Killing For The Sake Of My HEART

As crazy as it is to admit I actually loved stripping. Besides the fact that it paid my bills and my children wanted for nothing. I didn't have to wait around for my money. I got paid the same day. I was a bad ass stripper I made damn near 3k a night no bluffing. In this business closed legs don't get fed. The owner ran his place different in a normal strip club you just paid for a lap dance then on to the next. Nope not club Exotic in here you have to give sex favors lap dances might even get a man that just want to rub on you. That's what I hate about this place but what choice did I have. Nobody else would hire me my record was very fucked up because of men. I let men control me rape me make me do things I didn't want and in the end I was the one destroyed and my children were the ones that suffered. My life changed on July 25 because that's when I met him. The one and only Derrick Norwood. He was fine nah baby was handsome as hell. He was the perfect blend of chocolate Icecream with a dash of caramel. Perfect waves you could go swimming. As he walked by me his cologne hit and I knew then I would fuck him let him cum all over my face fuck me in the ass whatever he want. I'll have his baby ALL OF THEM. It was so bad if he already had kids I would raise they bad ass. Hello beautiful he said breaking my thought I glanced up who me I said shyly he said yes you. What's your name? I said goddess! He said why they call you that. I said I dance like a goddess fuck like a goddess baby boy I am the goddess. He said you gone have to prove that to me. I said your wish is my command. While spinning me around he said shake something Goddess. I almost melted as he said my name. I began dancing extra hard making sure this ass bounced and clapped all in his face. I sat in his lap doing what I do best and his dick was getting hard as hell. No lie my draws was getting soaked I wanted him. BAD. He kissed my necked and whispered in my ear take me to the back. My body shivered. Normally I'm uncomfortable fucking a stranger but with him my body was immediately at ease my heart was racing and my pussy was throbbing. He sat down on the couch and you know what he said. A Goddess is a female being of supernatural powers or attributes. He said so make me worship you. I dropped to my knees and ripped his pants off his body his dick met my lips I put the entire thing in my mouth no gagging. I sucked on what seem to be about 9 inches without pulling it out my mouth ONCE. In less than 2 minutes I was swallowing his nut his body shaking like he was having a seizure. I pulled his dick out baby still shaking but I'll be damned if a fuck nigha challenge me and ima lose. I started slow dancing forcing his dick to stand back up and when it did I bust a full split on it making my ass bounce on it. Left cheek Right cheek I was gone in another world. I love you baby your pussy the best. Marry me Goddess please marry me. Have my babies I want you to give me all 4 of my children. I said worship me daddy he said I'll give you the world don't leave me. I won't baby then I reached back while riding and started playing with his balls his eyes started rolling as he screamed I'm fina nut. I went to hop off but he held me down and released hisself all in me. I was shocked and pissed like man this a fuck session for money not no love connection. We got dressed my shift was over. He followed me outside asked could he take me to dinner. I said no I've been hurt before so I'm like really careful with my heart. Baby I won't hurt you he said I'll make you the center of my world. I said that sound nice but I'm warning you stay away. He said no Goddess he grabbed my hand and wrote his number in my palm. I'll be expecting that call don't I'll come here every night until you accept my offer. Look Derrick I don't want no man I just want to work I refuse to let a man get me down again. He got in his car and said call me baby please. I said okay, but you have been warned.