating strawberries listening to our songs and talking heaps.

This was basically our first month together and we did all of this, now we’re here again back to the coast, together for 7 months celebrating our first Valentine’s Day.

We’ve never had a fight, and I’ve never felt like I met someone that understands me like you.

I love how you’re the one who forgave all of my past mistakes and I know you will forgive my future ones too.

I love how you became part of my universe, of my life, of me.

I love how you still smile the same way when you look at me.

I love how I make you laugh on the same intensity of the first time.

I love how now you cannot go to bed before a good night kiss and without me cuddling you with both hands and feet attached.

I love how I can count on you for everything,

I love how you get upset if I’m not going with you to the bathroom.

I love how I’m crying writing this for you and how I imagine that you probably will too.

I love how I asked you to be my girlfriend on my knees just after you finished peeing, and how you thought that was such a beautiful thing.

I love how you’re my best friend, my girlfriend, my partner, the love of my life.

I love you my universe today and always.