United-Chapter 3 Birthday Party Gone Wrong

So I think I scared them when I told them about what Caleb does about me eating. Because the next day they bought me more food. I don't know how I would repay them. Daimyin bought my food this time. So between Buck and Daimyin they are always with me, except when I go to the bathroom anyway. We went through the entire next week getting to know each other. I found out that Tris used to live on a farm, her favorite animal is cows as she has cow-printed everything. Buck absolutely loves wolves and dogs in general. He also joined the wrestling team, I wanted to go to his first match but I couldn't, I got a very bad beating for the next 2 weeks, he won though. Daimyin loves to help anyone and and everyone. Brillo loves cats and drawing, he loves drawing little doodles for me on scrap paper, I've kept them all. Alyx loves anything Disney, especially Lilo and Stitch and Nightmare Before Christmas. I love to get to know these guys because I don't know how long they want to stay friends with me. It's been about a month since I met them and I didn't even realize it's October 31th. Today is my birthday. I haven't celebrated my birthday in 2 years. Ever since Caleb. Andrew has tried to celebrate but it's came close to Caleb finding out. Mom even forgot. I used to love Halloween, we would all have a family costume. A couple years ago we all dressed up as witches and wizards from Harry Potter.

     We were planning on wearing Marvel superheros last year... Anyway my day started like all the rest, I made breakfast, which was sausage and eggs, and we went to school. The entire ride I was debating on if I should tell my friends. I mean they probably won't care anyway. They always greet me when I get inside. The last time they greeted me outside I got beat that night. So I asked them to meet me inside instead. I finally got into school and got greeted with Daimyin and Buck, they each give me a hug and once they stopped bombarded me Tris came up and put her arm around me

     "So a little bird told us your birthday is today." Tris said. I looked nervously

     "Hey how did you know?" I asked

     "That's for us to know and for you to find out." Daimyin said while taking my hand. He never really has touched me this much before but I'm strangely ok with it. Buck was the one that gave Daimyin a hard stare.

     "Well let's go to class." I say. We spend our first 3 classes but no one talks to me but Daimyin doesn't let me go. Did I make them mad?

     "He if I asked you guys something do you promise not to get mad?" I especially look at Buck because he can get "Sure." Tris said "Are you guys hiding something from me or do you not want to hang out with me?" I ask while walking to lunch. We were almost there when they stopped in their tracks

      "Wait why do you say that?" Buck asks

     "Because you guys haven't really talked to me as much as you usually do and I feel like you've been ignoring me." I say

     "Oh no we are just talking. We were planning on inviting you over but I guess we were going about it the wrong way." Alyx said.

     "Oh ok. I thought you were wanting to not be friends anymore. Every time I tried to talk you guys would ignore me or just make small talk. I've never had friends like you guys, I've never felt as safe as I do when I'm with you guys. I won't know what to d when you guys decide you don't want to be friend or leave." I say, we were just down the hall from the cafeteria when I realized we stopped and I was crying.

     "Hey guys can you give us a second?" Buck asks as he looks at Daimyin then at the rest of the group. The slowly leave until It's just Buck, Daimyin and Tris. Tris gives them both a evil stare then she whispered something I couldn't hear. I was just standing there awkward and playing with my fingers. They then both look at me the same time.

     "What do you want guys?" I ask. They move closer and I move back, all the way to the wall. They look like they want to hurt me. I just realized this is the first time I've been alone with them. Damn I didn't realize how they made me feel

     "Oh we do but then we'd feel bad and Buck would get angry." Daimyin said.

     "You wouldn't hurt me... But I didn't say that out loud." I say realizing.

     "Anyway we want to knock some sense into you." Daimyin said. Oh god what are they going to do, they look really mad. Then they look at each other then at me with calming eyes

     "We are not mad at you. We want to protect you from everyone...including your feelings inside." They said, I feel so protected. They each touch my arm and they hug me. I never want to leave but I know they'll want to eat.

     "You need to eat to baby girl." Daimyin said and he put his hand on my cheek, and Buck put his hand on my other cheek, then they led me to the line, they walked on both sides of me with one arm around me.

     "I thought it was Tris's turn to buy?" I questioned as we got to the line that no one was in.

     "It is but we don't want to let you go and you need some food." They got me food and them food. It's weird, I have never felt so safe.

     "I like that we make you safe." Buck said

     "I've been meaning to ask you guys about that."

     "What?" Daimyin asks

     "Sometimes you guys answer my thoughts, I don't speak them out loud but you answer them anyway. Why is that?" I ask

     "Oh... Umm..." Buck stutters

     "We will answer al your questions tonight, as long as you can come to our house." Daimyin answers and Buck relaxes. We start walking back to our table.

       "Well it may be late like after 11:00." I say, because I know Caleb won't go to bed before then

       "That's ok, I can pick you up a couple streets down!" Buck says as we sit down at the table. They still don't leave my side, Buck puts his hand on my thigh which makes me tense up so he moves it away but I shake my head and I grab his hand to bring it back. Daimyin puts his arm around my shoulder, they never touch me this much. Tris eyes them both but I'm strangely ok with it.

     "Sure, although I'll have to give you the address."

     "Oh no you won't." Buck says and Tris hits his other arm which makes him squeeze my thigh a little too hard, he looks at me with sympathy but I just smile.

     "How do you know where I live?" I ask

     "We told you we'll answer all your questions tonight babygirl" Daimyin said as he pets my hair, we just sit there in silence and I realize I really have to pee. Buck squeezes my leg harder.

     "I'm going to the bathroom really quick...ok?" I ask so they can let me go

     "Ok, be back soon." Tris says like she's convincing the boys and they let go. As soon as I left the table I felt naked, like I wasn't as protected. I go in do my business and I hear footsteps come in, I open he door to find Rebecca

     "Hi Rebecca what can I do for you?" I ask as I walk past her to wash my hands

     "I want you to know you place and stop talking to Daimyin and Buck." She says

     "I don't force them to talk to me." I say but she punches me right in the eye and now I'm on the floor, she kneels down to look at me.

     "I see how you look at them and how they look at you. You did something to them an I know it, You guys look at each other like you want to fuck each other... and I want them to look at me like that." She says and I'm just shocked... Is that all they want from me... sex? No!

     "I don't believe you!" I say as I try to get up and she punches me again

     "Why do you think they touch you the way they do? Like at lunch, they always touch you like that. Or how they buy you lunch everyday, you don't think they do that for free now do you?" She says, no she's lying... Daimyin... Buck... They wouldn't do that to me would they... Before I could do anything she punched me again.

     "Hey!" I hear someone scream as I jus bleed on the floor, I look up to Buck and Daimyin talking to Rebecca, I couldn't hear what they were saying but I blacked out.

     I wake up to Rebecca on the floor and Daimyin coming towards me, I back away all the way to the wall before I realize its him, he puts his hand on my cheek and wipe my tears. He sits beside me against the wall and I just stare in his eyes trying to calm myself down, I don't even notice Buck coming over until I feel his hands on me, he lays his head on my lap, and I look down at him. His hands go to my face where I'm guessing I have a bruise because it hurts and I wince, he takes his hand away really quickly. Instead of bringing his hand back I put my hand on his cheek

     "Just know we would never use you like she said" A husky voice like Bucks but deeper said in my mind

     "Never" Daimyin said but in my head.

     "Hmm...Why can I hear you guys in my head?" I ask

     "We'll explain later but are you ok?" Buck asks

     "I'll be fine... eventually but shouldn't lunch be over soon." I say trying to get them off of me.

     "Hmm we won't stop worrying about you but your right we should leave for class." Daimyin says and it earns a growl from Buck as he tries to bring himself closer to me. I'm now engulfed in Buck and shielded away from Daimyin. I don't know how to feel, I don't hate this but I don't love it either, Bucks head in in my neck like he's sniffing me.

     "Don't make me go get Tris." Daimyin threatened and he let me go. Why does Tris scare him?

     "Because he dated her ate one point and in general she scares all of us."

     "Ok! Until I know what's going on quite answering my thoughts! It's freaking me out!" I say and they just laugh.

     "Ok deal, you'll find out tonight anyway because one way or another your coming." Daimyin said

     "Ohh so scary." I taunt him as I get up and get to the door before they get up and I look back.

     "Oh Kitten you have no idea what you just started." Buck thought

     "Babygirl get you pretty ass back here!" Daimyin said

     "Nope we got class" I think and I run to grab my bag and run to class, I know I'll get it when they catch up to me. But I got to the classroom before they caught up. I was sitting down before they came running in. The teacher looked at them sternly but it looked like she was keeping the smile off her face.

     "You're gonna regret that ." Buck said.

     "Maybe...maybe not. Either way it was fun." Then class started. I couldn't hear them anymore so I think they accepted the fact that it creeps me out when they talk. We go through out the day like normal.

     "So what are we doing tonight?" I ask

     "You'll see." Tris said.

     "Ugh fine, you know you guys are secretive... I know your hiding something from me."

     "We'll explain tonight" We all said but I said mockingly. The rest of the day went by, I got home and did everything I could to stay on Caleb's good side, which I succeeded. I made dinner and did the house work, I even managed to do some homework. By 10:00 everyone was sleeping but I waited until 11:00 to start leaving. I was almost out the door until...

     "Where are you going pumpkin?" I hear my oldest brother ask

     "Well crap" I whisper

     "I won't tell, go have fun." He says as he comes up and hugs me

     "Thank you." I whisper

     "Be safe please, I don't want a call in the morning saying you were lying in a ditch somewhere."

"You won't, get some sleep, you deserve it." I say as I leave. I walk a couple streets over and see Daimyin on a motorcycle with 1 helmet.

     "Hey babe! You made it!" He said

     "Well I figured I better come because you'd come kidnap me anyway and I want explanations." I say

     "Yes, I would have come kidnaped you anyway, but you'll get your explanations."

     "Good, so we better go then." I tell him as I'm walking towards the bike. I've always wanted a bike like this. It has purple and black flames with skulls on it and a wolf.

     "I love your bike D!" I said as I was admiring it

     "Well that's good because it's actually yours, its your first birthday present." He said and I stood up shocked.

     "What?"

     "It's yours, I mean I'll drive until you learn but it's yours. I know it's one of your biggest wishes... Didn't your dad have a bike?" Daimyin asked

     "Yeah... How did you know?"

     "I'll explain everything later... Trust me, we told you we would but we should get going so your back before they wake up." He said, I've been looking at the bike in total amazement.

     "Thank you so much guapo." I said not realizing I gave him his own nickname

     "Hmm... I like that one, Mi Reina." He said as he cups my face. And he puts the helmet he was holding on me.

     "What does that mean?" I asked. I know some Spanish but I didn't know this. He cupped face

     "My queen." He said and I blushed. We got on the bike and drove to his house. It was about a 30 minute drive. The house, or should I say houses, are in the forest, miles from anyone.

     "Your live awhile away." I say

     "We like privacy." He says as we walk up to a house

     "Where are your parents?" I ask

     "Umm... There all out for the night." He says as we walk into the house. He never let go of my hand. It's beautiful, then I see everyone. There's some presents around the room and a cake and I start to cry.

     "Happy Birthday!" Every one screamed as they ran up to me and hugged me. I've been around these guys for a month but this overwhelmed me. I love them but I wish they would take a step back... Before I knew it they where all a step back like I wished, they all looked shocked. They looked at me like I either hurt them or I confused them.

     "How did you do that?" Tris asked

     "Do what?"

     "Push us back." Daimyin said

     "Wait I did that?" I asked

     "Daimyin." Tris said sternly

     "No, I will not do that!" He screamed

     "I don't care, we need to know. We need to know if she's compromised and we need to speed the process."

     "Do you know what that will do to her... Do to me?" He pleaded but didn't win. Daimyin walked to me with fear, but not of me I don't think. He seemed sad, Buck almost came up with him but Tris gave him a look.

     "If he is doing it I will help her through it. You know what it feels like, and you knew what was happening." He said defending me I think. He walked up and stood behind me with his arms around me. But I didn't take my eyes on Daimyin.

     "What are you guys doing?" I ask terrified. I think Daimyin saw the terror in my eyes. He cupped my face as Buck rubbed my arms

     "I'm sorry Mi Reina." Daimyin said, his full hand covered my face and that's the last I heard. All I heard now where my screams... Screams of pain, of fear. It felt like someone stabbing, scratching, burning... Stripping... Raping... My mind, destroying it. I think Daimyin and Buck were trying to sooth me with words but I couldn't hear them. In my mind I hear, other than my screams, the voices I've heard all my life, the one voice that soothed me, then the other that wanted anything but. I can now differentiate between all 3 voices, mine, the calming one, and the violent one. Then I hear Daimyin in my head.

     "Please don't fight Mi Reina... It will be over soon."

     "It hurts!" I scream

     "I know, your other forms are strong." Daimyin said and them I felt another person

     "Buck calm her down please. I can't see." Daimyin asks

     "Baby you need to relax. The more you relax the sooner this is over." I hear Buck

     "I can't!" I scream

     "You can! You can feel me in your mind, you know I'm safe... Let me share your pain." I hear Buck and some of my pain ceases.

     "You shouldn't trust them." One of my voices say

     "Yes she should, can't you feel their light?" Another voice ask

     "Enough!" I hear Daimyin and I cower in a corner of my mind.

     "Daimyin!" Buck answers

     "I know." Daimyin says and I don't hear anymore.

     It's like I blacked out in my mind. I knew the four voices were there but I couldn't hear them.