I should say Nottenscorbengnotten instead Yesrespectendrengemfengen

I should have said Nottenscorbengnotten but I of course Yesrespectendrengemfengen

and I got sick more than I really was as of it all

I should always say Nottenscorbengnotten but I tried all possible explanations for others who are not HSP (non highlysensitive )never did work so I felt so sad and was making myself strong to be as normal or (abnormal - insensitive )as they are all and

I Yesrespectendrengemfengen because of respect but I couldn't say No because

I couldn't and I should say Nottenscorbengnotten without any guilt and fear and doubts

as now I am sick and they are all Fine !

Next time when something similar will happen again I will just Nottenscorbengnotten give no response to it all as I am HSP and nothing can change how I feel after all

I will never use Yesrespectendrengemfengen for respect because it will mean I neglect my own self and my own health

I took it as challenge as I used to do and now I am suffering because I am not like All of You

words are not just words I feel I sense all of them more than just intense the same goes with another presence and No I can not change I have tried all possible things nothing does work I get even more and more sensitive

If you can't understand or even check what it means to be for real Hyper HSP I cant do nothing more about it just be

Now they are partying and I am in pain because I am this and Yes, Yes Yesrespectendrengemfengen more than myself and my health so from today I only

Nottenscorbengnotten until I will be okey

and will finish All that I need to bring back myself my health and my real freedom to self

okey

so How it went ?

He asked I said bad really bad

Nottenscorbengnotten wanna talk about it I just feel not well to feel it all will take me hours to clean myself from it all and Yesrespectendrengemfengen but first I need to cherish Respect for My own self if another doesn't understand then it's not my obligation to entirely freely serve like a shadow like a ghost

Good night and my answer is always Nottenscorbengnotten from now on!

I decided reader will have its room of imaginary to what it was in relation to his or her own discomforting experience where No is much healthier than Yes !