A LOVE STORY ALL ITS OWN

The pros and cons of the Phoenix and MPC

Self tends to get in the way of who we really are at times. Phoenix always believed in love, but she still had some serious issues that needed to be resolved. Self did put up a fight, but Phoenix changed all that. Phoenix didn’t mentally kill herself, but she just put her in a mental box and closed it with a lock and key.

Phoenix is very aware of her pros and con’s as a woman. She has one human weakness for a man named M. P. C. As soon as she thinks of him, her brain tends to short circuit. Phoenix knows that her main objective is to live and love as passionately as possible while still living on this earth.

Phoenix was so deep in thought that she didn’t realize that her inner sex was already moist. This man can do things to me, and I would let him have his way in all things in the bedroom, or at least until I decide that I want to drive the car for a while. She had spoken out loud, not meaning to, and M. P. C just happened to be in the area long enough to walk by and hear what she said. She hadn’t even noticed that she was speaking out loud until it was too late; he had heard everything. The words just came out, and trying to keep her inner thoughts to herself is hard to do at times, especially when it is something that she needs, wants, and desires, and trust me, she needs, wants, and desires this man. Of course, he was curious to know what she meant by her statement. I dodged the question, but he didn’t forget or miss anything. This is the kind of man he is. I honestly believe that this simple thing makes me smile because he actually listens to me whenever I talk. I mean an actual whole man that listens.

I didn’t see when love walked right up on me. Just to see him walk across a room is spell bounding. His walk alone has this sexual grace to it that I can’t help but desire him. I love the way he licks his lips; that shit is so sexy. I love it when he talks dirty to me in the bedroom. Oh, shit, here goes the Phoenix again, mentally having sexual thoughts of this man. Phoenix knows in her mind that he is way out of her league. In her mind, she knows that there is no way a man like that would ever give her a second glance. He needs a strong black woman, and Phoenix is none of those things right now.

Or at least in her mind, she is none of these things, but in M. P. C’s mind, she is everything he needs and more. All Phoenix knows is that she is in love with this man, and for the sake, she cannot figure out why she is drawn to him like this. M. P. C already knows that this is the woman for him even if she doesn’t know it yet. All he has to do is keep being himself, and she will fall in love with him before she knows what hit her.

M. P. C is so handsome that I just find me staring at him and wondering what would I actually do if he kissed me? I already know that I am going to lose my shit because I have been fanaticizing about those lips of his for years, and he doesn’t know any of this, which is great for me because if he ever found out how I feel about him, M. P. C might not look at me the same, or would he?