Diary of a Rubber Doll

Day 2

I do not know how long it was before I finally woke up. The last thing I actually remember was being taken into the room that looked like a hospital room. After that all I recall are voices in my head. Voices telling me horrible things. I resisted them. I thought they were a dream, until I woke up. But when I woke up the real hell began.

My eyes were open but I could not see. I struggled and could barely move. There was something wrong with my arms, I could not find them! I tugged and realized they were pinned up behind me. I tried to kick my feet, but they too moved little.

“Relax Lucy, everything is fine,” a male voice in my ear said. “Please relax and let’s get you sitting up.”

Hands touched me and moved me around. I struggled against them and tried to kick them. Something was wrong with my voice. No matter how hard I tried to scream nothing happened and it panicked me even more. I could not close my mouth at all. My skin felt funny when my legs rubbed together. There was something seriously wrong with me! I struggled and kicked but nothing helped. I struggled to make even the tiniest sound but nothing came out. Then the voice in my ear spoke again.

“Calm down and I will explain everything Lucy,” he soothed and I shook my head.

I was now sitting up and something was wrong with my privates. I felt air in them as if they were open. They felt very strange. I still could not see and could not close my eyes. Why couldn’t I see? Why couldn’t I close my eyes? What had they done to me? At that moment I remembered the video they showed me right before they took me into the hospital room. I strained to scream. I did not consent to this! They would not get away with this! I tried to free my arms but nothing helped.

“There are explosives in your ears and eyes if you do not stop fighting this instant I will set them off do you understand Lucy?” The man stated very sternly.

Explosives in my eyes and ears? What? Why? I stopped fighting and sat there, waiting. Hands touched me again and helped me stand. I felt the high heels on my feet and knew they were not the ballet heels I had seen in the video, thankfully. Although, I could feel they had done something to my feet. I tried to wiggle my toes but nothing happened.

“The man assisting you is going to help you walk, get you more steady on your feet,” the voice said. I nodded. If I could walk I could run and then I would find a way out of here. If I could ever see again that is.

The hands went to my waist and helped me step around the room. I was unsteady because I could not see and I did not trust these people who were doing this to me. This was illegal. How do they get away with this? What have they done to me? Walking around the room the man guided me until I was very steady on the high heels. When he stopped I stopped and waited.

“Very good Lucy, now the man will lead you without holding you,” the voice explained. I felt hands at my throat and began to panic. “It’s ok, he is attaching a lead.”

I felt a tug at my neck and I took a step. It was apparent the man was not going to allow me to be hurt, but I still did not trust him. The tug pulled me and I followed carefully. Oddly, I could not hear anything happening in the room where I was. I heard only the voice in my ear. The man lead me around the room for what seemed like hours. Without sight or hearing it was difficult to tell exactly how long he lead me around.

The heels felt nice I could feel my calves flex with each step. I had read that men liked women with strong calves but I never wore the heels enough to make mine like that. These heels were higher than any I had ever worn. My feet were arched severely. I could fell the ache in my calves begin, wishing now that I had worn heels more often. The man finally stopped and I could feel the air on my privates. There was definitely something different about them. Air had never felt like this on them before.

“One more quick walk Lucy, then bend over. The man will guide you from there,” the voice instructed. I nodded, although I was very apprehensive.

The man tugged the lead and I followed. I wish I could see! I felt a table touch me and I stopped. A hand on my back pushed and I laid on the table. His hand felt strange on my back, as if he was wearing some sort of rubber glove, but it also felt like he wasn’t. His hand went under my neck and fastened something to it. I tried to stand up and couldn’t! I began to struggle and the man slapped my butt cheek. I tried to kick at him and he grabbed my ankle. He forced it wide and then I couldn’t move it. He did the same with the other one. I fought the restraints not knowing what was happening or about to happen. It was like my memories were a fog. I could not recall how I had gotten here in the first place.

The voice in my ear began speaking again.

“Lucy, you are a fuck toy and items will be placed within you. Do not fight them, they will feel wonderful if you do not fight them,” the voice melted in my ear but I did not want this! I struggled and every time I did the man slapped my butt cheek hard.

“He will now insert an anal plug. Every bodily function of yours now is controlled by us,” the voice spoke and something slid right into my ass! I tried to push it out but he twisted it and it would not move.

“Now a dildo will be placed and locked in,” the voice soothed. I felt it slide in and again I tried to push it out and it would not budge. I violently struggled and was met with more hard slaps on my ass. I did not stop struggling though.

“All of your holes belong to us now,” the voice informed me and the man shoved a small penis like dildo into my mouth and gave it a twist. I shook my head from side to side in protest and tried to jerk away from the table but was held fast.

“Now you will see exactly what you are Lucy,” the voice told me sternly. Suddenly the dildo began moving inside of me just like a real penis!

No, no no, I screamed but not even a peep came out. What have they done to my voice why will it not work???? I struggled hard and tried to free myself. Why couldn’t I get my hands around to get these things out of me???? Then the dildo in my mouth did the same! My mouth was being fucked and it went all the way to the back of my throat! I wanted to gag and push this out but I couldn’t. Nothing on me seemed to work right. What have they done to me??? I panicked and thrashed as the dildoes fucked my pussy and mouth. The one in my pussy also began softly vibrating and I tried to scream, tried to gag but nothing worked!

“You see Lucy, we control every aspect of you now. All of your holes will be filled and fucked at all times,” the voice said and the thing in my ass began fucking me too! I jerked at my arms but they would not budge. The more I pulled at my arms the tighter my collar got and it made it hard to breathe.

“We have modified you into the perfect fuck toy, Lucy,” the voice in my ears revealed, much to my horror. “We made it so you can breathe and swallow at the same time. We also removed your gag reflex.”

I pulled and jerked as all the dildoes fucked my holes. I do not want this! I did not consent to this! This was done against my will and I want to go home and be normal again! Why did he keep calling me Lucy my name is Faith? Stop this! Stop raping me like this! What was wrong with my arms??? Why could I not feel my fingers?? I could not even wiggle them. Then I realized they were gone! My palms felt thicker than normal. I fought the restraints and nothing helped.

The video flashed before my eyes. Would some other girl be sitting in that chair watching me? Then I remembered the man saying what I would be, that I would be a cat! I tried screaming but nothing happened. The dildo in my holes kept fucking me and much to my horror my body began responding, even though I did not want it to. I fought and jerked and twisted and writhed but nothing stopped what was happening.

I tried to use my tongue to push out the dildo in my mouth but it remained where it was without budging. It hit the back of my throat and all I wanted to do was throw up. All the thrashing and struggling was not stopping the torture and worse my body was reacting, liking it! There was nothing I could to do to stop it and I was on the brink of an orgasm that I did not want!

How could they get away with this??? Would I ever escape? My body began responding to the torture even though my mind hated it…. My pussy was wet and throbbing. I thrashed, jerked, pulled and tried over and over to scream but nothing worked. The more I struggled the more my body responded to the torment. Not in the way I wanted it to.

“We even control how you react to what we do Lucy,” the voice spoke. I shook my head from side to side in protest. “There is nothing you can do to stop us and you will learn to love everything we do to you.”

The reality of the situation began to sink in and my body tensed so hard every muscle became like a rock. If I could have screamed they would have heard it a mile away as my body orgasmed harder than I have ever even imagined. Wave after wave rolled through my body as my muscles wee so hard I thought I was a statue. It was then that I briefly realized that there was something different about my nipples. Something hard seemed to run between them. The last thing I remember was fighting the restraints as the orgasm ripped through my body like a lightning bolt. I collapsed onto the table and passed out.