The Secret Dreamer

At six, I had my first experience of entering someone's dream. My mother's sharing of the profound history of our family's lineage, tracing back to a remarkable heritage of fairies, was an awe-inspiring moment. We were given an extraordinary ability by our ancestors to reveal the complicated and covert misdeeds of humans. It was a sacred duty that we carried with utmost reverence and responsibility, stepping in whenever individuals displayed malicious intent and violated the fundamental values of humanity, causing harm to their fellow beings. I always perceived myself not as someone who intrudes upon dreams, but as a watchful protector, intercepting the intricate narratives that unravel in the depths of the slumbering mind. Expressing it may prove challenging, but I hold the belief that when a person carries the burden of a hidden verity, that dreamlike state endures.

Our role was essential in maintaining the delicate balance of justice and honor within the mortal realm. We embarked on this noble task by gently planting a seed of understanding deep within their subconscious minds. Through our influence, we guided them toward a path of acceptance and taught them the invaluable importance of empathy. It was a meticulous process, delicately weaving a tapestry of compassion and enlightenment, ensuring the rectification of their misguided intentions.

Gazing upon individuals with shattered hearts in search of solace, fervent ambitions, and concealed anxieties, it was as if I had stumbled upon a grand congregation of humanity’s yearnings and apprehensions. The complexities of dreams encompass an array of distinct narratives, sentiments, and enigmatic veracities that lie dormant, awaiting discovery. We can compare the way humans perceive their dreams to watching a blurry and confusing movie while under the influence of alcohol. It is a fitting analogy because when we are asleep; difficult to experience and understand others or appreciate the intricate details of our surroundings.

Before having this profound realization, I was oblivious to the reflection of my own face in the mirror, failing to grasp the true essence of who I am. In pondering the question of whether we should exceed the boundaries imposed upon us by societal expectations, let us consider the scenario of tampering with the emotions of one individual in order to influence their affection towards another. If we were to engage in such behavior and were discovered by the esteemed and wise elders, the consequences would be dire. A fairy, who dared to manipulate the delicate realm of human emotions, would face the severe punishment of having their majestic wings forcefully taken away. Moreover, they would be condemned to endure a perpetual state of anguish, where the very desires and aspirations of humans would transform into mere illusions within their own minds. In this bleak existence, they would find themselves forever trapped in an unending reverie, forever lost within the boundaries of a dream that offers no escape.

There was a time in my life when I had the opportunity to understand and relate to the experience of a person who held onto their secrets tightly. Reflecting on that moment, I cannot claim that it haunted me, but it undeniably left an indelible mark on my existence, shaping my life in ways I could have never anticipated.

Throughout my time in high school, the elders had reached a consensus. They believed that it was crucial for me to gain knowledge and maturity through the experience of living as a regular human being. Unbeknownst to me, the sequence of occurrences that ensued would turn out to be incredibly significant.

The beginning of this incredible journey can be traced back to a remarkable pair of friends who were inseparable. Piper Paris and Brielle Barbosa, two extraordinary individuals, embody the true essence of friendship. Their companionship is admired and respected by everyone around them, and they are considered unrivaled leaders.

However, when it comes to their outward appearances, they couldn't be more different. Piper possesses a stunning appearance, with her shiny and voluminous hair that beautifully complements her captivating green eyes. In contrast, Brielle's gorgeous hazel eyes are highlighted by her resplendent golden locks. When it comes to height, Piper stands tall and gracefully at an impressive 5'9, while Brielle's delicate figure measures a more modest 5'2. Despite these outward differences, both women radiate a captivating charm that cannot be denied. While Piper's towering presence may initially catch one's attention, Brielle's petite frame emits an equally enchanting allure.

Piper and Brielle frequently joked about how they would never find themselves in a disagreement over pursuing romantic relationships. Piper made it known that she was drawn to tall, athletic gentlemen who would not be overshadowed by her own presence. On the other hand, Brielle openly admitted to having a preference for a scholarly and charismatic individual, preferably someone who held the esteemed title of class president and excelled in the game of chess. Interestingly enough, despite their clear inclinations, neither of them had ever been witnessed in the presence of a romantic partner.

I found myself captivated by their presence as I strolled along the corridors of Walnut Grove High School. Their striking aura drew the attention of everyone around. They seemed to possess all the qualities that one could long for - popularity, physical attractiveness, and an unwavering connection between them. Their dedication and diligence in every task they undertook was astonishing, causing me to feel utterly bewildered as to why they chose to inflict torment upon me.

Unfortunately, with my name being Avery Fawn, Piper, in her seemingly generous nature, bestowed upon me the moniker of "Amy-John", further adding to my distress and confusion. Brielle did not have any interest in engaging in name-calling. Instead, she found joy in expressing her affection towards other girls by writing heartfelt love letters. She would carefully sign my name at the bottom of each letter and secretly distribute them throughout the school corridors, eagerly hoping for a random encounter.

From the depths of my heart, all I yearned for was to disrupt and weaken the unbreakable connection they had fostered since their earliest years. It was their unshakable bond that fueled my burning desire for revenge and the unleashing of utter chaos upon their lives. Little did I anticipate the vast and immeasurable repercussions that would follow as a result of my malevolent actions.

In that unexpected moment, a serendipitous exchange unfolded between Piper and Brielle, luring me into a mysterious argument that ignited a surge of fury within me, only to dissipate just as swiftly. As I stood there, caught between consciousness and dreams, my senses tuned in to the soft cadence of Brielle's voice, a delicate fusion of jitters and exhilaration, as she mustered up the courage to reveal her profound and overwhelming affection for Piper.

Piper responded to the situation by expressing her concerns, emphasizing the impossibility of pursuing their desired course of action. She stressed the potential consequences, particularly the judgment they would face from others and the potential change in perception towards them.

In order to divert attention away from themselves, Piper highlighted the fact that they “target Avery”, me, using me as a means to deflect any scrutiny or criticism. Urging her companion to abandon the idea altogether, Piper pleaded for Brielle to erase the thought from her mind. She disclosed the significant impact that such a revelation would have on her personal life, specifically mentioning her religious parents who, if made aware of the situation, would go as far as disowning her.

In that very instant, it felt as though the hands of time had frozen, leaving me suspended in a whirlwind of emotions. The impact of their words, laden with significance, washed over me, enlightening me with a profound understanding of their unwavering fixation on me. It was as if a gate of empathy burst open within me, flooding my being with unprecedented compassion. This newfound insight allowed me to bear witness to the raw vulnerability and deep-rooted fear that lay concealed beneath their facade, ultimately transforming my initial desire for revenge into an unwavering commitment to safeguard the sacred essence of their profound connection.

As I lay in the depths of darkness, I found myself compelled to make a decision that would ultimately shape the course of Brielle and Piper's love story, even if it meant placing everything I held dear on the line. As the designated guardian, my responsibility was to step in only when danger lurked, but I couldn't help but question if refraining from expressing love could also be considered a harmful act. For to withhold love was to withhold the very essence of joy and contentment that both Brielle and Piper deserved.

With anticipation building inside me, I refrained from exhaling, determined to uncover the mystery that occupied their every thought. What other hidden truths did they possess that warranted such careful consideration, leading to this covert conversation? My attention was completely devoted as I eagerly absorbed every word.

Unbeknownst to them, I had infiltrated their subconscious, becoming a silent observer within their dreams. Over the course of many years, unspoken confessions, suppressed longings, and buried aspirations were gradually revealed in their minds, gradually unfurling the truth before my very eyes. Acting as a conduit, I skillfully untangled their deepest fears and insecurities, all the while weaving together a beautiful tapestry of comprehension and acceptance within the realm of their dreams.

As I stepped into Piper's dream realm, I discovered her amidst a vast sea of individuals who seemed to lack any distinguishable features. They were all vying for her attention, their desperate longing evident in their eyes. It was apparent that Piper's immense popularity had inadvertently become a crutch for her, gradually obscuring her ability to recognize the true value of authentic companionship and admiration. Using a delicate and enchanting approach, I had the pleasure of demonstrating to her the immense happiness that arises from authentic bonds, while concurrently unveiling the void and shallowness that accompany superficial connections. In order to truly grasp this profound contrast, I facilitated her immersion in the heart-wrenching agony of losing Brielle, an individual who had tirelessly provided support and companionship during both favorable and challenging times.

After that, I proceeded to Brielle's dream. As she slumbered, a palpable feeling of excitement and expectation pervaded the atmosphere, as if the very air held its breath in anticipation of the unveiling of her deepest desires and aspirations. Lost in a realm of ambition and the pursuit of success, her whole being was consumed by an insatiable hunger to become the epitome of perfection as a student, a daughter, and a friend. Yet, beneath the facade of her numerous accomplishments, I could discern a yearning, a profound longing for the simplicity and the genuine affection that only her true love for Piper could provide. I opened her eyes to the immense strength found in forgiveness and the significance of valuing authentic connections above superficial praise and fleeting friendships. Brielle was faced with the brutal truth of potentially never having Piper in her life again, the very individual who had consistently motivated her to strive for greatness and stood by her side in every pursuit she embarked upon.

The love shared between Piper and Brielle went beyond a simple expression of friendship. They kept their love a secret not out of shame, but out of fear of how society would perceive them. Their love defied the societal boundaries placed upon their relationship and had the power to completely change the trajectory of their lives. After facing internal struggles within their dreams, Piper and Brielle finally found the strength to reveal their truth to the world. Together, their hearts intertwined and their bonds unbreakable, they bravely confronted the chaos and judgment that awaited them, ultimately paving the way for a future where love could transcend all limitations.

As the first light of day emerged and the boundaries between the dream world and reality blurred, I discovered that my wings had been taken away from me. The ethereal domains that had once provided solace and sanctuary were now and forever closed, leaving me trapped within the confines of human existence. However, when I confronted the outcomes of my choices, an overwhelming feeling of freedom engulfed me.

I no longer felt restricted by the constraints imposed on me by title, instead, I fully embraced my fresh perspective on life and was prepared to tirelessly advocate for the principles of love and inclusivity. Despite being permanently banished, I persist as a guardian of love, ceaselessly traversing the convoluted trails of human aspirations and desires. Within these intricate pathways, I softly impart stories of inclusivity and foster profound bonds that surpass the limitations imposed by societal norms and expectations.

As individuals, we are all innately driven by a primal need for connection and intimacy. It is through the warmth and affection of another's love and embrace that we find solace and a sense of belonging. Yet, it is in the mysterious realm of dreams that our deepest desires and longings are given a voice, where hidden truths are revealed, and where the transformative power of acceptance can reach beyond the walls of even the most heavily guarded hearts.