Love took its place, maybe it's faded a bit, but it's still there.

Although husband and wife, Rehan and Navalny are bipolar residents. No respect for each other, no love, just a lot of hatred. Relations have soured and hit rock bottom. So much so that they both gasped and tried to tug on a painful relationship without love. They decided to delete whatever was left on the paper. But the beginning of the relationship was sweet, with a lot of commitment and deep emotion. They start paying attention when they study at university. The two ends of the phone had many dreams in one night, had lunch together, walked around the entire campus, and came back in the evening. In unfettered life, they become their support. Navani-Rehan "made for each other" to a small group of close friends, how many people on campus have seen jealousy and regret! After so many years, those days seem like a distant past, or a nightmare.

The pressure to get married has been coming from the Navalny family, who is studying for a master's degree. For the bride with a green Maya face, the proposals keep coming. Rehan's tuition is the same as that for a master's degree, and every day is spent on pocket money sent by his father. Although Navalny disagreed with the marriage for academic reasons, her father was also reluctant to accept it. When Navalny was forced to tell Rehan about it at home, her middle-class conservative family refused to marry the girl to the unemployed boy. Navalny, who failed to stop the marriage, almost went mad. Watching the Masters is over for both of them. Rehan then barely found a job at a private company, and Navani was eager to leave. Rehan's family is also very crooked. They are reluctant to marry their sons in this way. The couple and some friends got married in Kazi's office. They are all dealing with their confidence when they choose to start their gaming activities. He wanted to immerse himself in the hustle and bustle with his loved ones. But nothing happened to them. They thought maybe everything would be fine after marriage, but nothing worked.

Two people who dream of owning a low-rent house. The day they stepped into the single room for the first time, a thousand colorful butterflies fluttered in their eyes. The chair table is a large stool, and the worldly love partner is their new life. They can't understand when a two-year-old family is cut off by dreams and love. Navalny has since joined a government bank as a senior official, moving from a one-bedroom house to a more rented three-bedroom house. Fill the house with new furniture. But somewhere in their love there seems to be a rhythm cut off. The two were busy with the world of work all day, and when they got home at night, both of them were tired of their state, somehow arranged dinner and sleep, and rushed to the office early the next morning. Navalny had to get up at six o'clock, otherwise he would have to hurry to the office after cooking and eating. Rehan helped with the housework at first, but now doesn't want to say anything. He got up and went to the office. After returning home, Navalny was tired, busy cooking dinner, and sweating back from the office, busy changing TV channels with the remote control. Although these little things gave birth to a little pride in Navalny's heart, she never said it in her mouth.

Even after all this, love took its place, maybe it's faded a bit, but it's still there.

Meanwhile, the tempo dropped. Rehan's company reduced huge losses, and Rehan lost his job. Went home with one of his colleagues that day, and the colleague sat down and said, think about us. "

His heart was shocked by this sentence. When he suddenly lost his job, the mountain of thoughts on his head seemed to hit his masculinity with this sentence. With a strong sense of inferiority. Looking for a job in Hanya, is it easy to find a golden deer in an expensive market? Towards the end of the era of public service, the private sector relies heavily on distance learning. As soon as he entered the world, he robbed private jobs, the salary was increased, and the amount was greatly increased, so he did not go anywhere else. Now he is paying his dues.

Navalny is of course encouraging him, his salary will be comfortable for both of them, and then the job will be fine! But this did not relieve his depression, on the contrary, it seemed to hurt! Trying to stay with him, trying to get out of the depression, he started to feel sympathy and empathy.

"You keep yours, I don't need your kindness."

"Since when are we different from you, Rehan?" Why do you say please? ' Navalny said in a hurt voice.

"Excuse me, what else? I use my wife's money to eat, and then I'll be tired! These policies have nothing to do with me. "

Hot sweat said with a heavy sigh. Although Navalny was angry, she no longer understood his state of mind.

Recently, Rehan has nothing to say and has been very irritable. All the setbacks out there are for the newcomers! Like a typical husband, taking out his anger on his wife is like calming down!

Once a day or two, months go by and the bitterness grows. Hot sweat's good words are like a thorn in the eye. For this reason, he inexplicably stopped talking. Unable to understand a word response. At this time, Rehan felt like a bad stranger, and his heart was too busy to take care of it. No one I've known for so many years could have imagined how such a sudden change could have occurred. But he seems to be wandering in the hot cold mind! How wrong you thought, what a terrible mistake!

One day, some of their old friends came to the house, and sometimes no one was in touch, so the time went well. It's like pouring rain in a sunny desert! They don't know about the sweat yet. When someone asks a question in a hurry, they regret telling them. Rehan and Navani brought them from the kitchen and one joked:

"Hey mom, I see you're doing great! No job. You got a job for your wife. Absolutely nerdy husband!"

As soon as the words fell, Rehan's smiling face darkened, and his eyes were flushed with anger. It was as if the anger rising inside wanted to strike at an extremely fast speed, as if he gritted his teeth and tried desperately to suppress the anger. Navalny got nervous and tried to catch the rush before the situation got out of hand.

"What are you talking about?" I don't understand why these things only come to mind when you're cooperating a little on one or two tasks at home. The world belongs to the two of them, and with a little compromise, the relationship will become stronger. "

Even though thousands are now guests, more words are actually avoided. Whether the hot sweat is sure, there is no way at present, but there is no problem for the time being. It was a huge relief for Navalny. In the outside world, he put on a bunch of smiling faces to prove the lies of his happiness! Seeing hundreds of other happy faces outside, are they as happy as they are, isn't there a hidden sadness behind those smiles?

The interviews continued, and the relationship continued to falter over time. After eight months of hard work, Rehan found a job with a good salary. Join next month. Navalny breathed a sigh of relief, this time all is well! But broken relationships are not so easy to repair. After a few days of trouble, Navalny woke up late one day because of the danger and couldn't make breakfast due to a rush at the office. Somehow getting ready to go to the office. When he got home that day, he saw the smile on Rehan's face.

"The otaku seems to be made for me, doesn't it? The wife gets up in the morning and goes to the office to make breakfast, and I'll do all the meals. Give me your clothes and I'll wash them from now on!" There was a touch of contempt on his lips smile.

Navalny was stunned, she couldn't believe it when Rehan said such a thing without making breakfast one day! As if speechless!

"I'm leaving my family for you. I haven't been able to get a good job. You've been out of work for a few days, and you're showing me your true self. Indirectly, you mean I should be doing housework?"

This time Navalny couldn't stand it anymore. He kept saying the words he had suppressed for so long.

"Leaving my family for me! I don't have a family? Or am I wearing a hat that fell from the sky? I didn't sacrifice anything? How long have I put up with your lame ego? Isn't that what?

That's how I run my office, cook out and cook when I'm tired. How many days did you help? In the last two years of three years, how many times have you asked me? "

Rehan's anger seemed to be multiplied by this sentence, "I made a mistake by marrying you, so why should I go crazy for marrying a girl like you?"

"You're a very selfish kid, your pain makes me cry too, trying to understand?" You prioritize your lame self, I don't say anything, I try to understand your situation. But you crossed the line today. Or I'm getting old, and you need someone new..."

Before the words were finished, Navalny stood on her cheek, and Hot Sweat realized that his hand had reached Navalny's cheek!

"Now that the sixteen methods are complete, that's all that's left!" In a vain attempt to hold back the eager tears. No one said a word. Navalny's night was cut to the side, the smoke of hot sweat burning.

The next day, Navalny left the office and stayed at home. In the morning, Rehan was sitting at the breakfast table, anxious to say something, but kept silent. Navalny said coldly, I live in the dormitory temporarily, and I will get the divorce letter in time. "He announced his decision in a very cold voice.

There was a deep remorse in Rehan's eyes, "Can't you think about it again? This relationship is not so fragile that it will break up!"

"You think so, hot sweat?" I endure the mental torment you give me day after day, I'm still there, I think like a fool, it's only temporary. One day, the Illuminati will come, but after so long, you think that all the bad things in life or to me are bad things! After that, I have nothing more to say. Now that you have a job, I don't need it anymore. I don't want to make myself any smaller. I have arranged everything. good! "Tears rolled down his cheeks.

Rehan knew that even if he bound a thousand now, he would not be able to return it. So agreed. It wouldn't be a bad thing if the two of them were resurrected later.

A month and a half later, both are feeling the remaining tension in their relationship. Hot Khan was deeply ashamed, ashamed of his mistake. There is no such thing as family love in the world, the world has made us very clear. "Me and my pain" had become so great for him that the man next to him was also in pain, not even in his mind. He admitted his mistakes and has apologized to Navalny several times. Although she hasn't been forgiven, Rehan knows that Navani will return to her own world.

The cycle of love and hate is like a coin going back and forth. Just as faith, dependence, and love are one thing, so are bitterness, hostility, and hatred. They are all dealing with their confidence when they choose to start their gaming activities. Rehan understands her mistake and comes back to her, she wants to spend the rest of her life dreaming of a beautiful world full of love. Navalny also responded. How many people can understand this mistake! Most relationships are cut to fit. Like hot sweat, if he sticks to the ego, then the ego wins, but in the game of losing ego and love, love cannot lose. So he returned to his own world with a mistake. That's a lot, and how much you want in your life.

- back to back love

Nushrat Jahan Lisa