Not a quick fix but a timely stitch
For the emotionally triggered body that froze
SENSING THE TRIGGER: THE CONVOLUTED MIND AT PLAY
On a boat, holding on to an urn, riding in fear,
The light through the dense mangroves seems to pave the way,
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And the creeping scare knocks down the urn,
wrecking the ashes to burn on the dirt floor,
the debris to scratch open a crack in the boat,
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The gut-wrenching moment, knowing,
life at its worst,
boat about to burst,
the repeated warning of the fall,
now completely drowned,
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an ear to acknowledge, never listened,
an eye to respect, always pounced,
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The shame surrounding,
What a failure life has been.
Couldn't even fulfill the last desire of the lost soul,
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The regret, too loud,
the rage, automatically bound,
stuck in the wilderness,
now anchored on the guilt,
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The depth of the unfolding turbulence in the mind,
picking up even a fraction of sound,
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THE PROCEDURE TO FOLLOW TO TRAIN THE MIND
Repeat,
be present,
be in the present,
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Unloading the manuscript
Uploading it to the system to control the essence, the breath
STEP 1
Say, STOP (The command 'stop' pauses the mind for a second)
Now, BREATHE
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AGAIN
STOP
BREATHE
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EXHALE THROUGH THE MOUTH
MAKE A LOUD SOUND IF YOU WANT
WWWOOOOFFFFFFFF!!!
STEP 2
Let it fall,
Let it fail,
For once,
Let it be.
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Don't blame the boat
Don't you dare shut down your throat,
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CRY AS MUCH AS YOU WANT
There is not a single person around,
cry to your loudest voice,
let the echoes shiver through your storm,
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SO
If you want to cry,
take a 25-minute break,
cry and come back,
If not, it is still okay,
Because the next stop is still not an escape,
Direct yourself to the next step.
STEP 3
Sit with the crack,
Stop judging,
Stop analysing,
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STOP
BREATHE
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G..LIT....CH......
Rising heart rate incoming.
RELAX
RELAX
REPEAT WITH A CONCIOUS MIND
Until the breath is inhaled with awareness
BREATHE
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Now,
Why don't we take a different approach?
NOT A QUICK FIX BUT A TIMELY STITCH
STEP 4
No guarantee that it will work, but why not?
let this too fall,
We have been through failures before,
We can get through this as well,
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Sit with the crack,
Stop judging,
Stop analysing,
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It is okay to not be okay,
The thoughts don't stop,
Just let it be,
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A crime isn't at play,
but a mind at a crucial stage,
don't find out the reason why,
don't chase for a solution,
don't feel guilty,
don't regret,
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Pause,
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Breathe,
let's feel the heartbeat,
a tap to ease,
anxiousness to unleash,
acknowledging the triggered creeks,
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No rush, no push,
but slow and steady,
scan the surroundings at a slow pace,
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It is quite a strength to become,
the tortoise in a race,
The most well-known moral story taught as a kid,
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Pause,
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Breathe
eyes wide open,
Just accept, a beauty in a mess is a win.
a deliberate fake smile too extends the chin,
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Don't doubt the abilities,
Don't ever drown behind the field,
You are the essence of power in there to walk into a river,
Pat, that attitude of yours, a sportive one,
where one will fail, and one will win for sure,
Let the mess stand out as the way it is,
Let it stay
You will find a way.
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The growth of life with wisdom applied in practical life is the biggest win.
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BREATHE
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THE PAUSE
Still restless,
It
is
okay,
The guide, Echo, took a minute away,
consider it a distraction, out of the triggered space,
when the body froze in the first place.
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Don't be overwhelmed
Don't feed the fear,
say it out loud,
let your inner soul hear,
THIS TOO SHALL PASS,
You are all fine, my dear.
About the Creator
Parvathi J
Through my pages, I find the quiet complexities of pain dwelling in a solitary space, burdening life’s endless demands, and unburdening the voiceless noise.
Witnessing the questioning, I speak the deeper silence of my voice.
IG: shruthilayam



Comments (1)
This felt so reassuring and comforting. Loved it!