Dagda's Cauldron

I was back in the meadow again without my son but still in Aengus’s arms, his lips separated from mine. I could not help but stare at this man or God, whatever he was. How was this even possible.

“I do not understand. You are beautiful and perfect; you are a god. I am just a mortal, not even a well-off mortal, it does not make sense. I see my life with you, with our son. He takes after you in every way. Why do I feel like you are already mine? That we are tied to one another?”

We are in each other’s arms; he is staring at me as if I hung the moon.

“You do not see yourself as you truly are Dana. You are special in every way. Your soul calls out to me.”

“Are we to be wed?”

“As soon as we bring the cauldron back to my father. He will bind us together forever. You will be beautiful and young for all eternity, there is no age in Tir Na Nog.”

“What about my father?”

“He will grow old and weary and eventually he will depart from this earth.”

“How can I live without seeing my father, he is my world, he is all that I know.”

“I am your world now.”

Reaching out to grab my hand, placing it over his heart.

“My heart and soul are yours Dana, do not dismiss it as if it were nothing. I am giving you everything that I have and everything that I am. A sacrifice of your old world, your father is a fair trade.”

There was not softness to his kiss this time. It was desperate and wanting. His hands were everywhere, running up my thigh, finding me wet and wanting. I was unable to disguise my need for him. He could smell and feel the need on me. I did not know what was happening, but I felt as if I was going to externally combust, explosion was inevitable. Was I going to fall apart, leaving Aengus to pick up the pieces?

“It is okay Dana, just let go. I have a hold on you, and I will not let you fall.”

He held on to me as promised. I experienced a sensation that words would never be able to describe. If that was what it was like to be with a man, I was unable to understand how any of your chores could get done. I was in such a daze that I did not even notice that Aengus was naked. This was the first time that I had ever seen a man naked before.

“How does it fit?”

He chuckled while he started undressing me.

“Your body will be accustomed; we will get to know each other. Our bodies will form as one, fitting perfectly.”

I had to stop this before it went to far.

“We cannot do this Aengus. I should not have even allowed you to put your fingers inside of me. I was caught up in you, but we need to be married.”

“Dana, I will marry you when we see my father. What we are about to do, this act is not wrong. It is a beautiful act that I would like to share with you. Your son needs to be created now Dana.”

“Our son.”

“Yes, he wants to meet you.”

How do I even say no to that? The longing that I had, what I had dreamt was so strong. I had no choice but to give myself to him. My body must have screamed yes before I could even speak my consent. Aengus was slowly undressing me. Red silk pooled at me feet; the crisp cool air touched every inch of my exposed skin. I tried to cover my heavy and sensitive breasts; his hands stopped me.

“Please do not cover yourself up, your body is a work of art, too magnificent to be covered by any form of material.”

His words flawed me; he was so eloquent with the colourful notes that came out of his mouth. I let my arms drop to the sides of my body. Everything on me was exposed, I had never been this open with another person. His mouth closed around my right hardened nipple. His tongue swirled around, bitting, nipping, making me cry out in pleasure. The pain from his teeth making me squirm against his hardened member. I never thought that pain, any pain could feel this good. I was unable to even recognise my own voice; it was loud and needy. Aengus let go of my right to pay attention to my left, the cool air connected to my wet nipple sending goosebumps all over my body. Lifting my leg, placing it over his shoulder, my heat spread wide open, his mouth making its way over my engorged clitoris. “Please Aengus.” His laugh vibrating over my wet lips.

“Please what sweetheart. What do you want Dana?”

“I am not quite sure, it is just not enough, I want more.”

“Okay Dana, I will give you more.”

He helped me down onto the soft grass, the smell of flowers making the experience more invocative. His thick member slammed into me, there was no slow and steady with him, I was taken with force. Looming over me, his strong muscular body rocked in and out of me with vigour and strength. At first, I felt a pinch and the most intense pain that I have ever experienced, then my body moved in with sync with his. My ears hurt as my screams succumbed to everything. Exploding into millions of pieces, it would take an eternity to put me back together again. Aengus grunted a few times, sweat dripping off his brow as his seed filled me. We were panting, coming down from a high that I never knew existed. He rolled onto his back taking me with him, placing my head down onto his chest. Feeling his rapid heartbeat, I had never felt this connected with someone. It was brutally honest. I wanted to stay like this forever, in this moment, on his chest, feeling each other’s hearts, being as one.

“We just created life Dana, our love for each other’s bodies created perfection, a prince among Ireland. I want to spend a lifetime in your tight sex. We need to go back to your world; time is of great importance my love. Our lives hang in the balance if the Fomorians get a hold of all the treasures. The way that we live will disappear, destitute will grace us.”

He helped me into my dress, even putting some of the flowers in the meadow in my hair, decorating my blonde tresses.