I tell my heart to smile a little

I tell my heart to smile a little

Mamon has been kept in the next room. GDO has been done at the police station. His family has been notified to come. I am married to my Mamun as a family. Whenever I grew up seeing a new wife, I also wanted to get married. But in my heart, I want it very much, and my mother understands it very well. So after college, my mom liked Marmon as my life partner. I can also dress up as Mara's happy wife. everything is going well.

He does business in Dhaka. I live in my father-in-law's house in the village. He has been home once a month. But I really want to come twice a month. Even in my dormant heart, I didn't say it. Jack Ma will come. I will meet him. I'll rest my head on my chest and breathe a sigh of relief. Mamun will be happy to get it, will be thrilled. I would walk in the lonely night holding his hand, and I would fall asleep leaning on his shoulder. Aha! What a joy! What nectar! How comfortable! I used to do almost all the work in their house and teetered in this secret bliss obsession. I am never tired.

If there is peace and joy in the heart, a lot of hard work can be done effortlessly. This is not only my idea, but also my belief. After four months of marriage, the distance from her coming to the village is widening day by day. At the same time, my state of mind also became weird. I also became weak.

This bastard used to keep colorful fireworks busy. A few months later, I moved into my father's house. I decided not to go again. Arebayain! Why are you dancing to the beat of your daughter? It is wrong to condone girls when they are married. stop? move? ask the wife? Hearing this, the soft-hearted mother melted like wax. She would explain to me and send me away.

I also wait patiently for a book of hope. But events pushed further inward. Its overcoat is like the hard shell of a snail. Crows and birds cannot catch it from the outside, their mother and child are cunning. Then again, a man didn't believe me when I said that. Since then, she has been home every month. There are three days. Sometimes two to one day. In the morning, I came out of the pool after taking a shower. I cry and swear in God's name that Mamon slept in the room. But there is a separate bed on the floor. In the future, grandmothers began to say, why should young husbands sleep separately?

I want to know with mystical eyes, what is that? Why don't you have children? It's your fault. So in order to protect your body, I said Momeng, don't sleep with me. You are all naughty girls. My goodness! Such a big slander! The owner will not tolerate it. I go to my mother. I told my mom everything. I eat Habdubu in the sea of ​​troubles. Thousands of questions are crashing me. Alas! No...aa..I can't do that anymore. Marmon saw me and got married. What is the reason for so much neglect and disrespect in less than a month? I have to find out. anyway! The sooner the better! One morning, I went to an unknown cell phone store outside our area. I give him extra money. The world is a slave to money.

A lot can be mastered if you can give it. The owner called Marmon and gave his store number. Hello Slamalaikum. Valekum Assalam. Brother Marmon? Yes, Mamon. Who are you? Brother, you don't know me. I'm calling you with an urgent message. Said to be. Brother, your wife Nasima betrayed you. She had an affair with a boy. How can I trust you? want to? Thought it doesn't matter to me.

These words are being recorded. speakers and. I sat next to the owner. I felt dizzy when I heard it. Brother, come to your father-in-law's house any day this week. Sign me up on this number. I'll have proof in hand. Okay, come on, but what's your edge here? Mamon said. You will actually tell the details. Then you will understand how much you have and how much I have. You will go home and call me. Lackey. His words said a lot. In every cell of the brain, the word chirps like an insect. It seems pointless to live in the moment. I have a cousin in Dhaka. I called him and asked him to observe Marmon's movements.

The news I received three days later shocked me like lightning. Four days later, he came to our house with great pride. He doesn't speak. He called that number repeatedly. Like I said, your number is blocked by that number. It was as if lightning had struck his head. I said to the crew with a smile. Thief for ten days, home for one day. You must know this. You are married because of love. She also has two children.

Your home has a lot of work. He will not come to the village. So he hides from her, you married me to do all the work in your family. Hey, am I a jerk? I put my fist on the tip of my nose. I grabbed a handful of hair and said, how dishonest. So you don't have children. Your entire team should be imprisoned. Bring energy into this bastard's eyes, what will you do to me?

There is no time for storytelling. I will now give my hut a million rupees in cash if I can get it. Amata amata said, where to get it now? This is how I say Chandu. Then he called his wife and said, "I've been kidnapped." The big guys wanted a million rupees in it today. The wife cried and said, what should I do? You have it in your account. Picked it up and sent it to the account I messaged from. Everyone around is there.

After a few hours, the money was in my father's account. I divorced her. Her mother was so upset about it, who would now do their jobs from morning till night. They are gone. I sit on the edge of the light and dark of dusk in the pond. I gave all my accumulated life dreams with Jalanjali. I tell my heart to smile a little. Now I will live with dignity like myself. Not by enslaving someone else's house. I would paint every turn of my grey life as a rainbow without anyone. I'm going to be a fighting woman story--