My Life❤️

I was always a lonely child growing up but one of the things I always wanted to do was become a youtuber. I always brushed it off because people, even my own family, would make fun of me for having such a silly dream.

I didn't have much friends in middle school or highschool. I had a plain average life nobody really paid attention to me or had a crush on me but, I didn't really mind I kinda liked it. Eventually I gradutated and thats when I decided to make my dream come true.

I started my Youtube channel. I'm not going to lie it didnt go off at first but thats how everything starts. Right?

While I was doing this at the same time I was going to cosmetology school. Eventually I graduated and got my license. I was so happy because after I graduated I became way more confident and I loved that about myself. I was becoming the best version of me. And I felt like I was ready to love someone else. And I am glad a gave it a shot.

My Youtube channel was starting to go big and I was starting to get a profit from it. With the money I was making I was able to make my own salon and since it was starting to get big I turned it into a "Content Creator" only salon. Many other Youtubers were coming to my salon. I think its the best decision I have ever made because thats how I met a boy.

One day I was about to close up my store and I was just cleaning up when my bestfriend enters and asks, "Are you ready to go or what." I was so tired, "Hell yeah, I'm so tired." We headed to our and apartment and went to sleep, with the raining sounds it was so relaxing.

It was morning and I had to start to head to an influencer event. We were alowed to take a plus one so I took my bestfriend. It was going to be a party so Im not going to lie I didnt want to go but I had missed the past events so I decided to go.

The event was pretty far away so we had to wake up early to arrive late and head to a hotel. Once we arrived to the party it was so packed there were a couple of influencers that I had seen that were in my salon. I said hi to a couple of them, I felt a little claustrophobic so decided to head outside for a while. Before I left I checked up on my bestfriend, and I found her dancing on the dance floor I told her I was heading out and she told me to hurry up, but I know I will probably take a while.

I started walking behind the place where the party was being held and there was a beautiful trail with cherry blossoms. I don't even know how long I walked but I saw a bench and just sat down. I don't even know how long I was just sitting there when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

It was a boy, a YouTuber to be exact. And I’m not going to lie I was a big fan of him I watch all his YouTube videos, and I had a small crush on him.

Me: Hey

Him: Hi what are you doing here alone.

Me: Nothing I just needed a little air from the party . You?

Him: Parties aren't really my thing

Me: Same I'd rather stay home and relax

Him: Honestly me too, would you like come to my place, and maybe watch a movie?

Me: I'm not that really that type of person you know I don't even know you.

Him: You're right, I get that how about lets take a small stroll and get to know eachother and then if you want you can come to my house and watch a movie nothing more, it just more of my atmosphere.

Me: Okay, but promise me a movie nothing more.

Him: Promise

I decided to go on a walk with him and I'm not going to lie I think I fell for him even more and I love how funny he was besides being so attractive. After a walk we went back to his house and watched a couple movies and didn't even know how late it was. I was going to head home but he insisted on me on staying the night because it was already too late. I stayed on his bed while he slept on the floor, and I woke up and looked at the night stand and it was already 10:00 am. my phone was dead and I was in such a hurry that I didn't even leave my number.

I walked to a store nearby and called an uber from there I didn't even know where I was. When I got to my apartment my friends was so worried.

Friend: Where were you?

Me: At a boys house. Before you say anything no, we didn't do anything. I'll explain everything later I promise, I'm so late.

I didnt even let her answer I got my keys and went to the salon and opened.

A couple of weeks have past and he hasn't posted anything on his youtube so I assumed he was probably mad.

Its been two months and still haven't heard anything about him, I'm getting worried.

Finally I got a notifictation and it was from his youtube, he had posted a video with the title "Meet My Girlfriend" I was heartbroken I unsubscribed and decided to focus on myself.

It's been two years, I'm not going to lie I still think about him even though we didn't do anything I have never felt anything like this for a person before. Until It was the end of the day and I heard the salon door open. I obviously thought it was my bestfriend waiting for me so I said, "I know, I know I'm almost done."

The person said, "Were you waiting for your boyfriend." I was so suprised it wasn't my friend. It was...