Never Be Afraid to Transform

I am a Scorpio Rising. Born to rise from the ashes over and over again in this lifetime. The dedication to grow and improve through every event in my life has become my path and my purpose. ⠀

Overpowering my Virgo Sun traits of perfection and order, My Scorpio Rising has flooded my life, prompting my Pisces Moon into emotional tears, every dream I had soggy and disintegrating.

I have had many awakening moments. Some more powerful than others. Some have put me in a tail spin for months or years. Yearning to break free but not knowing how. My Scorpio driven to relentlessly dive deep into the mysteries of my life, while my Virgo brain overthinks things every step of the way, halting any progress out of fear of making a wrong decision. A delicate balance of power while my Pisces Moon tries to tap into other realms and use intuition to solve all my problems.

Reinventing and rebuilding yourself is never an easy task, but it is a worthy study. Sometimes my Virgo wants to fix and mend but I must start over. Being a Scorpio Rising is a course in resiliency, sure, I can get through life with the bumps and bruises. But It can be a relief to start with a new model and fire up my brain while I try things I’ve never attempted before.

Sometimes out of exhaustion I have overcome, reinvented my approach, and reset to create a different perspective and a new mindset. Through my experiences I have gained health knowledge and spiritual advancement, each time, my Virgo Sun consumed by learning and knowing, My Scorpio drenched and happy in the psychology of life. My Pisces Moon releasing emotions like a pressure valve.

⠀It has become part of my path through my North Node placement in the 6th house to help others to rise and rebuild. Mostly around the mental, physical and spiritual. Sometimes it comes through as writing and connection. Sharing messages that come through me and of my experiences. I have a deep desire foster people to find understanding and connection in their lives and experiences. I never know how much people truly absorb these messages or integrate them into their lives, but that is no matter.

With my 10th house placements of Uranus in Virgo It is my duty to shine a light for whoever is searching. To build my own authority in life and speak out for the ones in the back, silently listening, waiting for a seed of hope. I may never rest my eyes on their face and know that I’ve been heard and that is o.k. because there is a reciprocity of spirit that happens when I hear my own voice and see my own words.

So it is my path and my purpose to get up each day, embody authority and teach what I know despite how weary I may be of the truth of my life. I must try as many times as it takes to make progress spiritually and mentally, no matter what the obstacles. With strength and courage I stand my ground against all that life brings.

As a Scorpio Rising I can be and create anything I put my mind and energy towards. Sometimes it takes patience or a little bit of a Virgo redirection. Sometimes it takes courage to show up anew and display my strengths in public for the benefit of others. I do believe personal transformation is the journey my soul was thirsty for when I decided the descend upon the earth at the exact time and place that I was born. Sealing my fate to this journey, this deep journey of discovery.