The forbidden love

I'm continuing with Part Three of my regression and trying to see my past life lessons

Again, in the blink of m eyes , I transformed into the strong body of a Roman with a sword

My arms and legs were tired from the next one battle, but I was eager to see something

Around me there were many people in a narrow sandy street with low stone buildings

I was walking fast towards something, I still didn't know what I was looking for

I reached an aristocratic house for that era, I saw through the window the most beautiful and gentle girl, she was my sweetheart, I felt in my heart that she was the love of my life, but she was dressed for a wedding and she was the bride

I was an ordinary soldier, and she was going to be married off to some rich man

She loved me and I loved her, it wasn't right I know, there was no future for us, it was forbidden love

There was sadness in her eyes, she was unhappy, she didn't want to get married

She looked at me and I looked at her. There was fear in her eyes and she wanted to tell me something, maybe that our love was revealed

At the same moment I fall on my back and see only the clear calm light blue sky.

I was hit with an arrow.. but I felt no pain

And the last moment -

I find myself in space, I'm a scientist, a man again

Around me were beings, not people, they were bad, they had bad intentions for humanity

I was their scientist who would give them what they needed

I saw huge mathematical drawings and formulas, I did not remember any of them, everything happened very quickly

They forced me to give them what I had to discover through these calculations. As if in a short video I saw an elderly sick man with white hair in a rocking chair wrapped with a warm blanket at his feet

That's what they kept me with

I found what they wanted and it was a huge crystal in the shape of a diamond, I don't know what it was exactly but I knew it would do a lot of harm to our planet

At that moment I felt the fear and very strong energy all over my body, I wanted to open my eyes and shake it off, after two attempts to break the regression I succeeded, I broke it

I'm still thinking about it, I didn't get to see what I needed to see but I'm very afraid to go back there again

I am telling you verbatim what I saw in my regression and connecting with my spirit guide, I wanted to ask him many questions but I couldn't, if any of you have gone back to past lives through hypnosis or regression, please advise

thanks